Hello my darling, my xxx!
How can I call you so nice, and I hope that it brings you no less fun
than me. xxx, My dear, I'm happy again read your letter, your
letter, which I await with great impatience. I can not wait for the
moment when I come to the Internet cafe, to read another letter. Your
letters bring the bright colors in my gray life! Only your words can
give warmth to my heart. You know, I sometimes think that if I do not
read your letter, I can not think of anything other than your letter.
xxx, How do friends and relatives you became for me during
this relatively short period of time. I distinctly remember the very
first, when we met with you and I I wrote my first letter to you. It
was a beautiful day! From these memories, my soul is filled with
warmth. But at the same time, it becomes intolerably hurt by the fact
that you're not next to me. My favorite, it really hurts ... I want us
to be filled with embracing each other and warming his warmth. I want
to make early in the morning you woke me with his delicate touch,
whispering me beautiful words. I really want this! I want next to me
was a man who called me to his favorite, hugged me, and guided. I'm
sorry, that divides us is away, and I would very much like to overcome
this distance! xxx, What a pity that I do not have wings. I
would have flown to you right now, and our separation would be over
forever. If you were near me now, I would never let you go. I would
have hugged you and whispered to you all the words that I want to say.
I want to tell you so much, but do not have the opportunity. I do not
know why, but I want to be next to you as soon as possible, to feel
your warmth, gentle catch your eye. This is a great desire, I feel
now. My heart is tired of being alone. I want to make our hearts beat
in rhythm. My prince, I promise you, I'll do anything to be with you!
You know, darling, lately I've been thinking a lot about you. You're
always in my thoughts. But I want more, I want us to be together. From
the moment we started talking about our meeting, my heart began to
beat faster and stronger. It's so exciting, that I forget about
everything in these moments. I am completely immersed in my dreams.
You know what those dreams? I think you know. I dream only of you and
our meeting. But, xxx, I have to ask this question, do you
really want to meet me? Do you want, so I was always next to you, so I
just became yours? This is a very important question. Please take this
matter very seriously, because human emotions are not toys. Our
meeting is a very important and difficult step, not only mine, but
also your life. I wish we were both ready for this step. I want us to
be happy! Darling, you know, that would mean my coming to you? I want
to start a family with you, I want to have her beloved husband. I'll
give you all my tenderness, all my warmth and care. xxx, I
want to be with you the rest of my days! Perhaps it silly thoughts,
but I dream about it. Are you ready for this? You want to start a
family with me? xxx, I want you to understand the seriousness
of my to do with you. If I come to you, I will lose a lot. This is a
great price I'll have to pay for the sake of our love, in order to to
be with you, but I know that I will be happy only beside you. I'll
lose my job, I lose my friends, whom I've known for many years. But
most importantly, I leave here my mother. My mother and you are the
two most important person for me. She gave me life, she brought me up.
You know, she has done for me everything, and I am very grateful to
her for it. No words can not express all the warmth that I feel for my
mother. It is really important to me. But if you really want that I
come to you, then I would have to pay that price. You can not imagine
how difficult it will be for me, because I leave the house in which I
grew up. I will leave my homeland. I'll do it just for you, just for
the sake of our love. My favorite, now you know how strong my feelings
for you? I can not live without you! I am ready to make this important
step in my life just for you. My dear, I hope I did not scare you with
my words. I already can not live as lived before. I need you! I can
not go on without you! xxx When you want to meet me? I am
ready to come to you! I want this more than anything else! xxx,
I want you to understand how important it is for me. I've always been
honest with you and did not play in the game. Now it was a very
important step in our lives, we must be ready for it. I end my letter
today. I hope you write me soon. I miss you. With love, Elena!