Hi xxx! At once I want to tell that Julia sends you her greetings. I was
in hospital and we have spent her birthday very well. I wanted to bake a small
cake, but it has turned out on the contrary. The cake was huge. It weighed two
kg. When I have brought it to hospital, we have divided this into set of
pieces; and all doctors and some patients that were in this small branch are
drank tea and ate a pie together with us and everyone was glad and happy. I
have brought a lot of balloons. She was very glad and grateful to me. The day
is wonderful today and the weather is good. The sun is shining all the day. To
add to all this I have got your letter and my happiness doesn't have limits. So
what about your weather? May be today after work I will take a walk. I like to
walk along the street and to breathe the fresh air, especially when the weather
is warm. As a matter of fact I don't want to go home. At home is very boringly
and lonesomely. Sometimes I don't notice it, but sometimes when I come home
with good mood, I want to talk very much, to share thoughts with anybody, to
have fun. But my home is empty and I have to be in full loneliness. And my good
mood disappears. I simply sit down into the armchair and look at the window.
And when the silence deafens me, when I hear movement of my eyelashes, at that
moment the hoop of loneliness compresses my heart. I can listen to music or
read a book. I can go to my friends. But in some moment I understand that I
just deceive myself. In fact I want a beloved person to be near me, with whom I
could spend evenings, to meet morning, to talk about yesterday and to dream
about tomorrow day. I want to walk and to feel a strong man arm holds me. I
don't want to cook meals only for myself. I want somebody to appreciate it. But
I think enough about it.
Hi xxx, again. I began writing the letter in the morning. Now
already 5.00. Can you imagine? Today was heavy working day. My working day
comes to an end soon. But, one employee has brought here her small son, and she
has asked me to look after him because she should leave urgently for some
hours. The boy knows me very well. He already some times remained with me and
spent time. As our clinic works till 22.00, we can be here up to the end of
work day. His mom works in our clinic only a few months and she has no friends
or relatives here. That's why I already some times helped her. Her son is
amusing boy. I asked him: What do you dream about? He answered that he dreams
to become a grownup because grownups don't have problems with teeth. It was so
funny. I often recollect childhood. I always dreamed to become a grown up as
soon as possible. As every child I completely believed that grownups don't have
problems at all. I dreamt in the childhood and I dream now. Of course, the
world of dreams is an illusive world. We live in a real life, so we should not
sink into the world of dreams and phantasies for a long time. When a dream
becomes obsession, it can bring only pain and disappointment. Our dreams come
true not always. It happens that you use all energy, all aspiration to make
dream come true. But irrespective of how strenuously you try, not everything in
this life depend on us. When the dream for a long time does not come true,
dream ceases to be the star, that was for you a lighthouse in the ocean of the
life. But anyway, I think that it is impossible to live without dreams and
hopes. When there is a dream, the life is filled with sense. Our dreams force
us to think, analyze, choose and come to a conclusion. The Faith and Hope are
eternal satellites of our lifes. And regardless of what waits you at the end,
we remember joy of the victories better, than disappointment and pain of the
defeats. Don't you agree? I'm surprised that I write all this to you. I have
never had a man, with whom I felt conveniently in sharing my thoughts. But now
I have found you, and I am very glad. Forgive me for my frankness. If I said
something superfluous forgive me please. Can I ask some small questions? Do you
like to sleep, or get up early in the morning? Do you like to kiss? (smile) Are
you a good kisser? (smile) Do you like when your friends come to your home or
you prefer to go to friends. I adore when Irina or Nadezhda come to my home. What
clothes do you like to see in a lady? I will wait for your letter with
impatience.
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