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Hello to you, my darling man x
If you only know how much happiness i have to write you again the
reply on your warm letter. You are the most romantic man i ever met
before, you bring the sun for every day and i miss you so much in real
life.. When i was reading your letter i imagined each your word and
the picture in my mind is so sweet, i became wet, if no one been
around here, i would just start to masturbate on the chair..
My sweetheart man x, i am in loss now(( i am in big trouble(( can
you imagine what war is doing here((( Russian government provided
sanctions around my region with internet connection(( Next week i will
be not able to use internet at my work place, because my supervisor
will check sites, visits and connections, IT administrator will block
private e-mailing and e-mails about work will be check every day( it
means that i will not allow to send private e-mails and we will lose
our contact and my family will not receive mails from me(((( i dont
want it, i am squared about it and i cry because i dont know what to
do at this moment((( the black strip came into my life.. My colleague
advised me to go to Internet Cafe and write from there, but it costs
so much money for me(( Internet cafe owner asks $5 per hour on-line or
100$ per month free visiting, but its so much money for me, i cant
earn this amount to pay everything - house and food and now also
internet(( what should i do?? life is unfair( I am shame and feel so
much uncomfortable to ask you, but i dont see the other way out, can
you support me with money to pay internet cafe charges? i never asked
for money before, i even sold my phone to get money, but now i have
nothing for sale to have possibility to pay the connection with the
most important persons in my life - with you and my parents(( i cant
ask parents, because they have a difficult life out there in Russia, i
must help them instead of asking their help. So i ask you for the
support, please, dont blame me in this situation i hope do not lose
the contact with you!!! tell me please what do you think? please dont
break my heart my lovely man x.
I still have chance to check my e-mail and see your letters again, but
i will not able to use it longer anymore, i dont want to lose my job
as well( sorry that i overload you with my problem, better i will
finish and worry what will you answer.. i will wait on you soonest
response!!!! with love and hopes, yours woman Ira.