Hello my lovely xxx !
It is very unpleasant for me to write you such a letter, but I have to do it now.
Unfortunately, our meeting does not take place, I have very big problems, which I think you will not be interested to hear.
I like you very much and I really want to come to you and see you live, stroke your face and see how you smile.
But now I have a very difficult situation in my life and, probably, we do not need to communicate anymore. Hardly you want to listen to my problems. It is so?
I have so many thoughts in my head now. Everything got messed up and I do not understand a little what is going on, you probably do not want to know what exactly? Are you interested in?
It is a pity that I have to say goodbye to you and stop our correspondence, probably you are used to me? Yes? I am very accustomed to you and so would like to see.
But now such difficult times, people do not trust each other and I just do not want to burden you with my own problems. After all, everyone does not need other people's problems. Everywhere everyone is looking for a catch.
Everyone does not want to listen to other people's problems in life. Or are you also interested in knowing everything? Do you want to hear everything !?
I do not know what else to write in this letter. I am very glad to have a connection with you, to write each other beautiful letters. But now it's over.
I wrote only to you, but now these problems, and I do not know what to do. Probably it would be better if we stop writing to each other.
I will really miss you and think, and I think all the time. But I think that we had better not communicate. What will you say about that!?
Without any claims and other negatives. I just want to thank you for all that you have done for me. All that you brought me, a smile and the joy of communication.
But I really need to collect my thoughts now. And to understand what to do next, I have big, very big problems.
I miss and will miss you my dear. I am very sad.
Goodbye, your Maria.