Hi my unforgettable love xxx
I miss you so much that my patience is on a limit! I'm dreaming of our meeting
when sleep! Yesterday I had so wonderful dream as you and I walking at the field
full of blossoming camomiles! We pick them together and made the great a bouquet
of them. I'm so happy to find you my only love!!! I found that all my thoughts
are of you and no more else. I have a nice mood when recalling your in my
mind. The mere thought of you sends such a warm feeling through my body, soul and
heart and the thought of meetings with you is so fantastic. I have always dreamed
of finding someone really special who would come into my life and love me wholly
and uniquely, someone who understands me, someone to share my thoughts and dreams.
I have finally found that person. I love you for loving me just the way I dreamed
it would be. You are a wild flower and I want to smell it, nurture it, take
care of it and watch it grow. I hope the words I say so gently find their way to
your heart, because your words have touched mine forever. You have made my heart
skip a beat once again. It is so overwhelming the effect of your presence on my soul.
I am constantly bombarded with such forceful emotions for you. You are like no other.
Your heart is connected to mine and no one can change that. I love that feeling you
give me, but it scares me at the same time the power you have even though we have
not met in person yet. I might implode when we finally meet. I might erupt like a
violent volcano or melt like butter on a hot skillet. I am afraid I will not meet
your expectations of me. I am after all just an rural girl. I'll tell you though,
I didn't think it possible for me to want you more than I already did, but after
your last letter I thought wrongly. You write of mutual respect, kindness,
tenderness, trust, love. How can I have these feelings of love for someone
I haven't met? I do. How do you love me without setting eyes on me? Without kissing
me (I might kiss like a mackeral)(smile) I don't have practice for a long time.
I need alot of practice. Can you help me? I want to know the scent of your hair,
your body. I want to touch you and be touched by you. I want to see you first thing
in the morning and as I close my eyes for sleep.I can't wait for the time of our
meeting in reality. that's will be the most wonderful and happiest moment of my
life at this world!!! I can notice at me to be always in good mood when thinking of
you even if something wrong around. My soul singing the song of love in expectation
of our meeting. I'm dreaming it so: as I running down the a gangway and begin
kissing you as insatiable. The first our night will the most romantic night in my
short life!!! We'll walk and speak as much as we can. We'll kiss as yongest lovers
under the calm shining of Moon. The stars will shine only for us!!!! They will
smile looking as two people can't find a word to describe such a great feeling
arisen between us! You know I'm crying sometimes with tears of love in to my a
pillow by nights!!! Is it a love as great Shakespire describe?!!!I believe in
this love and do you my love? I think you know about it. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!!
I give you many kisses for good day for you. I want to see your email as soon as
it is possible.
Forever loving you Elena!