Hi my xxx!

Now I'm writing to your letter and I'm happy. It's very pleasant that
I have such a friend as you are. It's a pity that you are far from me.
But I will hope that we will meet one day. I think we will be glad to
see each other when we know each other better. Masha ask me about you
every day. I say to her that I'm constantly thinking about you xxx.
She is glad for me, and she always asks me to remember her to you.
Earlier I didn't manage to find the carpenter. But today I have seen
him in the morning and I asked him to repair the door in the Klava
house. In the afternoon he came and said that he had done everything
and changed the lock. I thanked him but he said: "Never mind" becouse
he is always ready to help old people. My neighour came a little bit
later and told me about the carpenter. It turned out that he refused
to take money for his work. Klava tried to give him some money but he
said that he would be offended if she didn't stop doing it. Klava
said: "He has gone with nothing". By the way he and his college will
repair my roof in the house. You know many people in Russia help other
people and don't take money for it, if they know that the people have
to money. I think it's the only good feature of character of the
Russian people which roots go to the old far USSR. It's a pity that
many Russian men became alcoholics. I remember that many-many years
ago my mum and I had to make a fence around our house. But what could
we do? My mum and I? When my mother came to a shop to buy nails, three
men asked her what for she needed nails. She told them and they began
laughing, when learnt that a young lady and her little daughter wanted
to do. They came to our house together with my mom and everything was
ready in the evening. They repesed to teke money. The only thing we
could do for them just to feed them with pancakes after their work. By
the way since that time it is my favorite food. One of the man asked
if the had something to paint the fence. My mum answered that she
would buy paint a little bit leter. Bu the very next day in the
morning the 2 men came and they brought their own paint and paited the
fence. We wanted to pay them for it some money, but they refused.They
said that the paint was left after the painting of their fence.
Yesterday in the evening I was thinking of my future work in the
clinic. I'm happy that I will get my favorite job. I should not study,
because I have the diploma of the surgeon of the European standard. I
don't know how to spend this month, I don't want to waste my time
uselessy. I must think it over. Of course I will write letters to you.
But it will take only the part of my day. What to do in the rest? I
must find a decision. I hope xxx, you are not sick and tired of my
letter.But I want to tell you much. I think you are not against of it,
because I suppose you are my friend. Don't forget to write letters to
me.

Your Viktoriya...

Hi my xxx!

How are you? Today I've the big desire to write to you. Hope you don't
object? I suppose I can tell you about my bad experience in relations.
If you are not interested in it you may stop reading the letter. I
won't be offended. I think I can tell you the story because you have
become very very close to me recently. I hope you have an idea of the
problem with alcohol in Russia and I suppose you understand why I
don't want to look for a husband in Russia. Let's begin since the very
first day of the acquaintance. I worked in the clinic as a surgeon's
assistant. I was going home after my work but it began raining and I
could not go because I had left my umbrella at home. It was summer but
never the less I didn't want to get wet and to take a cold. I was
standing under the roof of the building waiting till the rain would
stop. But the rain was not going to stop and I wanted to go home in
the rain. But a young man was going in my direction with an umbrella.
He saw that I couldn't go with an umbrella and offered me to take his
one. I asked him: "And what about you?" He said that he would spend
some time in the clinic and may be the rain would stop soon. I asked
how I would be able to return him the umbrella. he said his adress to
me and his name. His name is Vladimir. It was not far from the clinic.
I wrote down his adress and promised to give him the umbrella the next
day in the evening. On my home I thanked the yuong man and asked the
God to stop the rain. But it was raining the whole night. I cursed
myself that I had taken the umbrella and that he was wet to the skin
because of me. I didn't sleep a wink at night. The next day in the
clinic was so long for me. I was looking forward to finishing my work
to give the umbrella back to Vladimir. I wanted to learn how he was.
As soon as my working day was over, I chanded my working clother and
left my work. Vladimir was standing at the door smiling. It turned out
that he remembered the time when my work was over. He came to meet me.
I asked about his health at once. he said that everything was all
right. He didn't get too wet because he was running home. Then we
walked for a long time. we talked a lot. My mum had died already and i
was alone. He was the dearest and the closest man in the world for me
at that time. He saw much of each other at time. But i didn't invite
him my house I wanted to check him. Once we were invited to a Birthday
party of his friend. I agreed to go to see his friends, as i wanted to
know more about him. Vladimir didn't drink even champagne. I thought
it was because of me, because I didn't drink as well. But his friends
told me that Vladimir really didn't drink alcohol. I liked Vladimir. I
think so did he. we became more than friends and he began to live in
my house. First 2 months we were very happy, we were on the seveth
heaven. But then he got a very good job. He became a lawyer. he made
much money. But he began drinking alcohol. At first a little bit -
then more and more. he didn't sleep at home at night. When he was
drunk he began beating me. I tolerated, I beared it. I thought he
change for the better, that he would the same he had been before. But
nothing chanded. Once I was beaten by him bitterly and left my house.
He didn't came back 9 days. Our friends told me that they had seen
Vladimir with other girls. I came to the conclusion that it was enough
to bear it. When he came back he even wasn't sorry and didn't
apologize. I don't think that he had forgotten that he had beaten me.
I didn't say a word in the evening. I started the talk in the morning
when he was sober. So I made him leave my house forever. He was
shouting, screaming and he even broke a foto in the frame where my mom
and I were. I saad to him that I would call a police, well he had
gone. Forever. Now I am happy that I didn't marry him. I don't want
such relations once again. Almost all Russian men drink alcohol alot
that's why I don't want to have any relations with them. I suppose you
understand me, xxx. I'm sorry my letter is too long. But I wanted to
show you what I am feeling. I am very happy that I got acquainted with
you. I hope our communication will never stop. Masha has told to you
"Hi". I have to finish me letter. Thanks that you write me. With all
my heart, your Viktoriya.

P.S. By the way, I have overlooked to tell to you. Today carpenters
have repaired my roof. I am happy! It is very little necessary for the
lonely woman for happiness!!! (smile) My roof was repaired by the same
carpenter who repaired Klava door. He has again refused to take the
money. I have told, that I indignant. But nevertheless I could present
him two bottles of vodka. The carpenter has agreed to take only it.

Dear mine xxx!!!

Today I went in travel agency and again have learned, that it to be
necessary for me for arrival in your country. People have convinced me
of travel agency, that we can be together. I am in good mood. I Has
asked them once again, how much it would cost for me to make visa.
They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost
me 30 usd. This money will not be returned even if the application is
rejected. To gat visa I must go to Moscow where is the Embassy.
I'll to visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Izhevsk in
Moscow. This is the usual way to get visa, it may take me many months.
I said to them that I could wait for a long time. And they offered me
to solve the problem and it will take me less time if I use Full
Package of Service (FPS.) FPS includes additional payments for a
category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview
with commission. FPS costs 360 usd, but the visas agency remove all
the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without
excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or two). I thought for a
long time and came to the conclusion that this variant is the only
right for me. Whether I do not know correctly has made, having paid
such money. Probably I needed to consult to you all over again. But I
have thought that other exit is not present. For a cheap payment
documents are very for a long time made. We do not have time to wait.
I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you'll be
glad to meet me. Can you imagine that we'll spend some weeks together
Or even can all life. For the sake of happiness and family I am ready
on many things. I very much would dream that you all life were only
near to me.. I'm immensely happy when I'm thinking about the
opportunity. I'll be everything myself? May be you think I try to do
too quickly, probably you suppose it's too earty everything us to meet
each other. But I cannot wait for ages, I'm happy now at present time.
Necessary to begin moving to howe something in your life, it's
important to go ahead, to overcome difficulties to take aim. Very soon
I'll leave the work and I'll be able to spend my vacation with you,
xxx. I have never been abroad. but now I have a chance to meet you.
It's a dream. You are my friend, and friend sometimes meet each other.
I think it will be great, wonderful, fantastic. I hope you do not
think that I'm too impudent. I just want to met you and to spend some
time with you. I suppose you have not changed your attitude towards me
after this letter. I'm looking forward to seeing to calm down my
heart. Please tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to
face me? I hope you'll!!!

Your Viktoriya.

Dear my xxx !!!!

Thanks you for your letters, is very pleasant for me, that you have
appeared in my life. You became dear to my heart. I any more do not
see the life without you. Yesterday I went on film. "THE GREAT
GATSBY". You looked this film? I have not absolutely understood sense
of it cinema because thought absolutely about the friend. I all the
day think of our meeting. I cannot more about anything think. I am
glad that you approve my act. It is difficult for me . Therefore I
always wait for your approval. After your approval I receive moral
simplification. I have paid for promptness because I want to be with
you as soon as possible. I had this feeling long before our
conversation on a meeting. After I have sped up this process, I began
to experience. It seemed to me, that you can count me as the impudent
woman. I experienced that . Now I every day go to travel agency and I
try to find out I skin the information concerning readiness of my
documents. Today to me have told that probably tomorrow the day after
tomorrow me will cause silt on interview in embassy. I was very glad
to receive such information. Now day for me lasts as a month as I
think all about our long-awaited meetings. I finish the my dear
letter.

With love Viktoriya....

Hello my honey xxx !!!

Dear xxx , I was happy to receive the letter from you. Today my
letter will be short.Your words are clear and so familiar, that I wish
to speak to a thicket You. It seems to me, that you polite interesting
cultural and Well formed person. I do not know, why, but I feel
somewhere deep In my heart, that I can trust you and rely on you. I
want to Know you much better because you involve me so in what you
Speak At me not so it is a lot of time. I have just left travel
agency, and have decided to inform you good news at once. Me cause to
Moscow on interview in embassy. Tomorrow I should leave to Moscow. It
seems to me, that I waited for this moment the whole eternity. The
travel agency has carried out the task earlier than I thought. It can
is connected to that sum of money which I have paid for acceleration
of readiness of documents. Now it is not of great importance. I go to
embassy!!! Probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I can receive
documents which are necessary for arrival in your country. Tomorrow I
shall write to you from Internet - cafe of the city of Moscow. I shall
inform you all news which will concern my trip. After I shall receive
documents, I will need to return back to native city, to collect
necessary things and to buy the ticket in your country. Trip to Moscow
costs not cheaply, therefore I wanted to go to Moscow, to pass
interview in embassy and to wait for day of a start. But in the
contract it is told, that in your country I can buy the ticket only in
travel agency which helps me to collect necessary documents. From
superstition I shall not begin to buy the ticket before reception of
documents. Of agency of me convince, that it is possible to buy the
ticket, and, then to pass interview. They have told to me, that many
people do so. But it seems to me wrong. Dear, I was probable next week
can inform you date of my start. I believe that next week I can take
off to you. How you concern to this? I think that you too will be
glad. I shall finish the letter. I shall go to collect things home. I
want, that you have sent me your full home address , the data on the
nearest to you of the airports and phone number. I shall call to you
if there will be urgent questions. I hope to receive from you the
answer which will bring to me encouragement.

Your love Viktoriya...

Hi my dear Austria !!!!

Dear Austria , I was glad to receive your letter. Thanks you for all
given information. Today I have arrived to Moscow. I am very tired,
and could not write to you is a lot. Dear, I informed you some times
that cause me to Moscow on interview Now I near xxx Embassy the in
internet-cafe. I write to you the letter and I worry. I think, that my
destiny tomorrow is solved. Hope to me ' give the visa and I can meet
you. It will be the greatest day in my life!! It's a pity, that I
cannot write for a long time. Because I am very strongly tired. I
hope, that I can soon write to you about results of visit to xxx
Embassy . If I cannot write from Moscow I shall write from Izhevsk.

With love yours and only yours Viktoriya.

Hi my dearest xxx !

Forgive me please, that so has written.I have more recently left
embassy and at once have decided to write to you. I write to you the
letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I would speak with you
for a long time . But unfortunately now it is impossible. But I am
confident, that our meeting will take place also we shall speak in
person. xxx , I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow.
I hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already write to
you from native city. I shall arrive to Izhevsk most likely tomorrow
in the evening. I can probably have the visa. Because I tried for it
much. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the
commission will ask such unusual questions. They asked about my sexual
life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about
my attitude to Austria, about my conversance and awareness of events
which happened in the world and in Austria, about my religion and
belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about
verything fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are
unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so
directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but
they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more
pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Children
from the orphanages also have made the big impression and rendered the
big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady
who have such support from children - orphans. Now I should wait the
decision. I hope, that my visa will be ready within the next few days.
The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel
agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your country. After I
shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the start. Now I agree
with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the death" I
can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't work. They
have told that the decision will be accepted in several days. I so
worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I simply want to
see my lovely friend. I think the God will help me. I simply want to
meet you. I already see us together and I sink in dreams. I want to
construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean. I
want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float
on our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at
night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there
will be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm,
our love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be
floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us.
We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very
strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's
impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky.
It's necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build
the road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart
there is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all
means. I always go to the dream. I don't sit on a place. In my life
there were very few light moments. On this I try to make everything
that my dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams.
But these dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing
will keep me to arrive to you xxx !!!

With tenderness your Viktoriya.

In Russia Easter on April, 16th, all believers mark Easter or Revival
Christ's. On the night of Easter in all temples there pass solemn
divine services, Religious processions. Easter - the most important
holiday at orthodox. In Russia it is pleasant on Easter on a
celebratory table necessarily there should be Easter cakes, Painted
eggs, Easter. This day the Great post, therefore all those who fasted
comes to an end, Start to eat modest food and various culinary
products. In day Christ's revivals, let your life will change for the
better, let will spill Light in soul of each person, let, each of us
becomes a little kinder and more merciful! With a holiday of Easter
you! Today great day - light Christ's Revival! Tomorrow to us the
great holiday-Easter Of the Lord will come! And I wish you, that all
your most treasured dreams, that all came true Good undertakings and
aspirations have been finished, happiness to you, health and the big
love! Christ Voskrese! I congratulate on Easter, I wish, that in heart
always there was a world and rest, and The happiness and love always
were present at a life. Health and good luck, with a holiday! Tomorrow
I will go to church with girlfriends. I think you will answer mine the
last the letter. I will wait for your letter. Viktoriya.