Hello my darling xxx! I came. Was in a hurry to write to you the
letter. Immediately went to work to write. I had a very intense and
heavy days. Very much to tell you. First, I want to know how are you
doing xxx? How was your day? What's your mood? I hope you're all
well! All this time I thought about you! You feel? )) I was always
there for you! Now I really need your emotional support. Now I will
write you all about it. In my last letter I wrote you that I will have
an evening with friends. We met in a cafe. Together and nice talking
to you. Told them about our relationship. They are very glad for me.
Said knew that I met a man. Say immediately noticed in me changes. I
told him that I plan to go to you and prepare the documents. They
wished us happiness! At the end of the evening, we stayed with my best
friend Ekaterina. I wrote to you that I want to lend her the required
amount to pay the second half of the journey. I told her about all the
circumstances. Explained why money is required. Said, that with time
will be able to get it back. Unfortunately, she can't help me. She and
her husband last week bought a car on credit. All their money went to
buy a car. With all her strong desire she can't help me. This news
made me very upset. I was really hoping she could help me, and I'll be
able to make payments on account. This news has me down. It seemed to
me that the world is ending. Under the threat of our meeting. This is
the worst thing for me that could happen to me now. I guess I was too
naive? Built in your head a perfect dream. I thought everything will
be fine. I can travel to you and without any problems. xxx, I think
that the difficulties are given to us not just. A lot of thought
before going to sleep about everything. And decided that I will not
give up! I will fight to the end for our happiness and love!
Difficulties test our feelings and our desire to meet. You were
waiting for me and it gives me the strength and faith to move forward.
With such thoughts in the morning we went to the parents. They were
surprised by my arrival. I told them that I came to tell you that you
are going to go to you and prepare the documents. They took my desire
and supported me. Said if I feel that you are a man with whom I want
to build my future life, it is necessary to fly. Thank them for their
understanding! Told about all circumstances. Said is preparing
documents and will soon be ready. Shared with them that I do not have
310 Euro . Thought they could help me. Unfortunately, they have such a
large amount. They live in the village. Mom and dad retired. They also
can't help me. Dear in this moment, I was destroyed. My face filled
with tears. Mom soothed me. I was very ill. I didn't know what to do.
xxx, I'm desperate! We quickly talked and the parents took me on the
bus. Walked to the bus stop and thinking how to solve this problem.
Dad said, ' why don't I turn to you. This question he put me in an
awkward position. I tell them what a great man. Say that you are kind,
caring! And help you don't ask. I told my parents that have no right
to ask you for help. Said that she took the initiative and signed a
contract with the travel Agency. And now she needs to solve the
problem. They listened to me, but the looks on their faces I realized
that they don't understand me in this. xxx, I really wanted to do
everything myself, and I don't want to ask for your help. I would not
have been able to decide on what to ask for your help. But now you
yourself to offer me your help, like a real man and I am proud of your
act. My dear, you yourself to offer me your help so I can accept it.
Now we need to solve the problem of paying for tickets, I need 310
Euro , as I said, really wanted to do it myself, but unfortunately I
failed. But are you ready to help me, and this act is very important
for us now, if it all works out it will be a big step forward for our
meeting. Dear xxx, I also have other questions. The fact that I never
experienced with such cases and therefore don't know how you will be
able to help me. Dear xxx, I'm sorry, but I don't know what you mean
by "beneficiary" . I know only that I must send you a copy of my
Passport of the Citizen of the Russian Federation, right? I don't have
International passport now, but a Russian passport I can send to you
no problem tomorrow. Is this normal?? I was very worried when I my
girlfriend and my Parents there could not help. I didn't know what to
do, but you as a man understood everything, and immediately offered to
help me! I am very grateful to you! Your gesture of this man! You
deserve only happiness and love! I know. now everything will be fine
and our story will be with happy end. We will meet and be happy. Fate
gave us a chance and we must make every effort to take advantage of
this chance for the sake of our happiness! Now go home. Very tired.
Will think of you and look forward to the morning to come to work
tomorrow and to get your letter. xxx, please answer the questions and
write down your thoughts. Dear, I wish you a good day! Tenderly kiss!
Your Tatyana