Today I am especially glad to receive your letter. Because your letters are filled with warmth, kindness, tenderness, affection, happiness.
You are my treasure, which I will cherish and take care of. You are the best man on earth!
Don't be shy! Even if you don't consider yourself a knight or a hero, for me you already do real deeds. You devote time to me and share your thoughts. This is so important and valuable to me. How do you usually relax and spend your free time? Do you have any hobbies that bring you pleasure? I'm glad that you like my hobby! Cooking for me is not just a routine, but a real form of art. I always try to experiment with new recipes and combinations. What are your favorite dishes? What would you like to try if we cooked together? Delicious food is always a great reason for good company!
Today a bad incident happened to me at work. In the morning I came to work and started getting ready for the working day.
Usually I have about 10-15 minutes so that I can make a work plan for the day. I think this is right. What do you think?
But I decided to make myself a coffee, because I did not have time to drink it at home.
When I came to the coffee machine, there were several people standing there who work in the office. There were guys and girls.
And when they saw me, they started talking about me. They were not embarrassed that I was standing nearby and heard everything they said about me.
They said that I was a bad girl who came from Ukraine, that I was not worthy of living here and working. They said many other terrible words.
and at some point I couldn't take it anymore and ran away. I went outside and cried. I couldn't get my emotions in order. because I was in so much pain.
I lost my grandparents in the war, I lost everything I had built up over many years. I experienced many horrors in the war. and I thought that I had saved my life when I came here to Russia. but people are so cruel to me here. I don't feel safe here.
It's very hard to endure ridicule, negativity and aggression from people towards me every day. I feel like a stranger here.
I sat outside and cried. I felt so lonely on this huge planet.
But my heart told me that I was not alone in this world. in my life there is you, my dear xxx! you are my happiness! you are my closest person in the whole world!
I am very sorry that you are so far away, because I would really like to hug you right now. I want to feel the warmth of your embrace and forget about all the problems. In your embrace I will feel happy and safe. And it means a lot to me! Thank you for being in my life. You help me cope with this aggression that is directed at me!
It's time for me to finish my letter. I will wait for your answer!
I kiss you many times! I hug you tightly! I want to be with you!
Take care of yourself!

Yours, Vika.

I would like to start writing this letter with some tender and pleasant words. I want you to understand that you are the closest person in my life.
I look forward to each of your letters with great impatience. I enjoy every word of your letter, every letter.
I want your letter to never end. Because I really miss you in my life. I want you to be next to me. It would make me an absolutely happy girl! I would do everything so that you also felt like a happy man every day.
Today my aunt asked about you again. She asked me when you would come to visit us? My aunt said that she would cook a delicious dinner in your honor. And of course I would help her with this. I said that I would pass on her words to you. Now you have an invitation from my aunt to come to visit. I am pleased that my aunt is so attentive and caring to me. She sees that my life has changed. my aunt tells me that I look like a happy girl. she is happy for me. and all this is happening thanks to you.
my aunt also told me that she had several ideas about how to introduce me to guys, these are children or grandchildren of my aunt's friends. she says that she has already started to select candidates for this. but when she saw the changes in my life and that I am happy, my aunt gave up this idea.
of course, I thanked my aunt very much for her kindness and care. but I will arrange my personal life and happiness myself. especially since there is happiness in my life now. my happiness is you, my xxx!
I have probably already said that it is very easy and pleasant for me to talk to you. I feel comfortable and cozy when I share my feelings, emotions and thoughts with you.
I do not think about what I write in my letters. I am completely open with you and do not hide anything. I have always dreamed of having a man in my life with whom I can be completely open and trust.
I have noticed many times that girls in relationships have many secrets. When I was in college, I saw girls having relationships with guys. And these were not real feelings, but fake. Because the girl could not be herself. She had to change her behavior, feelings, emotions, habits. And for me it seems wrong. Because if I do not have the opportunity to be myself, then this is a deception. This is a deception first of all of myself, and secondly, a deception of the man with whom I live. And ultimately this will lead to the fact that the relationship will be destroyed. And this happened only because the acquaintance began with deception. I do not want this!
I often think about the fact that in my letters I express stupid thoughts. I worry that I say something wrong. But I remain the girl who I am in real life.
I want you to see who I am. I think that I am doing the right thing! xxx, what do you think? my grandma used to tell me that it's not hard to take your clothes off and have sex, and people do it all the time! but people are fooling themselves, because opening your soul, sharing your mood, thoughts, fears, hopes, dreams - that's what it means to really get naked in front of a man. that's trust, sincerity, understanding, happiness, joy and love! and I found all of that in you!
my dear xxx, you gave me the opportunity to feel happy. I am immensely grateful to you for that! I am completely open and sincere with you. I really appreciate and cherish it!
I am finishing my letter. I will be waiting for your answer with great impatience.
I wish you a good evening tonight. I hug and kiss you many, many times!
I am sending you another short video. I recorded it before going to bed. I was thinking about you!
Yours, Vika.