Hello my dearest xxx !
Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed
good news. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and to
go in Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of my start. I'm
immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!! Dear I it is
very good to speak in English you to not worry for us. I addressed the
company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how, as to me have
explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be
able to go to Vienna on the 9 of June, and how much it would cost.
They said that the ticket would cost $1300 USD. I asked them to find a
cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. But as it turned
out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quickly, the date
is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them
to offer me other variants of the flight. We found the most suitable
one. The flight, is on the 11 of June. The ticket costs $1080 USD. I
asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they refused to do it
having said that they had a lot of clients. They cannot reserve my
ticket without advanced money. I was imploring them. But it did not
work. They said that they would help me with great pleasure but they
couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was so disappointed.
Then I asked the mif I could give just a part of the money. But they
did not agree again. I asked them for a long time saying that my
fiance xxx is waiting for me. If I asked them a little bit
longer I would burst out of crying. Junebe God heard my prayers, and
the service worked agreed to reserve the ticket on my conditions. But
I have too little time to pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not
day the rest of the ticket price, I would loose the money I'd already
given to them. I was angry, but they explained that it would be very
difficult to sell the ticket for the plane which is flying. They would
have to lower the price. I agreed. They told me to pay $368 USD. But
it was too much for me, because I had only $240. I asked to wait for
me during 11 hours. I went out of the room. Masha met me at the door.
I told her everything. She understood everything and advised me to
pawn our treasures to a pawnshop. xxx , it was very difficult
for me to agree to do it. I did not want to burden Masha. But at the
same time I want to meet you, xxx very much. We pawned the
treasures, I got $128 USD and I paid the part of the ticket price $368
USD. It was my last money, it was for the plane by which I'm going to
come to you. It was very difficult for me to tell you this story. I
have done all what I could. I have paid for the visa. I have paid for
the part of the ticket. But this was not enough. The money was not
enough. I did not want to burden you. I wanted to come to you with
nobody's help. I thought my money would be enough. But I failed. Now I
feel guilty muself. I did not manage to do all myself for our meeting.
I thought nothing would prevent me from meeting you. But I must pay
the rest of the money for the ticket It's just $712 USD. I must pay it
till the 9 of June. Otherwise I will loose the money I have paid and i
will loose the chace to see you. And our treasures will be sold by the
pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that I could not do what i promised to
come to you with my own money. I always do what I promise. I feel at
ease now, I'm ashamed of asking you to help me. Unfortunately the
clinic did not pay me the money I'd earned. I really hoped to get this
money. It would solve all the problems. But I'll get the money from
the clinic in a month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to
hold up the payments of salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money
earlier, but thay refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the
money necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not
get money for a long time. I think it's because of the financial
crisis and terrorist acts in in Northern Ossetia. Probably I must say
to you that I will not be able to meet you because I will not be able
to pay the whole sum of money myself. Of course I realize that I
should not ask you to give me the money. But at the time I cannot just
that I will not come to you. I have done too much to organize our
meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean that everything was in
voun. It's terrible for me to refuse to come to you, I have done all
what I could. Now I want you to help me and I think there is nothing
horable if I ask you to help me. Of course I realize that be you have
no feelings to me and be you're not interested in our meeting. I
understand that the sum of money is too big. I know itand that's why
it's more difficult for me to ask it from you. But at the same time
any person can find himself in my conditions. And now there is only
one thing which I can do. I just must say that I will never come to
you. But I do not want to say so, because I want to meet you. That's
why I must be honest, I need your help. Of course I understand that I
must not do it. But I'm an honest person. I'm ashamed of asking you to
help me, but life is a difficult thing, everything can happen. Of
course it's up to you to decide if you want to help me or not. It's
bad, but not fatal. I will loose my money. It's bad but not mortal
either. $360 USD which I have paid for the visa, for consular
gathering 131 usd and for State Taxes 90 usd, for the ticket to Moscow
and back 220 usd, for hotel in the city of Moscow 110 usd, and $368
USD for which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. But I'm
not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In fact money is just
paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's why I was the
first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want all my efforts
to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if you can help me
to organize our meeting please send me the money till the morning of
the 9 of June. Please forgive me my words. I say so because I'm in
despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm afraid. I need
you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe me, I'm honest
with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And all my efforts
spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is too big for you.
I did not want to ask you. I can do everything myself. My loneliness
made me strong. I had always been living with my own efforts I always
relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me very cellcom, but now I
ask you to help me. I will give you all the money back as soon as I'm
able. Junebe I made you offended. But I need you. I do not know if my
letter satisfaction you or disappointed. But I have written you an
honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer. I hope for you. I
ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight.
Moscow (Vnukovo) Vienna (Vienna Intl)
10:35 - 12:30
2h 55m on the way
Direct flight: UT821
Boeing 737-500
With love yours Irina