Hi xxx! Sorry for not answer promptly. Today definitely good day - day
of dialogue do you agree?
(Smile). How it is wonderful to receive something that you really
wait. And in a case with me it of course your letter! Thank you!
Today was a difficult day, and dialogue with you removes my physical
weariness. The quantity of patients has considerably increased for some
last years. Here many people lives in the remote areas, impassable
districts. They lives even without an electricity in absolutely unsuitable
conditions for a life. And it certainly becomes the reason of a plenty of
diseases. The sad fact. Sometimes I want our president Putin to live here
instead of the Kremlin, simply to understand what life is. Maybe in this
case all wars would end much faster? Forgive me that I tell you about our
problems, simply I write all what in my head. If you do not like to read
about it - simply tell me. I like to write you, but right now I only have
access to a computer when I go to my job. There I don't have much time to
write you. It's too bad our people get misinformation from television media
concerning our countries. The media portrays us as enemies when in fact
the people of both countries struggle with daily living and are not
adversaries at all! I think that all people want to live in the world and
to raise children. But dirty politicians want more power. And they are
ready to destroy the world to please to the ambitions, it is distastefully!
I will be very grateful to you if you will send me your picture.
Thank you for the description of your nature and character. I see that we
have a lot of common features. You certainly an interesting man and when
I read your words about yourself I began to understand you much more deeply.
I am so glad that you sharing your life story with me, i am honored to learn
more about you.
By the way xxx I have asked you about your family in my last letter
because it really interestingly for me, as all my family has passed away.
I am only child, no brothers or sisters....
My parents were military, mom was the military doctor, father was the
officer and we hadn't constant house because they very often got the
notice about new place of service, in places with the military conflict.
Therefore my childhood was not very cheerful. We lived in temporary
habitation outside of zone of conflict, therefore sometimes I did not see
my parents some weeks, and I was at home absolutely alone, being an
eight-year girl. Therefore since the early childhood I am able to cook,
sew, knit and do any heavy physical work. Now I absolutely agree that it's
correctly said that:"Thing that does not kill us makes us stronger".
Don't you agree? When father got new place of service near to
Kazakhstan, I have gone to study in the good medical university in Tomsk.
I lived in student's hotel on distance of 600 kilometers from my parents.
But we had meeting some times in the year. Later my parents got new place
of service and have left to live in the _ Liman. And I saw my
parents only once in one year. At university for the first time in my life
I have found a true friend (it is Viktorija) who is my best and reliable
friend till now. We have together passed through a hard time when have
been compelled to study and work in the evening and at night,- just to
support itself. After ending of university I was to get direction for
intern in Tomsk area, but I have received the letter from mom where she
informed that daddy has been killed in military collision. There is
nothing worse than to find out about death of the parent from the letter.
After that I began to live with mom because I was afraid to leave her lone
at such difficult period. One and a half year ago my mom has passed away.
Telling you all this has brought tears to my eyes. Please forgive me...
I will not describe all pain and suffering which I had at that time.
Simply I want to tell that all ups and downs, all pleasures and
misfortunes that were in my life have led me to who I am now. The destiny
was not tender with me, but I am grateful to my destiny for my parents,
So i will try to describe my character for you:
I have a kind heart and love all animals. I am very good with children
and have alot of patience when it comes to teaching or treat. I try to be
honest when it is important, and I have a very high personal sense of honor.
I cannot see the point in being deceptive to someone while your trying to
get to know them and see where it may lead. I am that type of woman in my
humble way.
I am on one hand, a very sociable and friendly woman, quite different from my
shy and introverted youth. I was always a smart kid, getting good grades in
school, making my parents proud. I can attribute this to being brought up in
a good, strong family; and I personally, always 'overachieved' in academics.
My parents were are very smart and wise. I am much like my father, we share
the same intellectual curiosity, ambition, and inner drive to be successful.
I am also much like my mother, a very strong lady, in her strength of conviction,
patience, moral fortitude, and perseverance. My father often says "She is
a stronger person than I am!" I am a neat person, like to keep my surroundings
clean, or at least organized, lol! I enjoy applying my studies in psychology
in persuading people to see things my way, (oh, come on! we are the good guys!
Lol!) but, also on the other hand, I sometimes like to be alone, to work on
a personal project or just intensely think about things. I love to help people.
I feel an incredible sense when you realize that my help was very helpful.
My father always told me "Early to bed, early to rise, makes a man healthy,
wealthy, and wise" which has been good advice. Do you have that saying in
your country? We have very high moral standards and I personally believe
women and men are equal. But many men here do not follow this rule, unfortunately ...
I am the kind of women who provides for her family and i am a very fierce
protector of the people i love. I love to have simple clean fun. I have
a definate sense of justice and i know right from wrong. I am grateful to
my destiny for my friend Viktorija, because it really a gift of destiny. And
I hope you are not angry with me that I talk to you about it? It is my life
and it is a part of me. And how you would learn me more if I would not tell
you it, really? I'm interested in talking with you, but at times it may take
a day or two or three. And I as well would be glad to learn more about you.
Your life is very interesting to me. Are you grateful to destiny for anything
in your life? Do you like the nature, rivers and lakes, woods and mountains?
Are you religious person?
One of the characteristics I possess and I'm proud of is my
honesty and straightforwardness. Sometimes I'm told I can be too straightforward.
I'm not really sure how that's possible. I answer honestly when asked my opinion
and I never will try to force it on anyone. I think that avoids confusion. What
do you think?
I am a very simple woman and real love and understanding is all I need even
if me had nothing else. I am not a material person but I don't have anyway of
finding my way to be what I want to be. I am are not selfish or demanding.
Im appreciate life on life's terms. I will wait for your letter so please
write me soon! Sincerely and with the best regards. Your friend (I hope)
It does not matter to me where you live at, do you have a problem that i live
in the Russia? As for starting off as friends i believe that you can not have
love until there is friendship first. I do not play games and i will never lie
to you. I want you to know that i do not frighten easy, i am here to find love.
What do you want in a woman?? I consider myself a simple person of
high moral character. I believe in honesty and fidelity to a spouse.
I believe in working hard and doing an excellent job. I have high standards
and expect to meet those standards, both in the workplace and in my
personal relationships. Liza.

P.S.
If I didn't answer one of your questions, it is cause I forgot to reply to it,
if you can double space when you ask a question it would be easier to read.
Write once again the questions, I will try to answer. Please be patient with me.
I will promise you this: I promise you that I will be open, honest, trusting,
sincere with you and you do the same for me, ok? If we are to build a relationship
together it has to be built from the ground up just like a house. You agree???????
My Mom and Dad have instilled strong morals and family values into my life and heart.
All people and relationships should be honest and dependability is a key factor.
Family is the most important thing to me in the world. My Mom never wanted for anything
because my Dad worked his butt off and gave her everything. I dream of being married
and having a wonderful husband that is happy and bubbly all the time. Someone who is
my best friend my Lover and my husband. Honesty, loyalty, and sincerity are very important
to me. I do believe in God and that God is weaving his magic to bring people together.
NOTHING VENTURED, NOTHING GAINED!!!
Family values in the belief in a higher power are essential to me. And you? And the would
be nice to know more about you and your family and life.
If it makes your day a bit better I will promise to write you all the time, at least
until you begin to tire of me (smile). I wanted to say much much more but I was afraid
of becoming a bore. So I will just wish you well until I receive your next letter stay
well, healthy.

Kotelett schrieb on 04. Oktober 2017 um 00:04:


Ich sehe immer nur eine Frau.

Hi, xxx! Today I had so much work that I was afraid that I wouldn't
have time to get your letter. And I have to say that it is distressed me.
But now I have found free time and very glad. Thank you for your kind
letter. My last letter was sad. That's why today I will try not to write
about sad things. How there were your day? When I get your letters it takes
me away from unpleasant thoughts and makes my day much better. In other
words, you cure my loneliness. Now I am smiling and have a good mood, because
today we found out that in two days to us will be coming big exhibition of
rare breeds of cats and snakes. It is great news because at this exhibition
there will be the best representatives of rare breeds, collected from all of
Russia. Everybody wants to visit this exhibition because it will last only
for several days. I like animals very much. Can you imagine that I never
was in a zoo? It is my dream. Have you ever been in zoo? We have here several
small menageries, but I dream to see giraffes and rhinoceroses, hippopotamuses
and bears. I never saw tigers and elephants in real life. Have you ever seen
a tiger or a bear? The biggest animal I saw in my life is a horse. I like horses
very much and think that these are the most beautiful animals in the planet.
As matter of fact I have always dreamt to have some pets. Unfortunately
a horse hardly would be placed in my apartment (smile). I dreamt to have
cat or dog. But when I think that a little puppy will wait for me home,
alone, I feel pity. That's why I don't have pets.

What else to tell about myself? I always very much get tired on work.
And though my work is not heavy physical work but like any doctor, I am in
constant concentration and an internal moral strenuousness, because the health
of people depends on my attention. How often you become tired? (Physically or
psychologically)
You can get tired in two ways - mentally and physically. I do get physically
tired based on the magnitude of work that I do. I have been mentally tired
when things are not going well even though I have been putting my best efforts,
when I fail at something and when I try to be good at something but I just
cannot do it properly.
I get tired when all this happens.I am always waiting weekends
with impatience. Weekends are the only one possibility for me to get
a rest and to get new forces. Weekends I spend variously. Sometimes I want
simply to rest in my apartment. I live alone in my apartment. I have the
one-room apartment with a toilet and kitchen. I like my apartment - small
and cozy. On weekends I always clean apartment properly. I like purity.
And though I always try to keep clean my apartment, all the same, always
in the weekends I find what work to make in an apartment. But when I want
really to relax I listen to music or read books. I like to read books
especially historical novels about ancient Russia or other countries.
I like to spend time with my female friends. I have two best lady friends.
When we meet, the air is filling with laughter. We like to walk and to
talk; we go to cinema and walk in the park. If you want I can tell you
about my friends. I like very much to spend time in nature in the open
air. I like the sea. I live not very far away from the sea, but should
tell that I have been there very seldom. I like woods, mountains, lakes
and the rivers more. Camping in Russia is very popular. I adore to go to
the forest and to live in a tent though now I have such opportunity
seldom. I like to look at night illumination and cars headlights. I like
very much to look at the stars. In summer our sky abound with stars. It is
incredible beautifully. I like to cook on the fire. There is nothing more
wonderful than when the fragrances of forest, mountain rivers and smoke
mix together in the air. I am romantic undoubtedly. I really like to cook.
I know that I do it well, because I started cooking from childhood.

My mother taught me many things including cooking. She said: "Lady who can
cook well doesn't have disadvantages and demerits, because tasty food is
a way to the man's heart (smile). May be she was right. We have In Russia
many national dishes, such as an okroshka, uha, borsch, golubtsy. I am not
sure if you know such dishes. These are Russian national dishes. I consider
myself a positive person, it is something that has always characterized me
in the team where i worked, I assure you that it does make a difference,
be positive attracts positive situations, without a doubt. Try it and see


Oh, xxx, a couple questions for you:
Wwhat dishes do you prefer?
Looking back at your life would you like to change something?
I have to finish. I hope my letter was not stodgy and uninteresting.
I will wait for your letter with impatience. I wish you peace and
kindness. I have been very family oriented throughout my life and hope to one
day find my soulmate as well. I believe things would be enhanced with the person
that decides that they have their life that can better the others and dreams
that each can share. All things can be possible with the reassurance that there
is hope and a good plan to reach the goals that can be set with teamwork and relationship.
I do not write to anybody except for you and I intend to keep it that way.
I am new to this kind of thing and i have never met anyone through the computer before.
Are you writing anyone else? Please do not be afraid to tell me things, ok???
Liza.

P.S.
I do not know why, I feel that I have know you for a very long time and
it's very easy to communicate with you. You have such feeling? It is simple lyrical
digression. You can not answer this question.
Please forgive me if I have missed one of your questions as well.
I have no problem answering anything you have to as me, just tend to forget
some of the questions... If I don't respond to an email that you sent
me you can always send me another just to see what's up. Sometimes I can't
respond every day. Be patient with me please, thx.

Hi, my dear friend xxx! I hope you not mind that I say so.
Thank you for your letter. Day by day I feel more need in getting your
letter. My mood has become better again when I have got your letter.
I should say that when I have good mood I hear gratitude from my patients
much more often (smile). Therefore, now the health of a Russian people
depend on your letters (smile again).
I am still waiting for your pictures! I too want to have your pictures on
a computer so to have an opportunity to see it every day. I think it would
be fair. I always send you my pictures and I will be very glad to get your
pictures as well. Please, do not reject my request. Can you do it for me?
By the way, when I came to work today, my mood was bad, because my friend
Viktorija fell ill and now she is in the hospital. The saddest thing is that
she has birthday today. She is 30 years old today. Unfortunately she will
spend her birthday in the hospital. But I have already talked with a
doctor and I will be allowed to spend evening in her chamber. In the
evening I will bake a cake, I will buy balloons and go to the hospital.
I hope very much that she will have good mood on her birthday. She is my
best friend. By the way, she works with me in the clinic. As a matter of fact
I have only two real friends - Viktorija and Irina. Viktorija is a lady who
is in the hospital. Irina is our friend already for several years. Viktorija
and I are like sisters. We like to take a walk. Usually we walk in the
park. But also we like to spend time in Irina vegetable garden. She lives
in an old wooden house. I don't know if you have seen such houses. It is
the houses which were built before the Second World War, in the fortieth
years. These are very old houses which don't have bath and running water.
So people have to take water outside in the well. In modern world such
conditions seem very terrible, but this is really so. We like to spend
time in Irina vegetable garden. There she grows the potato, tomatoes and
cucumbers not to buy them in the market. Every winter Viktorija, Irina and
I together build a big Snowman in her vegetable garden, using a big snow
spheres. We put carrot instead of nose, and potatoes instead of eyes. It
is very funny. All neighbor's children came to see it. By the way, if we
want to fool about, we put carrots not only instead of a nose but also
below..... (hint and smile) First time we made such Snowman 10 years ago.
Since that time we do it every year. It is a tradition for us. We poured
it with water to cover with ice. So it could stand for the whole winter.
I like sports very much. I always try to support my figure and every
morning I jog. If there was an opportunity, I with the great pleasure
would visit an athletic hall. I very much like the outdoors. I like fresh
air. If there is an opportunity, especially when weather is good, I try to
spend time in the street as much as possible. But should admit that I
never boxed, never played golf, football and basketball. But I could
surprise you, if I had opportunity to compete with you in beach
volleyball. By the way, when I studied at university, I visited section of
swimming and have reached good results. Some times I participated in
competitions on swimming. Swimming - till now my favorite kind of sports.
I have to finish my letter.
I don't want but I have to do it. Today when I will come to Viktorija we will
talk about you. She likes to ask about you and I like to tell her.
I wanted to ask you what makes you happy xxx? What was the best gift
from a woman you got? Sincerely your, and with best wishes.
Liza.
PS
Even though I don't work, I do council people on their problems. Whether it's
relationship, personal, or financial problems, I give people advice on how
to deal with their situation. I like to see hope and gratitude in the eyes
of people! I am a kind, sometimes funny, so I have been told.... lol.
I have a big heart and I wear it on my sleeve. When it comes to relationships,
I am loyal loving, caring and very affectionate. I am not touchy. I like
to hug and kiss. I like to touch and be touched. I am a very different type
of woman, I cannot have sex with someone unless I have feelings for that person.
I have been cheated on in the past so I know how it feels. I would not wish
that pain on anyone...
Time has taught me the virtue and importance of patience and why perseverance
and consistency is the key to any successful relationship.
I feel I have known you for a long time. I don't know maybe in a past life...
I wait for your letters like a little kid waiting for his mom to come from work.
I think we could be soulmates. Right? Lol!

Hi xxx!
I really do enjoy hearing from you. Whenever I get an email from you
it brightens up my day. I was sort in funk till I got to work and saw
you're email and then I was really happy. I just enjoy reading you're
emails.
At once I want to tell that Viktorija sends you her greetings. I was in
hospital and we have spent her birthday very well. I wanted to bake
a small cake, but it has turned out on the contrary. The cake was huge.
It weighed two kg. When I have brought it to hospital, we have divided
this into set of pieces; and all doctors and some patients that were in
this small branch are drank tea and ate a pie together with us and everyone
was glad and happy. I have brought a lot of balloons. She was very glad and
grateful to me. The day is wonderful today and the weather is good. The
sun is shining all the day. To add to all this I have got your letter and
my happiness doesn't have limits. So what about your weather? May be today
after work I will take a walk. I like to walk along the street and to
breathe the fresh air, especially when the weather is warm, even in the
winter. As a matter of fact I don't want to go home. At home is very
boringly and lonesomely. Sometimes I don't notice it, but sometimes when
I come home with good mood, I want to talk very much, to share thoughts with
anybody, to have fun. But my apartment is empty and I have to be in full
loneliness. And my good mood disappears. I simply sit down into the armchair
and look at the window. And when the silence deafens me, when I hear movement
of my eyelashes, at that moment the hoop of loneliness compresses my heart.
I can listen to music or read a book. I can go to my friends. But in some
moment I understand that I just deceive myself. In fact I want a beloved
person to be near me, with whom I could spend evenings, to meet morning,
to talk about yesterday and to dream about tomorrow day. I want to walk
and to feel a strong man arm holds me. I don't want to cook meals only
for myself. I want somebody to appreciate it. But I think enough about it.


Hi xxx, again. I began writing the letter in the morning. Now
already 5 p.m. Can you imagine? Today was heavy working day. My working
day comes to an end soon. But, one employee has brought here her small son,
and she has asked me to look after him because she should leave urgently
for some hours. The boy knows me very well. He already some times remained
with me and spent time. As our clinic works till 22.00, we can be here
up to the end of work day. His mom works in our clinic only a few months and
she has no friends or relatives here. That's why I already some times helped
her. Her son is amusing boy. He told to me that tomorrow he with mom should
go to dentist to treat his ill tooth. I asked him: What do you dream about?
He answered that he dreams to become a grownup because grownups don't have
problems with teeth. It was so funny. I often recollect childhood.
I always dreamed to become a grown up as soon as possible. As every child
I completely believed that grownups don't have problems at all. I dreamt
in the childhood and I dream now. Of course, the world of dreams is an
illusive world. We live in a real life, so we should not sink into the
world of dreams and phantasies for a long time. When a dream becomes
obsession, it can bring only pain and disappointment. Our dreams
come true not always. It happens that you use all energy, all aspiration
to make dream come true. But irrespective of how strenuously you try, not
everything in this life depend on us. When the dream for a long time does
not come true, dream ceases to be the star, that was for you a lighthouse
in the ocean of the life. But anyway, I think that it is impossible to live
without dreams and hopes. When there is a dream, the life is filled with
sense. Our dreams force us to think, analyze, choose and come to a
conclusion. The Faith and Hope are eternal satellites of our lifes. And
regardless of what waits you at the end, we remember joy of the victories
better, than disappointment and pain of the defeats. Don't you agree?
I'm surprised that I write all this to you. I have never had a man, with whom
I felt conveniently in sharing my thoughts. But now I have found you, and
I am very glad. Forgive me for my frankness. If I said something
superfluous forgive me please. Can I ask some small questions? Do you like
to sleep, or get up early in the morning? Do you like to kiss? (smile)
Are you a good kisser? (smile) Do you like when your friends come to your home
or you prefer to go to friends. I adore when Viktorija or Irina come to my apartment.
I am a people person, so I don't mind if people come to my house or if I go to
theirs. Either way is fine with me. Honestly though, I am usually a bit shy when
I first meet people, but then I blossom and it is hard to shut me up. Ha ha ha,
I am witty and enjoy making people smile and laugh loudly. I lead a very quiet
and simple life and I have never wanted to be a rich woman - I am happy as long
as there is enough (money). I have a small group of friends and I prefer to avoid
crowds most of the time. It is called the homebody.
will wait for your letter with impatience.
Liza.

P.S.
Yesterday I looked film " You've got mail ". In roles Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan.
You looked this film? I have thought that we with you are similar to heroes
of this film. I wait the happy end in the end of film ... Still I have
looked a film "Sleepless in Seattle" (it is not assured that correctly),
this film as has made upon me impression, you saw these films?
If I set many questions, inform me on it. I respect your time and I understand
that you can not have time and possibility to answer all my questions. Or you
can forget some of questions. There are no problems. Do not worry about it.

Hi xxx, I am very glad that you have written me. Thank you very much.
You cannot imagine how much I wait for messages from you! Your letters became
a part of my days! Now in my thoughts always only one question - "When I will
get an opportunity to read your letter and to write my xxx?"... And when
I hear a favorite phrase: "Liza, you can jump, you has received the letter!"
(A lady who works with a computer says exactly this phrase) I really become
joyful very much and start to smile involuntarily. Therefore thank you!!!
Today is a good day and to clinic I have come already with good mood.

How you think xxx? What can be finer than romantic evening in rainy day?
By the way, you have not reacted in any way to my request to send me
your picture. Can I hope you will send me your picture?
By the way, I jog for many years. I usually run one to two kilometers
a day, five days a week, my distance depending on how I feel. I also exercise
every morning during the weekdays. I tend to relax on the weekends. I have run
and exercised in the mornings for a many, many years.
I really have good health because I always try to support my figure and I jog
every morning. I try to spend time in the air as much as possible. I get contrast
shower - alternation of a stream of cold and hot water. I since the childhood
lived in conditions of cold summer and damp summer. Such climate is toughening
health very well. I do not smoke and I do not drink alcoholic drinks. I really
love a healthy way of life. And I am proud of it! In my country all people
said that healthy mind is in healthy body I do not know do you have the same
sentence or not?
By the way, when I studied at university, I visited section of swimming and
have reached good results. Some times I participated in swim competitions.
Swimming - till now my favorite kind of sports.

How do you spend a normal day?
I wake up, (I awaken at 5:30 am), shower and dress for work, eat breakfast, or
I have some fruit juice this is usually something easy (scrambled or something
else). go to work. Finish work. Depends on how much work i have. Could be
a short day or a long day (often this is the longest day). Come home, clean up.
Make something to eat (I love to cook!). I work sometimes 10 hours a day, so
after work I take a shower, then go out to eat. Watch some tv or read a book (I love
to read books than watch tv), if my apartment come my girlfriends we drink black
tea and talk a lot about different things. and off to bed for tomorrow. When I spell
it out like that, my days and life seem kind of bland, perhaps boring. I very
rarely go out to a bar, I like to relax in nature. I can sit for hours at night and stare
at the stars! I too love being outside in nature in all it has to offer. Listening
to all the animals, and bugs, making noises! I don't like the Mosquitos though, but
usually don't have to put up with them for very long. I love going to lake, or river
and camping. When I was younger when we went to lake with my parents and family the men
would do all the cooking and cleaning, it was a time for the women that went to sit
and talk and to get away from the household chores!

*******************************************************
xxx, I send my pictures. I hope you will like it.
I for a long time thought and have decided to send a picture - only for you...
So, this picture really only for you! I hope you understand...
I have included a pic. I wanted to share that with you because you wrote me
back and are very open and honest with me. I think that is very important
between a man and a woman.
*******************************************************

It seems to me that we would fit together very well. My idea of a perfect
relationship is one where we are best friends AND lovers. We can't wait to
get home from work to see each other. We enjoy many things being together.
It's true you need time to yourself as well, but when away from each other
it would be perfect to be able to say you had fun, but you missed your life's
partner. What's you think? I have to finish. With the best regards and with
thoughts of you. Liza.

P.S.
I can't describe how you have made me feel in the short time we have known each other.
I feel as though I have known you for a very long time. I am afraid to say this because
I don't want to scare you off but I do see myself thinking about you all the time.

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