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I have opened to you soul when have written about the former guy!
I thought to you it will be interesting, and you have not written words!
To you not interestingly my past? I am not interesting to you?
How you to interest? Liza

Hi, xxx! How is your mood? I hope that up to my letter your mood was fine,
but after my letter your mood became superfine (smile) Likely I am too
self-confident. But I am happy again because I have again received your
letter. I so waited for this minute,- when I can write to you. Our
friendship became the important part of my life, and I hope that in your
life as well. Sometimes I understand that the thread that connects me with
you now is not most strong. But I do not want this thread to be torn.
Right now I sit and I smile simply because I am glad that again I can to
share with you my thoughts. Sometimes I so want you to see my smile during
the similar moment because I think it is the most sincere smile! But
sometimes my smile leaves me because I know that now the only thing that
connects us is our thoughts, that we send to each other,- thoughts,
transformed into a letters that are not able to show all depth of
thoughts. But at the same time I understand that nobody knows what waits
for us in the future. I hope my words do not offend you and maybe you even
think just as I...
xxx! I think you can find any picture of you and send me. I am sure
you can send me your picture. Why you do not want to send it to me? It is
my small request. Please, do not reject my request. Can you make it for
me? I will hope you will send to me a picture.
Tomorrow difficult day waits for me. Probably tomorrow I will work
outside of clinic. We call it - "the ride working day". It is difficult day.
At this day several doctors and specialists of our clinic are going on the
special medical bus to various remote small settlements, small villages in
a thicket of the forest. These are poor villages which are located far
away from the big cities and settlements. In these villages there are no
doctors and clinics and people cannot visit clinic at any moment. In such
villages there is always a lot of people who need the doctor but cannot
reach clinic by self. Often it is a people who are not able to live
without help of other people, - basically are small children or old and
weak feeble people. We go in these villages on the bus with all necessary
equipment. People in these villages love us and wait more than anything.
I sometimes help someone I don't even know. It makes me feel good inside.
But it is really the hard work if to take into account that we are going
there at 6 am, and we come back sometimes even after 10 pm! But I will wait
your letter because our friendship gives force to me, and our dialogue
is a rest for my soul! Victorija is healthy and feels yourself good.
My dear friend xxx! I have to go! Sincerely and with thoughts about you.
It is said that the eyes are the mirrors of our soul. Do you have that saying
in your country? Liza.

P.S. You are becoming a big part of my life and happiness!(smile, tо wink).
I'm guessing things are very different here than they are in your country.
I have been trying to imagine our first meeting... As you know I have been
in a relationship and it almost tore me apart, not only because of the deceitfulness
but also because of all the problems it caused me, xxx I have REAL STRONG
feelings for you, I don't know that I could call it love right now it feels
like love but I have trust issues right now and I am afraid of getting my heart
broken again, in my heart, i know, i need to give you a chance so please just
be patient with me...
Sometimes I close (during free time from work or the house in the
evening) eyes and I think, what I would tell to you at our meeting? And my
xxx I do not know that I will tell. I will possibly be blushing the whole
time. I really do hope to one day meet you in person. I would probably be so
shy at first that I couldn't say anything at first. It seems very easily, but it
is very difficult when people meet. Eyes in the face also look. Can you imagine...
You and I meeting for the first time... I'm scared to think of the feeling that
we would feel and how the excitement and mystery would be overwhelming. What you
to me would tell? Hi Liza? How flight (I would hope you has met me)? You have
got tired? You hungry? I do not know that you will tell. And I do not know that
to me to answer. How you see our meeting? I would seriously not know what to do.
What would you do first if we meet? Would you hug me, shake my hand, kiss me
or just say hi and see what happens from there? It is interesting to me if you
tell the thoughts. We can dream, can't we? Honestly when we meet I don't know
what I will do! It is hard to saydue to the fact I don't know what the future will
hold for us! Don't laugh, but lately I have been holding my pillow at night thinking
of you and wishing I could hold you the same way. As the old chinese proverb goes;
the start of a fantastic relationship begins with the first hug. My xxx I hope
you got my special picture with this letter, I feel that this picture is worth a thousand
words and truly comes from my heart.
Tell me, whether you received mine a special picture? (I'm sending you a picture with
your and my name, let me know if you get it, so you know this is really me). I hope
you loved it and the fact i am took the time to make the sign for you shows you how
much im care about you! (wink)

In my letters I asked questions. But you do not answer. Why? Liza




Hi my dear xxx!
Today is a fine day. Already in the morning I knew that I today
I will get an opportunity to write to you. And all the rest become
unimportant for me. We had a few days of nice weather, but today the
sky is covered by clouds. I only want to answer your questions briefly.
Today I really haven't opportunity to write much. Please forgive me.
But I have enough time to tell to you that I thought of you and waited
when I will get opportunity to write you.
I sent you a picture with a sign that said hi with me holding it, you dont get
them? You have not has told in any way??? Why? I wished to make a surprise
for you. To you it is not pleasant? Or you has not received?
And I have time to tell the main thing. I do not know why, but today
I have woken up earlier than usually. I could not fall asleep again.
I simply sat near window and looked at the sky. Suddenly, a small birdie
appeared on my window. It was very beautiful birdie. This birdie looked
at me, and started to twitter. It was so unusually and beautifully. It was
a beautiful song. I looked at this small birdie and thought, that you
xxx now somewhere far away; maybe you sleep and see me in your
sleep-dream. And I so wanted you to see this small birdie and to hear her
delightful song. And I have whispered: "Fly off, my little birdie,
fly to my friend xxx, and tell to him that one girl, that is so far away,
thinks of him and sends to him this song. And at this moment the birdie
has flinched and flew away as if this birdie has heard my words!
And I have thought, if today you xxx will see a small birdie
singing beautiful song, - be sure that it is my birdie I sent to you!
Forgive me, but I have to go. I want to send you my kiss if you do not mind.
With sincere deep thoughts about You Liza.

Victorija told you hello! I saw on TV a advertising about a McDonalds (I hope
is the correct spelling?), item of fast meal. I never was in a McDonalds.
You have visited a McDonalds? We have no here McDonalds. What meal there?
I heard that there unhealthy food. In Russia there is a joke - All the best in
life - either it is illegal, or is immoral, or conducts to obesity. (smile!)
The trip was normal. We have given treatment to many people and have
left many medicines for patients. But when I have come home after
a trip my feet simply wished to come off and I was dead tired..
Massage of feet was necessary to me and I have made not much, but it
very much is not convenient...
xxx you could make to me massage of feet? To me it would be very
pleasant. You have foot tickling??? I have foot tickling.
P.S.
I've spent the past several days thinking about you, wondering what you
are doing right at that very moment. I know that one day we can be doing
these things together.
When I have free time, I close my eyes, I say to myself: "What is he
doing at this very moment?" So as you can imagine I think of you a lot.
I sometimes also look up at the moon and wonder if you can see it at
the same moment and for a split second come together in thought and feelings.
(Of course I understand that you don't see the Moon, the sun shines from you).
OK! I want that you were with me frank! You test what feelings to me?
I am wondering how you feel about us to, xxx? Who I for you?
CAN I BE YOUR LONG DISTANCE GIRLFRIEND? I hope one day we will be
sharing everything together as a couple. Answer please, for me it is
very important! I think I'm beginning to fall in love with you. I have
never been in a long distance relationship before so this is a newer
experience for me. I hope I do not disappoint you in our relationship.
Do you think we could be a soul mate? Things may be different between
our countries but our feelings are mutual (I hope..)
Oh! I thought it be marvelous if we could be hand in hand walking along
the beach and laughing at the antics of everyone at play or it being us
at play... Touch is so very important to me!
PPS.
Yes, yes, I leave. Lol! I can't leave, as Obama! LOL! Still couple of words.
I behave myself very natural. Also I enjoy every minute of my life.
You will never be bored with me. I am confident. I am responsible and
active woman. When I have bad mood I try not to spoil it to my beloved
i don't drink and i don't smoke. I am caring and faithful man, who will
be able to make you happy. Who will never leave you and will make you
smile all the time. Who will share with you everything what in my mind.

Hi, my far, but dear friend xxx. Today I woke up and thought of you
I wonder if you did the same?
Many thanks for your letter. It was the long-awaited letter. I am
really madly glad to receive your letter. I am really glad that I have
found you. I want to tell you today so much.
Today I wanted to say just the right things to you. I didn't want to offend
or upset you in anyway, and it really bothered me that saying something
wrong may do that. I always speak directly from my heart but
sometimes, words must be chosen carefully. I feel somewhat lost when
I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my soul,
I feel contentment and joy when I think of you. I have never done this in
my life, (tried to initiate a relationship halfway across the world), but
I am more than willing to learn whatever is need to succeed, if it is your
desire as well. I also believe that couples should be the best friends,
which trust and share with each other everything that they feel.
I don't know if my word and thoughts make sense to you; and for me so hard
to put them in typed words that you will feel and understand. I believe
in God, and I believe that I have been put through trials to be ready for
meeting a man with whom I will spend the rest of my life in loving, to
better value him, respect him and cherish the love that he would give me;
only asking that I return the same. I hope that my words and letters are
not boring to you, but they are much more than mere words, they are my
thoughts and feelings, and I send them out to you. I wish to know you on
the more intimate level, I would like you to share your true dreams, your
hopes, your feelings of the heart with me, I truly wish to connect with
you on a level that goes way beyond simply friendship. Please don't think
that I am fool for thinking these things, I believe that to succeed in
anything, you have to be honest, and that is what I am doing with you.
Could you seriously close your eyes for just a minute, and think and dream
of what a life we could share, what it would be like,- the fun of learning
each other. I really believe that dreams really come true for the people
that dare to believe in dreams, because if they believe in them enough
hard, dreams could become in reality. Here, where I was raised, the gift
of true love from a man is something that is more similar to a Mirage
or self-deception, rather than mutual feeling which two enamored people
can give each other. I hope that I am not rambling on with my words.
I have so much that I wish to share with you, and each time I write to you,
I feel there is never enough time to say everything that I want to say,
and I always feel that I have forgotten something important that I wanted
to share with you. xxx, I want to tell that you are very beautiful
for me. I mean the beauty that is within you, beauty of your internal world.
It is a type of beauty that is very special and rare. Most men have only
appearances, but not have beauty inside, and this is where true beauty is.
This is what for me is the most important and significant in all limits
of my character, my soul and my consciousness. I think that you are truly
handsome, in the sence of what beauty should be. I want to reduce essence
of my entire letter only to one thought. I don't know if I could clearly
explain all my thoughts and feelings, which overflow me now, or not. You can
find love and the perfect person for you in this world, it just might be
you find that person living a long distance from you. But, if both people
feel strongly enough about each other, then nothing can stop them from
finding a way to be together. Each moment is limited, fleeting, precious.
Let's not waste another one. Let's live each moment, in love with life.
Don't you agree? I think i am falling in love with you...
You must know that i am not that kind off woman that writing with more
men on internet or playing in game. I am serious woman.
I'm not looking for sex but for true love, a love that lasts a lifetime.
I aspire to learn you more and I dare to hope that you suppose a thought
that our relations can develop more than it enough for simple friendship.
It's the way I feel. I'll look forward to your reply as always with anticipation
and impatience.... I hope that your reply will not have of a harsh nature,
and I look forward of its arrival.
So if you will indulge me for a moment and follow these simple steps;
1) take your left hand and reach across your body to the right
2) then take your right hand and reach left across your body
3) now squeeze gently and hold for as long as you wish
That is me giving you a hug all the way from Russia, this is currently
the best I can due and I hope my attempt to hug you has at least brought
a smile to your face even if it is a temporary smile. We might have been
together as husband and wife in the past life. Who knows? lol.
I am glad that you received the picture of me holding the sign with your
name on it. I am glad that you liked my surprise, it caresses my heart.

With tenderness, Your Liza

P.S.
So now how's this work between us I'm a little bit confused because I now am in
a relationship with you and won't be able too have another relationship here
But I do not want to have any other relationship. I hope that we fall head over
heels in love with each other and I believe that we need to be a team. We whole.
I never want to be selfish. I want a best friend, companion and lover whom I miss
if gone fro 20 minutes. I want to once again wake in the morning to a man I love
and know I will never lose in this life. I play no games, and not looking only for sex.
I seek the heart so then it is, slow, sweet love making, all night long where I make
you happier than I could ever be-it is my goal in a relationship. I was raised to
make my man number one always. I am not a rich woman in wealth but I am rich in love for u....
You have made my soul blossom and you have made my soul believe again in Love.
You have saved me inside and you have made me believe that there is truly someone
out there that will love me Unconditionally. I Love you xxx!!! I hope you
don't mind me telling you that?!!! It all comes from my heart! Here is the thing...
Law strong relationship is simple: men should act, women - inspire

Hi xxx!
Your letter means so much for me. Thank you. I so waited your letter and
so wanted to find out what you will tell me.
My dear xxx, today I write to you with special worry but as well with
pleasure and hope. I really hope that everything that I will tell you
today will make you happy. Last time when I wrote you my honest letter
I had the big sadness in my heart, and even though I tried to not show it,
I think you have noticed it. xxx, I was sad because the boss informed
me that approximately in three weeks the accounting department will be closed
for full re-equipment and repair. And when he have told me it, I thought
my heart will stop, because when it will take place, I will not be able
to communicate with you during several months! And it has brought infinite
sadness into my heart. But after my boss informed me about close of
accounting department, the accounting department informed me that approximately
in three weeks I will get my vacation! When I thought that I can lose you for
some months, inside my soul I at once have felt that I can't simply accept
it. And I have felt that together with sadness in my heart has appeared
an other feeling - feeling of confidence, desire to make new steps instead
of simply waiting for something. I have understood that our relations are
important for me much more than I thought. And it so wonderfully. I had no
vacation for two years. And now I will have vacation. But a thoughts that
I will not be able to communicate with you, to receive your letters and
to write mine,- all these thoughts has brought a pain to me, pain that
I can't endure. I talked with Viktorija and she has asked me what I think to do.
And when she has asked me it, I have understood that inside my soul I already
know the answer to this question. And I have told that I do not want to spend
such a long-awaited vacation in loneliness. I can't accept a thought that
I will not talk to you xxx during of month or two. And I have told
that I want to meet you xxx! I have told her that I want to spend
my vacation with you xxx! I can come to you, and we can spend time
together if you want. And first I was afraid that if I will tell you
about it in the letter, you will write me that you do not want to see me
or can not meet me. And it would hurt my heart. But Viktorija have told, that
you xxx and I are such a good friends, our relations are built on
sincerity, therefore xxx will be happy to spend time with me.
And I really think that it would be delightfully. So, what you will say,
xxx, if I will offer you a meeting? Would you be happy to see me and
to spend with me several days? I cannot imagine at all how it would be wonderful.
You would show me your life, we would learn each other in a real life.
We would look into the eyes of each other, we could hold our hands, tell
each other silly stories, laugh and tease each other, watch the stars in the
night sky and have romantic evening, go to the movie or we could simply sit
on a bench in the park, and who knows what else we could do together...
I would be happy to do all this together with you, instead of again
be lonely without you and our friendship. I simply want to meet you.
I already knew and I have been told earlier, but I have found out again
all I need to do to come to your country. I already have the passport.
And I will avoid usual procedure of visa's approval. Being the doctor,
I can ask the visa on behalf of our Ministry of Health, because if the
applicant have good official support from official bodies, if the applicant
have official recommendations and directions to various sorts of conference,
seminars, - it will relieve of necessity to wait for some months the
decision of the commission, and will remove all problems connected with
necessity to prove that the purpose of travel is not emigration. Being the
doctor I will have support and guarantees from Ministry of Health of
Russian Federation, and it is certainly the best guarantor. Of course
I must visit improbable quantity of the departments, to collect improbable
quantity of documents, to find as many as possibly of other official legal
persons, institutions and people for support; to get petitions. But if
I will quickly collect all necessary documents, I will get the visa in one
or two weeks! So I have filed an application for the visa, xxx, with
happiness and with hope that you will be happy to spend some days with me!
I do not ask you about anything. I will use my monetary savings and I will
make everything by self. It is my vacation and I will not be a burden.

Would you be happy to spend some days with me soon, xxx? Anyway, we
must meet. It is possible to wait eternally. But I believe that I will get
my vacation not accidentally; and I believe that the accounting department
will be closed at the same time not accidentally as well. It is not coincidence!
It is time to make a choice, to make the decision, to take new step. Maybe
such opportunity will not be repeated again. I so long waited my vacation
and I want my vacation to be especial. What can be better than a meeting of
two friends? The first meeting. It is simply delightful and I thank destiny
that I have got such an opportunity,- an opportunity to meet my dear friend,
the opportunity to learn each other in real life, the opportunity to enjoy
time which we can spend together. And I believe that it can become the
beginning of something new in our lifes and in our relations. And I am really
happy to get a vacation because it is time which I can spend in any way I want,
and I want to spend this vacation with you xxx! So what will you tell?
Would you like to spend time with me? Would you be glad to meet me? Would you
be happy to have the first meeting at your airport? I will wait for your answer
with pleasure. I want to start a relationship with you. How do we start? I would
love to be with you! I can come to visit you and take a vacation to where you
are. I'm so excited, I'm not sure what I may have forgotten to say, but please
forgive me xxx if I did forget something as it would not have been intentional.

Your sincere with love Liza.

P.S.
I wish to spend the rest of my life with you. And I need to know if you
want to spend your life with me??? Nothing would make me happier. If you
feel this way than a hope and dream of mine has come true. You sound like
that person I could do that with, are you. These are important questions
I hope you will find the answer to. I think, there is nothing better than
real dialogue. It is possible to write each other many letter, but it never
will replace one real meeting. In a reality always it is possible to
understand tone and mood of the interlocutor. In a reality it is possible
to take a hand, to look in eyes, to embrace or kiss. We are from the different
countries and we have different cultures. but We live once and I want to
live my life happily. It is necessary to appreciate each moment, life
a surprising piece. And if we want, we can meet. All depends only on us.

Hi my xxx!
I waited for your letter with fear and with pleasure at the same time!
And I am very happy to receive your letter! I am ready to jump and dance,
laugh and sing songs! And the reason - you xxx! Thank you for your
letter and your thoughts.
My dear, I can tell exact date of my trip only when I will get the
visa. I cannot tell to you right now. I still do not know an exact date of
beginning of my vacation. I said to you approximate date, but anyhow
I will plan my travel beforehand and when I will know exact dates, I will
inform to you.
I am so happy that we will meet. Now I have the ocean of emotions and I at all
do not know what to say. I am worried very much. I very much hope that we can
perfectly spend time together. I only am afraid, that if we will meet, I will asks
so many questions and to chatter unceasingly, that you soon will escape from me.
I get my vacation once a year. My vacation will begin approximately
about December, 04th At this time I can arrive to you. But unfortunately the
schedule of my vacation is not flexible. Therefore I hope you will be glad
to meet me at this time. If you have not enough time, I will be happy all the same.
I will be happy in any case. It is better to wait when you will come from work,
than to sit in my apartment and to know that nobody will come!!!
Duration of my vacation is 24 workdays. But quantity of days which I can
spent with you depends on when I will get my vacation and when I will
order the ticket. How many days you want to be with me?
I have submitted the visa application. It will take about one or two week I think.
Complexity of approval of the visa will be reduced to a minimum as I will have
petitions and characteristics from a work place, from respected organizations
and legal persons; guarantee documents and a various sort of the
information and inquiry, which will give to commissions the confidence,
that my intentions is not emigration. I will get the petition and a testimonial
from Ministry of Health of Russian Federation! It is a respected structure
and any person working in the field of medicine is under care of the Ministry.
Except of that I will pay for preparation for interview with the commission.
I will plan to be with you for two weeks and if you will wish me to stay
longer, I will be happy to stay with you! Is it ok with you? I can be with
you so long as you wish. I cannot solve how many days I want, because I
want to spend with you all my vacation.
Every day I think - what my friend xxx will tell me today, what mood
he will have today? And as soon as I get free minute, I rush to accounting
department to find out if you have written to me or not. And when I receive
your letter, I start to smile from ear to ear anticipating the best time of
my day - time when I read your letter and when I write to you the all my
thoughts. These are the most important minutes of my day. And these
minutes I don't hear anything and I don't see anything except of lines and
paragraphs which in my mind will be transformed into small movie, movie
about you, my dear xxx. And you cannot imagine at all how it
wonderfully! Sometimes I think, what would be if I have not found the
boldness in myself to write you? What would be if I didn't believe that
I can find a man in such a way? I always want to think that I the courageous
woman, but I feel that actually it is not so. I am ready to give my life
for the sake of person who are close and dear for me, I am ready to donate
my well-being for the sake of well-being of other person but when I think
of myself, I often become timid and all my boldness disperses like the
fire's smoke. I am often afraid to make something, to take some step
simply because of fear that it will be an incorrect step. I am often
afraid to ask people about anything simply because of fear to get the
negative answer. Not always, but it happens. What would happen, if you
have not answered my first letter? Nothing would happen! And grey
monotonous days again would lie on a way of my life by infinite impenetrable
veil. Do you want to know what I did today? I am again experiencing
butterflies in my stomach when I think about what to type to you. First off,
I should tell that I slept with a smile on my face! At least when I have
woken up and have looked at the mirror, I have noticed that I smile! Then,
I cleaned a teeth and I had smile! Then, I jog and I smiled as if actually
I watched funny movie. Then, I have cooked a breakfast and drank a coffee
with a smile on my face! Then, I have come to clinic, and I could not hide
my smile. I was ready to laugh and I at all had no desire to work! It is
a very bad symptom for the doctor! (Smile). Everything around have seemed
to me a beautiful and wonderful. And even the severe boss, when have seen
that I look at him and I smile, he began to survey himself attentively
and even have come near to the mirror to see if anything wrong! He has thought
that something wrong with his clothes! All the day I work with smile
on my face! Viktorija looks at me and smiles as well. Of course she understands
the reason, and it makes her happy as well! And when time of sleep will come,
I will lie in my bed with the same smile on my face! And if you till now
have not understood why I smile, I will tell you! I smile because I think
of you, xxx! And it brings joy! I am so happy that I have in my life
such a man as you! Thank you that you are in my life! I have to go. Now
I will not have a lot of time after work because after work I will have
one more working day! (Smile). You may ask what I mean? The preparation for
my trip! You cannot imagine at all how many deals I must do for our meeting!
I even have asked the boss to reduce my working day or to allow me to take
some hours off in the middle of day to make some things, because after 5 pm
not all departments works! Of course now I should work in the days off
to have more of free time at week-days. But thoughts about our meeting
give me force and energy! I am sure that everything will be perfectly!
I will wait your letter! Please, write me because I need your letters
and support more than ever! Did you missed me dear…..How much and in
what ways do you miss me? Your Liza!
PS
I dream about you....about us..and our new life together! I am so happy that
we found each other!!! You are the last thing I think about when I go to sleep
in the first thing I think about when I wake up. Promise to you always make
you happy and I will always fill your heart with love!

Hi My xxx!
Thank you for your letter. You became the most dazzling moment of my day!
How I wish you saw how Viktorija is happy that we will meet! She is sure that
our meeting will make us happy. It is simply impossible to talk to her
now! She has now only one theme for conversation - you xxx!
She constantly asks about you, asks - what I will do together with you,
she asks - what I will do at the airport, she asks - what I will cook
for you. She asks how I am going to impress you, to intrigue! She even
asks how I will tempt you! She say that I do everything correctly
and I should not be afraid of anything at all. To conquer the road can
only one who goes on this road. Viktorija is very glad that I have found you,
and she sends you her friendly greetings and a wishes of happy expectation
of me!
xxx, please, don't be angry with me if I cannot write you much now.
I hope you understand that I even after my working day in clinic must do
too much for our meeting. Today I will go to Ministry of Health. I think
this is one of the most important deals for me right now. Today I will give
them the all my medical documents and tomorrow I will probably get all
documents and forms of petitions which I must fill out as soon as possible.
Then I will go to Army Garrison where were working my parents. They must
collect for me all the information about my parents, about history of the
death of my father and mother. I must have data about work of my parents
not only in this Army Garrison, but also in all others Garrisons where
my parents worked during all life. To make it extremely difficultly,
if to take into account that my parents worked in Army Garrisons in various
points of our huge country. But I am sure that I will get the information
because here many officers who remember my father, and I hope they will be
glad to help me. xxx, today I feel that I start to worry more than
I even could imagine. I am very glad that I do all this. And I think of
our meeting every minute. The meeting at the airport...
I don't think that many people on our planet have an opportunity to enjoy
such a delightful moment - the moment of the first meeting at the airport.
It is so beautiful. I feel that it will be very touching moment for
each of us. I never travelled so far away. And I worry very much.
But I imagine us together and it calms me down. I see us together, I see us
walking in the park; I see us speaking about serious and about silly things,
or playing cards or a checkers (and the one who lose will execute any desire
of the winner), I see wonderful dinners at home and outside!
I see you sitting on a sofa with a juicy peach in your hand and I see me
dancing in front of you beautiful dance, or maybe even erotic dance,
how about Belly dance? I do it stunningly!
I see us swimming; I see us on a roof of a house, watching the full moon;
I see us fighting by pillows; I see us in the evening at home, with
romantic light of candles; I see us cooking together Russian pelmenies
and pizza; I see me in your embraces. All this waits for us
in the near future; and I enjoy, anticipating this delightful time together!
Do you feel the same, xxx? xxx, would you like to give me massage
of my back? I would like to give you massage! But I must warn you, that
if you want to give me massage, you should not touch my ribs!
The reason - I the most ticklish woman in Russia.
xxx, I madly am afraid of titillation! If someone tickles my
foot or ribs, I begin to laugh loudly, to kick and to scratch, to squeal
and to jump! Therefore if you will give me massage and you will tickle me,
you will feel like a cowboy on a wild undomesticated mare on the rodeo! I very
much am afraid titillation!. By the way, xxx, are you ticklish?
Do you snore? (Forgive me for this question. Do not answer, if you do not want.
Maybe one day I will find out all this all the same! Will you
sing serenades for me? I would be happy if you would sing serenades and songs
for me! I would remunerate you by kisses! xxx, I should finish
the letter. I must do much so that you had an opportunity to give me massage
and to get the massage from me! Please, write me because now I need
you and your letters very very strongly, because I worry so much...
Im so happy and excited and NERVOUS!
I believe in you my xxx, I have been totally honest with you and I believe
you are the same, Your love Liza.

PS
I want we to be happy for the rest of our life. Life is not forever and when
two people understand that time won't wait when their apart but only when they
are together is when everything stop. I hope time stop for us so we can enjoy
our time together even if everything else is moving around us. I'm also hoping
everything works out for us to make the journey to be together. And hoping
your not disappointed once you meet me in person. I'm a very simple woman. I don't
ask for much. Just seeking someone to love and spend my days and nights with.
Someone who wants to grow old with me. Just kick back on the porch and hold
hands. I'll let you go for now.

Oh! Then I went out to the post office to mail out some bills and when I came
out I look at the corner of the door and I see a young woman holding a baby in
her chest with a sign saying (please help me I have nothing for me and my baby
to eat). I felt so hurt and I open my wallet I only had 120 ruble (about $2) in
it so I give it to her and said get something to eat. She said thank you and
starts to cry I was so shock that I did not know what to do... I feel very badly
now I remember this case... Ok. There is enough about it.

PPS
I thought I would share a joke with you, I was told many years ago! It's called
"The Ultimate Optimist" A couple had identical twin boys, identical in every way
but one! One was very pessimistic, the other, very optimistic After several years
of struggling either the situation, the couple brought the boys to behavior
specialists at the local university! After all the interviews and examinations,
the specialists brought the pessimistic twin to a room with every single toy
imaginable, told him to go play, and they would be back in awhile! Then they
brought the optimistic twin to a room where there was a big pile of manure in
the center, told him to go play, and they would be back in awhile! After about
30 minutes, the specialists went to go check on the first twin! They found the twin,
sitting on the floor, pouting! They asked him why not riding the tricycle! He
replied that he would fall off and skin his knee! They asked why he didn't play
with the dart gun! He replied that they would bounce off and hit him in the face!
The specialists asked why he didn't play with the blocks! He replied he was afraid
he would get a splinter! At that point the specialists gave up, and went to check
on the 2nd twin! They opened the door, and found him on top of the manure pile,
flinging manure in the air! There was manure all over the ceiling and walls,
just everywhere! The specialists asked" little boy, what are you doing?" The twin
answered, "With all the manure here, there's got to be a pony somewhere!"
My xxx,, I hope you enjoyed it, and on the floor in laughter! Feel free to
share it, if you want to!