Dearest xxx,
I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to
you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad!If I could, I
would speak with you for a long time. But unfortunately now it is
impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also
we shall speak in person. xxx, I want to tell to you about the
commission in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!!Tomorrow I
shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Kotlas
most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa. I
worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the commission
will ask such unusual questions. They asked about my sexual life, they
asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude
to Austria, about my conversance and awareness of events which
happened in the world and in Austria, about my religion and
belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about
verything fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are
unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so
directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but
they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more
pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Children
from the orphanages also have made the big impression and rendered the
big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady
who have such support from children - orphans.
Now I should wait the decision I hope, that my visa will be ready
within the next few days. The representative of embassy at once
informs about it to travel agency. After that i shall buy the ticket
in your country. After I shall buy the ticket i shall inform date of
the arrival to you. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death
is worse than the death"I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so
worry, I can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted
in several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come
true. I simply want to see my lovely xxx. I think the God will help
me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together. I want to
construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean. I
want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float on
our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at night
at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there will
be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm, our
love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be
floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us.
We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very
strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's
impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky. It's
necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build the
road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart there
is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I
always go to the dream. I don't sit on a place. In my life there were
very few light moments. On this I try to make everything that my
dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams. But these
dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to
arrive to you xxx!!!
Sincerely, Anastasiya