Hello xxx. I cannot arrive to you. It is very a pity to me. I at all
do not know from what to begin. I am completely lost.
Today, since the morning, I was in travel agency. I learnt all
concerning travel. Me asked in what country I wish to travel and for
what. I it have told all. Me have warned that is a lot of girls from
Russia which have got acquainted through the Internet, go abroad. But
they are expected there by disappointment as in the world there is a
lot of deceit now. Many girls get there to slavery, from them take
away documents and force to do different awful things. I have been
shocked by that to me have told. But I have answered them, that I am
assured of you, my darling xxx. I have told it, that we have the
present sincere feelings and that you will never deceive me or to
arrive badly with me. I have told, that we are assured in each other
and both we dream of a meeting. To me have told, that in any case I
would be cautious.
Then we have started to discuss details of my travel. But it has not
lasted long because they have told much approximate sum of my arrival
to you. This the sum very big for me. I have no so much money. I not
in a condition even to save up it for some months. I never thought,
that it can cost so expensively. It is horror. As a result, I have
left upset of travel agency.
xxx I understand, that these news as upset you. It appears, a life
very severe. I do not know, that now will be. Forgive, that I cannot
arrive to you. I very much wanted it, but I can not. But I would not
want that our relations came to an end. I have very much, very much
warm feelings to you. Probably, you have thoughts on that as we could
meet?
xxx I have now many a pain and weight in a shower and on heart.
Really it is very a pity to me. I will be with alarm and not patience
to hope, that I will soon see your letter.
Sincerely, yours Natalya.