Hello my love and I hope future husband xxx!!!
I at all do not know how to begin this letter. To me it is very bad
now, the truth. But I ask you to try to understand that occurs! Ok? As
you already know - today there was my interview in embassy. Today on
interview I "have been simply killed"!!! I now shall tell all to you,
my love xxx. And I ask you again!!! - read the letter attentively,
and try to understand me!!!
My interview began at 09.30 o'clock. Though should begin at 09.00
o'clock. At us in Russia constantly all affairs are done at the wrong
time!!! But in it there is nothing terrible. Interview all the same
began. I and 11 more person were in reception of embassy. I have gone
on interview of the third under the account. I very strongly worried
and afraid of this interview!!! Managers of embassy have started to
set to me many various questions. But I was ready to these questions.
I answered very adequately!!! Managers of embassy have told, that all
is good. My visa is preliminary approved!!! I was really very glad. I
wanted to run at once in the Internet of cafe to inform you this good
news! I was so happy, that have overlooked about the following
procedure!!!
Then I have gone to other cabinet in which reserve tickets aboard the
plane. There as there was a manager of embassy. It was very kind girl.
It was easy for me to communicate with this girl. First of all, she
began to ask me about, whether all my documents are ready - documents
that I could travel in Austria. I have told - yes, all is good!!! I
have told, that I can fly to you, my love xxx. We have continued
process. And in our conversation very serious problem about which I
did not know earlier "has emerged"!!! It appears to me it is necessary
to have cash to arrive to you. About it of me who did not warn.
Certainly, I knew, that for me are necessary money. And I had
additional money! But the sum of "cash" - 1500 euros. When I have
heard it to me it became very bad. The manager of embassy has brought
waters, and has tried to calm me. I was simply in a shock!!! I have
asked embassy to contact agency through which we have got acquainted.
I wanted to learn, why me have not warned. Managers of agency have
told, that warned me. This rule has been written in the contract in
which I have put the signature. This item was in the contract!
Probably, I have not noticed it. You, my love xxx, should
understand me. You saw how strongly I worried! I was overflown with
emotions when I did all documents! I ask you to forgive me for my
offence!???
I as have learned for what it is necessary to have so much many money,
at a start from Russia. It appears, this money confirm, that I can
contain myself (to pay for an apartment to buy a meal to pay for
travel, and another …) first time in your country. If I shall not have
this money me will not let out from the country. I speak you
fairlyxxx! You know - I never deceived you, and I am not going to
do it never. I did not want to ask your help. For this reason I have
not written to you the letter at once after the termination of
interview. I simply was afraid to make it!!! I till now madly am
afraid of your reaction. But I continue to hope that our love can
overcome all obstacles!!! I hope for your understanding all heart, the
truth! I very much hope for it!!!
Certainly, I have already contacted parents, friends - have asked the
help. I have wait some time to the Internet of cafe, expecting the
answer. And when I have received the letter I have begun to cry. At
present who cannot help to solve to me a problem. Parents simply do
not have money in general. Yesterday my parents have given me
everything, that at them was! I have left from the Internet of cafe,
and could not stop some tear. I did not know, that to me to do.
xxx, understand!!! - I really did not know, that I will need
additional money - in such huge amount. I did not know, that I will
need to have 1500 euros. If I knew about it all over again would
discuss this question with you, my love xxx. I thought, that I
should only - to receive the passport for travel abroad, to make the
visa, and to buy tickets. On it I had money!!! I have paid already all
this!!! I spoke you about it. And I did not ask you the help to arrive
to you. I thought, that all will be much easier! But I was mistaken …
I as have been very strongly surprised with that tickets aboard the
plane cost very dearly. I have asked - why!!!??? Managers of embassy
have explained to me, that in cost of tickets aboard the plane, enters
as insurance. This insurance is necessary to sit in the plane +
medical insurance when I shall arrive to you. This insurance costs 315
euros. But I have money for it now! I had additional money. And with
insurance I can solve this problem!!! But to take off to you, I should
have 1500 euros - NECESSARILY. It very strongly upsets me as I have
no this money!!!
I spoke managers, that this money are not necessary for me. I spoke,
that I fly to beloved, to the future husband - to you, my love
xxx. But managers of embassy have told, that it is a rule which I
cannot ignore! And the contract cannot be changed!!! xxx, I really
very much regret that now occurs! But I want to begin a new life with
you!!! I want to arrive to you, and to execute all our dreams! To me
who is not necessary in this world, except for you! My heart belongs
only to you to one. I speak you it in all sincerity! You and know it
and feel! I all life searched for the man which I shall grow fond so
strongly, and I have found are you, my love xxx. I was really very
happy, realizing, that we soon shall together. But now I on half of
way to you. We are protected from each other only by one problem -
cash. To our happiness prevent only it! I ask you to help me with this
problem. I know, that you worthy and true the man!!! And I am sure
that you will not throw me in a difficult situation. You will help me
to find a way to solve a problem! I am right???
As I should show this money (1500 euros) ONLY!!! I shall not spend
or pay it. In it there is no necessity. I shall bring your money with
myself!!! As soon as I shall arrive to you I shall give you back your
money. I promise you it!!! Understand me correctly! I saved money, on
which I now arrive to you, very long time - 1 year, or even is more!!!
1500 euros are big money for me, and my parents. But I shall try to
search, I promise you it! I as hope for your help! I ask you, my love
xxx - the help to me!!! If you can help, I shall arrive to you the
first flight of the plane. I very much want to arrive to you, my love
xxx. You are necessary for me in this life!!! I very strongly am
afraid, because of this problem, to lose you. I do not want to lose
you!!! I love you, and I want to be only with you!!! I want to begin a
new life with you, and only with you!!! Now all depends only on us
with you! I can hope only for your help!!! I shall finish the letter.
And with the big excitement I shall wait your answer, and your ideas,
concerning this situation …
I strong whole also embrace you, my future husband xxx!!!!!!!
Forever your true love Olga.