Helloxxx !
I am pleased to read your letter!
I feel from your letter a little excitement. What is the reason?
I'm just as worried about you ... we made a major step in our relationship.
And I think that now we should be honest with each other!
It is only the trust creates love and relationships.
If there is no trust between us, it's a fool's errand to the meeting.
It is better to tell everything to each other that would not be wasting our time.
You agree with me? Do you have something to tell me?
I would like to share one moment of my life.
I have a bad time of life, and I did not want to tell it to you.
But we must be honest with each other.
The fact that this is not my first encounter on the Internet.
Back in 2010, I have tried to find love on the Internet.
Then I met a young man from the African republic of Ghana.
His name was Amur Andgi
He can say made me fall in love with him.
He wrote beautiful letters, beginning with compliments and then finish a declaration of love.
And I like a naive girl believed him.
In my head, as if the mind has shifted and I forced myself to believe that I love it.
I was even a goat that I corresponded with him via the Internet, and immediately speak with him directly.
I did not realize what I was doing, and thus more involved themselves in a web of deceit.
He said he loved me and I believed him.
He promised me paradise life of the queen and I do not when there is nothing I will not need it.
And for some reason I wanted to believe it.
And after a few weeks he began appearing early problems.
At first he said that he fell off his horse and broke his bones and what that he needs an operation.
He asked me for money and said that then he comes to give me a bank.
I helped him .... it was my first mistake.
Then he started a war in the country, and that he would withdraw money from the bank
had to be bribed (give bribe) of local officials.
And then he did not write to me ...
I have long suffered and cried ... I could not understand why he had stopped writing to me?
And after some time, he wrote to me again.
With the official to whom he wanted to bribe him lied, and he was caught insurgents and captured.
But he was able to negotiate with the soldier who guarded him, that he would help him escape if he will pay ...
And again, I ask me for help. I have sworn that all will be returned as soon as the country in the near bank.
What he tide me and take me to England. That he is there and the relatives home.
He has told me ... and why I believe ... what I was naive fool ....
Again I sent him money.
And then he was gone forever ...
I cried for a long time ... I was worried that he was killed ...
But one day I went on what that site (I do not remember his name) which refers to scams.
What if the people in Africa who falls themselves girls and extorted money from them.
And then I realized that I had been deceived.
I have become a victim of fraud, which is built on love.
My grief knew no bounds! I really cried and suffered.
I could not eat, do not sleep, do not run.
For some reason I was sure that it was the love of my life, and I'll be happy with him.
But it turned out the other way around ...
I really hurt to think about it ... I'm sad.
Now I have not any secrets to you. I'll tell you.
At this point I want to finish my letter.
I am very tired of memories. Now I want to come home and go to bed.
And tomorrow to see from you a letter and a positive start to smile again.
I'll wait.
Ekaterina