Re: xxxxxxx.....
Hello my lovely xxxxxxx...
My day are most difficult day in this life. Now I tell for you all news.
Problems with our meeting. But I think that all will be good, and not reasons for worried.
Today I was in university, yes, and I take information, that it is necessary to pay 450 euro.
My angel xxxxxxx I have many questions, why...
I should pay for medical insurance very expensive, and 30% for residing in hotel per days of my travel, this two things
are 450.
Other part will be paid from university..
When I has received this information, I was in confusion..
This situation has arisen, because of problems of financing of University.
Yes, you understand me, that I think about it problem all day, and first of all when I come to home, I say this news for
my parents!
They also have been sad, because they help me for visa and tickets...
My parents have helped me to pay for trip (registration of the visa and the international passport and also tickets aboard the plane).
What to do now, I do not know, my xxxxxxx.
Now mum told that our family has 220 euro and she tomorrow will give me this money.
Because it is really are important, and my parents always understand me...
But the most bad, that to find part 230 in this days very difficultly for me.
Why I write you about it, I do not know to whom to tell about it..
This day has changed all my dreams, and I write you, my dearest xxxxxxx..
Because for us this meeting is necessary and most expected.
My mum and the daddy very much wanted that I have gone to Berlin for meetings with you, and for excursions.
2-3 days to back, I spoke with mum about this happiness, which has appeared in my life, I spoke about you and our meeting.
Now I do not know, what to say for you my dear.
I think, that you read my message now, and you have many questions? Yes my love?
I cannot refuse this trip, because I have concluded the contract with travel manager and also with University.
I know day of a arrived to you, and all my documents for this purpose are ready.
You know that I have work of University, and it is a reason why my documents and tickets I take on small price.
And most bad in this situation, if I shall not pay during a 5 July for these services, my contract will be terminated...
I hope that you xxxxxxx understand all my news, and maybe you can give me good advice??
What I to do now... Now I go on a room and I think..
I want to tell sincerely, I can not find the answer to all these questions.
But I have good education, and I am clever, it means that this problem will be solved.
If the destiny has given for us this chance of meeting, we shall use it. You agree with me my xxxxxxx?
Oh my dreams....... You remember all my dreams?
I dreamed that you give me a kiss, I dreamed to have walk with you, and night supper in a romantic place..
Thinks of it, warm weather and we sit together, I look on you, and I feel that this life are best.
Because I have found love... You hold me for a hand, and speak to me about feelings...
Also there are not problems, this night is ours!!! This our time.
Yes my xxxxxxx, my dreams can not to be reality..
Probably my parents tomorrow to find necessary money. I do not know my sweet.
Still yesterday I went in shops, chose and bought things for travel.. If I knew what situation will be today!
I have one idea, and it idea can to help for our meeting.
I for a long time thought, yes more than 1 hour, and have decided to ask you about this help.
I ask my lovely xxxxxxx, that you can give for me 230 euro?..
But! It is very important, I was solved on it, because I am will receive the salary,
and if you will help me, our family will return to you this money after 11 July...
I think that it is not difficult, and really it is are small sum for the help?
But I do not know by what way it is possible it to make:((
I want to meeting with you, and it is most important purpose in my life.
It is very inconvenient for me to ask you about it but...
You always understand me and give care, always I believe you,
I know that you xxxxxxx also want our meeting and consequently you are interested that
we have met as soon as possible. You always write to me about your feelings...
I want to have with you romantic walk and night of love...
Really it will not be? Not... I want it. I so waited it holiday.. Free days from work, and most important this grandiose
meeting...
xxxxxxx I love you and with impatience I shall look forward to hearing from you.
Tell me, that you can make to help me?
You love me, and I think that you will help me with this problem.
In any case it not the most terrible problem yes?
xxxxxxx I very much love you, and sometimes I do not have enough many words to explain all.
Yes my dear, I wait your answer. And I not told to mum that I asked you about small help.
This such large feeling of a shame:(((
Think of all my words, I know that you understand me.. We love each other, and this are big happiness.
With sad your Naty...
P.S My xxxxxxx, this message I wrote 4 hours, and thought of each line of this letter...
I want to tell you sincerely, that I very much worry. All will be good, yes? Promise me please...
I know that you xxxxxxx very noble and careful for me, I know all your feelings, I wait you message my sweet...
And even now so it is difficult to finish these words, and to send..
I worry to be in skype online... How to begin conversation about it?
Now I sit and I am sad... I look on the monitor of computer and I think..
Probably I am too emotional today.. Yes..
It is first travel, it is a shame for me, that how to see your eyes?... Excuse me:(
Now I shall be one.. It is necessary to me to think of all.
I have solved, that I shall check up mail only tomorrow in morning.. In the early morning in 6 mornings. Before work.
Please, do not answer at once how to receive the message... Think my angel xxxxxxx..
Maybe all will be good? I believe in it...
Zitat:(16) 01.07.2013 um 18:49 Uhr
Date: Mon, 1 Jul 2013 19:49:16 +0300
From: nataxoq@mail.ru