xxx! If you knew how much it means to me our meeting. I prepared a
lot, I did a lot of things in order for us to be together. But I was
faced with an obstacle.
I was ashamed to ask for your help. I would never want to do that. I
had to have the courage to ask you this. I told my friend Marina that
I couldn't ask for your help, but she said that if we really wanted to
be together, I should try.
I'm still hoping that I can overpower and come to to you. From my
mother I inherited jewels. I was hoping for that can take advantage of
the cost of these products. When mom I leave these things, she said
that they should come in handy to me in difficult times. She said if
they attack the difficulties I I can sell these things. But when I did
not think I would live to see such times. I do not when I do not think
I'll be selling jewels that were left from my mom. But when I became a
to understand that we can not rely on the clinic, I was hoping for
precious thing. I thought that the cost of these things to be missed
to come to you. But they appreciate the small amount of money. I
strongly upset. Owners of pawnshops enjoy the fact that in the crisis,
people will give up their precious belongings. Hence they have offer
very little money for gold. It hurts me. It hurts me to tears, because
I did everything to our meeting place. I not when I did not ask you to
help me. I was hoping on their own . But my hopes were destroyed. I
had to ask you for help.
I'm writing this letter and weep with resentment. One does not to help
me. I was all alone. I was able to overpower the payments for visa . I
paid for the ticket to Moscow, paying for accommodation in Moscow when
was at a job interview, paid for consular fees, for state taxes. Able
to pay the money for the ticket, but I did not have some 411 euro. I did
not want to ask you about these money. I did not want to be humiliated
in front of you, but I could not find other choice. I wanted to
believe in our meeting. I wanted to implement our plans. I wanted us
to be happy. Dear I hope that you can help me. In fact I have much
made for this meeting and now our meeting depends only on you. I shall
wait from you for the letter.
Yours Alena.