Dear my xxx !!!!

Thanks you for your letters, is very pleasant for me, that you have
appeared in my life. You became dear to my heart. I any more do not
see the life without you. Yesterday I went on film. "THE GREAT
GATSBY". You looked this film? I have not absolutely understood sense
of it cinema because thought absolutely about the friend. I all the
day think of our meeting. I cannot more about anything think. I am
glad that you approve my act. It is difficult for me . Therefore I
always wait for your approval. After your approval I receive moral
simplification. I have paid for promptness because I want to be with
you as soon as possible. I had this feeling long before our
conversation on a meeting. After I have sped up this process, I began
to experience. It seemed to me, that you can count me as the impudent
woman. I experienced that . Now I every day go to travel agency and I
try to find out I skin the information concerning readiness of my
documents. Today to me have told that probably tomorrow the day after
tomorrow me will cause silt on interview in embassy. I was very glad
to receive such information. Now day for me lasts as a month as I
think all about our long-awaited meetings. I finish the my dear
letter.

With love Ekaterina.

Hello my honey xxx !!!

Dear xxx , I was happy to receive the letter from you. Today my
letter will be short. At me not so it is a lot of time. I have just
left travel agency, and have decided to inform you good news at once.
Me cause to Moscow on interview in embassy. Tomorrow I should leave to
Moscow. It seems to me, that I waited for this moment the whole
eternity. The travel agency has carried out the task earlier than I
thought. It can is connected to that sum of money which I have paid
for acceleration of readiness of documents. Now it is not of great
importance. I go to embassy!!! Probably tomorrow or the day after
tomorrow I can receive documents which are necessary for arrival in
your country. Tomorrow I shall write to you from Internet - cafe of
the city of Moscow. I shall inform you all news which will concern my
trip. After I shall receive documents, I will need to return back to
native city, to collect necessary things and to buy the ticket in your
country. Trip to Moscow costs not cheaply, therefore I wanted to go to
Moscow, to pass interview in embassy and to wait for day of a start.
But in the contract it is told, that in your country I can buy the
ticket only in travel agency which helps me to collect necessary
documents. From superstition I shall not begin to buy the ticket
before reception of documents. Of agency of me convince, that it is
possible to buy the ticket, and, then to pass interview. They have
told to me, that many people do so. But it seems to me wrong. Dear, I
was probable next week can inform you date of my start. I believe that
next week I can take off to you. How you concern to this? I think that
you too will be glad. I shall finish the letter. I shall go to collect
things home. I want, that you have sent me your full home address ,
the data on the nearest to you of the airports and phone number. I
shall call to you if there will be urgent questions. I hope to receive
from you the answer which will bring to me encouragement.

Your love Ekaterina...

Hi my dearest xxx!

I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to
you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I
would speak with you for a long time . But unfortunately now it is
impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also
we shall speak in person. xxx, I want to tell to you about the
commission in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I
shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Izhevsk
most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa.
Because I tried for it much. I worry, you should understand it. I
never thought that the commission will ask such unusual questions.
They asked about my sexual life, they asked about children, about
work, about patriotism, about my attitude to Austria, about my
conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in
Austria, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life
in detail. I spoke about verything fairly how it's really. To me have
told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't
answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to
hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful
answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and
reason. Children from the orphanages also have made the big impression
and rendered the big influence on the commission. To me have told that
I the first lady who have such support from children - orphans. Now I
should wait the decision. I hope, that my visa will be ready within
the next few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about
it to travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your
country. After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the
start. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse
than the death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I
can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in
several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come
true. I simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help
me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in
dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in
boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a
sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our
way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon
to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If
there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a
beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and
nothing can separate us. We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the
small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from
belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will
fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's
necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a
belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is
necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream.
I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments.
On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I
understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my
life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you
xxx!!!

With tenderness your Ekaterina.

I have little to say to you right now, but this little means a lot: I miss you and I long for you. I miss you deeply.
I wish I were by your side right now, I wish I could feel your breathing really close to me, I wish I could see the sun reflecting in your eyes, I wish I could feel your hand in my hand. I miss your voice, I miss walking with you hand in hand, our finger entangled / intertwined, I miss your skin and I miss your sweet presence.
I hope this agony will not last forever and I hope we can meet very soon so I can tell you, face to face, how much I care about you.

Hello my dearest xxx!

Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed
good news. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and to
go in Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of my start. I'm
immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!! Dear I it is
very good to speak in English you to not worry for us. I addressed the
company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how, as to me have
explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be
able to go to Vienna on the 22 of September , and how much it would
cost. They said that the ticket would cost $1300 USD. I asked them to
find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. But as it
turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quickly,
the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I
asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We found the most
suitable one. The flight, is on the 24 of September . The ticket costs
$1080 USD. I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they refused
to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They cannot
reserve my ticket without advanced money. I was imploring them. But it
did not work. They said that they would help me with great pleasure
but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was so
disappointed. Then I asked the mif I could give just a part of the
money. But they did not agree again. I asked them for a long time
saying that my fiance xxx is waiting for me. If I asked them a
little bit longer I would burst out of crying. September be God heard
my prayers, and the service worked agreed to reserve the ticket on my
conditions. But I have too little time to pay, for the ticket. They
said if I did not day the rest of the ticket price, I would loose the
money I'd already given to them. I was angry, but they explained that
it would be very difficult to sell the ticket for the plane which is
flying. They would have to lower the price. I agreed. They told me to
pay $368 USD. But it was too much for me, because I had only $240. I
asked to wait for me during 11 hours. I went out of the room. Masha
met me at the door. I told her everything. She understood everything
and advised me to pawn our treasures to a pawnshop. xxx, it was very
difficult for me to agree to do it. I did not want to burden Masha.
But at the same time I want to meet you, xxx very much. We pawned
the treasures, I got $128 USD and I paid the part of the ticket price
$368 USD. It was my last money, it was for the plane by which I'm
going to come to you. It was very difficult for me to tell you this
story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for the visa. I have
paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not enough. The money
was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I wanted to come to you
with nobody's help. I thought my money would be enough. But I failed.
Now I feel guilty muself. I did not manage to do all myself for our
meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from meeting you. But I
must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's just $712 USD. I
must pay it till the 22 of September . Otherwise I will loose the
money I have paid and i will loose the chace to see you. And our
treasures will be sold by the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that I could
not do what i promised to come to you with my own money. I always do
what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking you to help
me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay me the money I'd earned. I
really hoped to get this money. It would solve all the problems. But
I'll get the money from the clinic in a month or two. Because it's
very typical for Russia to hold up the payments of salary. I asked the
clinic to give me my money earlier, but thay refused to do it. Now the
clinic does not have the money necessary for me. Our clinic depends on
the budget, it did not get money for a long time. I think it's because
of the financial crisis and terrorist acts in in Northern Ossetia.
Probably I must say to you that I will not be able to meet you because
I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money myself. Of course I
realize that I should not ask you to give me the money. But at the
time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done too much
to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean that
everything was in voun. It's terrible for me to refuse to come to you,
I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I think
there is nothing horable if I ask you to help me. Of course I realize
that be you have no feelings to me and be you're not interested in our
meeting. I understand that the sum of money is too big. I know itand
that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it from you. But at the
same time any person can find himself in my conditions. And now there
is only one thing which I can do. I just must say that I will never
come to you. But I do not want to say so, because I want to meet you.
That's why I must be honest, I need your help. Of course I understand
that I must not do it. But I'm an honest person. I'm ashamed of asking
you to help me, but life is a difficult thing, everything can happen.
Of course it's up to you to decide if you want to help me or not. It's
bad, but not fatal. I will loose my money. It's bad but not mortal
either. $360 USD which I have paid for the visa, for consular
gathering 131 usd and for State Taxes 90 usd, for the ticket to Moscow
and back 220 usd, for hotel in the city of Moscow 110 usd, and $368
USD for which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. But I'm
not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In fact money is just
paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's why I was the
first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want all my efforts
to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if you can help me
to organize our meeting please send me the money till the morning of
the 22 of September . Please forgive me my words. I say so because I'm
in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm afraid. I need
you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe me, I'm honest
with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And all my efforts
spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is too big for you.
I did not want to ask you. I can do everything myself. My loneliness
made me strong. I had always been living with my own efforts I always
relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me very cellcom, but now I
ask you to help me. I will give you all the money back as soon as I'm
able. September be I made you offended. But I need you. I do not know
if my letter satisfaction you or disappointed. But I have written you
an honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer. I hope for you. I
ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight.

Moscow (Vnukovo) Vienna (Vienna Intl)
10:35 - 12:30
2h 55m on the way
Direct flight: UT821
Boeing 737-500

With love yours Ekaterina

Why did you stop writing? What happened to you ? How is your health ?




xxx send me the airport!




Loved, I really love you! I hope soon we will be together! How are you
? What do you do ? How's your day ? What will you do on the weekend?

Liked write thoughts about our meeting! A travel agent needs to know
when you will help! He told me that he would terminate the contract
with me! You understand, I will lose everything! Love you ! Try to
find a way to help our meeting! I love you ! Waiting for an answer !




WHY YOU DO NOT ANSWER MY QUESTIONS ON MY LETTER! ????