Hello my love xxxl,
I am happy to receive your letters again. My love xxx, I think every
day of you. I would do the utmost what to receive the finance
independently, but unfortunately anybody from my friends does not have
such sum. Now all hope only on you and your help. I went to travel
agency. I asked them, that they would transfer my start for later
date. In agency to me have told that it probably. But only in the
event that I will tell exact date when I can pay back other part of
travel. Darling xxx when you can send the help for a meeting??? Exact
date is necessary to me. The agency of travel waits my answer.
I cannot without your darlings, eyes. I want liking to finger your
hair, to twist with their female love and warmth. I do not wish and
cannot look at someone except you!!! You are very necessary to me!!!
My heart will fight in a mad rhythm only near to you. You will come to
me in a dream, will be long and to stick gently into my lips and to
say, that there is not enough time us this night has presented. I wish
to die in your sweet embraces that on your back my concerned hands
slipped, my neck was covered with your easy kisses. That also your
hands moved down on my gentle back, where that only is allowed to you
my love. I constantly wish to hear your voice and hours to look in
your eyes. I wish to kiss gently your hot lips, to whisper in your
lovely ears of a word of which you went mad and confusedly smiled. I
want, that you were happy, instead of you I if it is necessary
suffered!!! Believe, I have got used to a pain, but not second I do
not want, that you suffered!!! I wish to be your angel the keeper or
simply favourite kid. That, when to me it was bad, you sang something
to me on an ear, and I embraced strong in the answer! I want, that our
hands communicated in a single whole, hearts breathed in a uniform
impulse of passion; was always nearby; not coming off to merge lips
and to be dissolved in caresses of a kiss. Here I dream, and suddenly
to you during this moment alone or awfully painfully. I am afraid that
my heart will be broken off, because the fragile. I love you.
I very much love you.
Yours Olga.