Hello my love xxx

My love xxx, I have been upset because of that that you have ceased
to answer my letters and ignored my questions... Forgive, if I was
rough with you, but what I should think? You have simply
disappeared...

I ask to understand me because I have been very strongly upset...

Yours Tatyana




Hello xxx

It is very a pity, but today again there is no from you a letter with
answers to my questions...

Hello my dearest xxx,

I have good news, very well for me and for you! I wanted to call to
you and to explain all by phone. But I am afraid, that you become
angry on me and will refuse to help me, therefore I have decided to
write to you.

Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed
good news. I have got the visa. Now it is necessary for me to buy the
ticket to you and to go in Vienna behind the visa and to wait day of
my start. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!!
Dear I it is very good to speak in English you to not worry for us. I
addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how,
as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to
you I would be able to go to on the February, 22st, and how much it
would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 673 euro. I asked
them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me.
But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so
quickly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long
beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We
found the most suitable one. The flight is on February, 22st. The
ticket costs 285 euro I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But
they refused to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They
cannot reserve my ticket without advance money. I was imploring them.
But it did not work. They said that they would help me with great
pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was
so disappointed. Then I asked them if I could give just a part of the
money. But they did not agree again.

I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance xxx is waiting
for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of
crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to
reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to
pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket
price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry,
but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket
for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I
agreed. They told me to pay 645 euro. But it was too much for me,
because I had only 125 euro. I asked to wait for me during 12 hours. I
went out of the room. Marina met me at the door. I told her
everything. She understood everything and advised me to pawn our
treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do
it. I did not want to burden Marina. But at the same time I want to
meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 90 euro and I paid the part
of the ticket price 215 euro. It was my last money, it was for the
plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me
to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for
the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not
enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I
wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be
enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty myself. I did not manage to do
all myself for our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from
meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's
just 430 euro. I must pay it till the February, 20st. Otherwise I will
loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see you.
And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that
I could not do what i promised to come to you with my own money. I
always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking
you to help me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay me the money I'd
earned. I really hoped to get this money. But I'll get the money from
the clinic in a month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to
hold up the payments of salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money
earlier, but they refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the
money necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not
get money for a longtime. I think it's because of the financial crisis
and terrorist acts. I must say to you that I will not be able to meet
you because I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money myself.

Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money.
But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done
too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean
that everything was in vain. It's terrible for me to refuse to come to
you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I
think there is nothing horrible if I ask you to help me. Of course I
realize that may be you have no feelings to me and may be you're not
interested in our meeting. I understand that the sum of money is too
big. I know it and that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it
from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my
conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just
must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so,
because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your
help. Of course I understand that I must not do it. But I'm an honest
person. I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult
thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if
you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my
money. It's bad but not mortal either. 360 euro which I have paid for
the visa and 315 euro which I have paid for the ticket are too much
for me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In
fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's
why I was the first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want
all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if
you can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till
the morning of the February, 20st. Please forgive me my words. I say
so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm
afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe
me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And
all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is
too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do everything
myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my
own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me
very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the
money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you offended. But I need
you. I do not know if my letter you disappointed. But I have written
you an honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer. I hope for
you. I ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight:

Moscow (Sheremetyevo) 07:40, February, 21st
Belgrade (Belgrade B...) 08:40, February, 21st

Flight: JU651   
Airbus A319

Airline: Air Serbia

Stop: 22h 25m

Belgrade (Belgrade B...) 07:05, February, 22st
Vienna (Vienna Intl) 08:35, February, 22st

Flight: JU600   
Aerospatiale/Alenia ATR 72

Airline: Air Serbia

Darling xxx, on my eyes of tear I do not know that to me to do. I do
not know as to find other part of money. I do not wish to live. I have
spent so many effort to arrive to you. My friend Marina has put in
pawn treasures and has given me a part of money, also I have spent all
savings. I have spent many effort that my the visa has been approved.
The agency travel will not return all money because they have
performed the work, all documents are ready to arrive to you. I have
paid more half. I in one step to our meeting. All my efforts will be
vain if we do not find other part of money. I read your letter and my
tears flew on my palms. I do not wish to live. I cannot sleep and eat.
I really want to develop our relations, our love. You mean for me
much. Please, think that for you is important - money, or our
relations, our love. I wish to know, that my future husband never will
throw me in a trouble. I wish to be assured, that my husband will
choose not money, and me! I have overcome many barriers. I have
achieved visa approval. Now there was one step. I spoke to friends
about our acquaintance, about our love, about our relations. They wish
our of good luck... I was delighted with our correspondence, from our
plans. If you help, our meeting will be real. Money is not necessary
to me. Money is necessary for our meeting, and pure relations, pure
love are necessary to me. My tears flow the river, I have lost meaning
of the life. I trust in a miracle, I prayed all night long that for
our meeting there were no barriers.Tatyana

Hello my xxx,

How is the weather? I hope all is well with you and you had a
wonderful time. I do not understand why you stopped writing to me, but
you promised to help me come to you! But why did you just stop
responding to my letters? Do you feel sorry for 430 euros for our
relationship with you? I look forward to hearing from you xxx ...

In our city, young couples are walking through the park. They hug,
kiss. I would also really like to feel your kisses and your caresses.
My friend Marina asked me to convey to you a big and heartfelt
greetings, as well as the most strong hugs. Accept and from me my most
sincere wishes, my most sincere and passionate air kisses, as well as
my most ardent and ardent embrace. Would you like to feel my
passionate kisses, and my passionate hugs from my loving heart? I
dream to feel your passionate kisses and hot hugs. And now my time is
over, and I have to leave. I'm leaving with thoughts of you, my love.
Remember that I love you, my darling. I will wait for your letters, my
love.

Your Tatyana.

Hello my dear love xxx,

Dear xxx,very sorry that you think is not about our love,but about
money.You are worried about their savings??Do you understand me,
?????I tried to use all the options that we have.I consulted,and have
complete information about visiting your country.Do you
understand?Darling,you must understand that you need. I'm tired of all
this. I want certainty.I want a particular decision.I also want to be
sure YOU or when not to throw me into trouble.I want to be sure that
my men would choose not to money,and ME !!!!!I need to make sure THAT
ON THE WAY TO OUR LOVE WILL NOT COST MONEY!!!Do you understand
me??Please think about that for you is important - money, or our
relationships, our love. Please do not invent non-existent options. I
have considered all the options.If you care about money, not our
love,then I will understand you.I hope you're not a greedy person,
that you understand that love is not for sale.I did not change when
the love of money. If you help, you never will regret it.I hope you
now understand the whole situation.I hope that we will not play with
time.I hope that you will be able to solve our problem.I look forward
to your response. Tatyana

Hello my dear xxx

My dear xxx, I really want to be with you as soon as possible. I
still only think about you. I want to be with you. My dear xxx when
you help me ?????? I think that you do not want me to come to you and
be with you. I am very tired of all this. I have no more any forces.
What do you always fool me ??????? You have nothing to do for our
meeting with you. I could do everything I did. But I no longer know
where to get more finance. I do not want to tell you what I think last
night. I think that you are still not interested. I had thoughts
yesterday to end my life. I do not want to live like that. I do not
want to live without you. I love you very much and only want to be
near. Tell me if you do not want to help me, then I will stay at home
and we will not meet each other. I can no longer. I do not have any
forces. You only promise me all the time, but not when not to fulfill
your promises. I really cry. I feel so bad without you. I really miss
you next. If you want to be with me I ask you to help me. I really
need your help to me. Now our meeting depends on you. I will hope for
your help to me. I will be waiting for your letter soon my beloved
xxx.

your love Tatyana

Hello my dear xxx,

Apparently you were just scared for your money and that is why you do
not answer my letters ...

I want to see you so much. But how soon it will be - no one knows. The
only important thing is that we have the patience to wait for the
moment when the heart will jump out of the chest. Lips will repeat
your favorite name. The brain as a clock will make a countdown, as
during takeoff of a spacecraft. The ship, which will lift us to a
white, soft, fluffy cloud of happiness, where we will chat, hanging
legs down.

Last night I stood on the waterfront for a long time. I so wanted you
to be there, to see what I saw, so that I could hug you, say that I
missed you, meet the dawn with you. I closed my eyes, and for a moment
it seemed that you were near, that I was hugging you, kissing your
lips.

Forever your Tatyana ...

Hello my love xxx, today employees of bank contacted employees of
bank of your country and employees of bank from your country have
informed that there are no restrictions on sending of money from your
country and besides it is not necessary any my documents that you have
sent money! Darling xxx, turns out that you deceive me and it turns
out that you have simply regretted the money!!! It is very unpleasant
to me! Tatyana