Hi dear XXX!
Why you have not answered?
Really you do not want, that I have arrived? 
You will help me with money for the visa?
Tell me truth. I always try to be with you fair. 
I have addressed to you only because I could not be
helped more. Please write me answer and tell me truth.
May be pic which I add today prove to you that I am real.
I made it yesterday to prove to you that I am real. Hope
you remember my nick name? (Kiska). I have written about
it in my second letter to you. My friends call me Kiska.
I think that you have concerns about me real.
I do not lie to you. I am going to get money in WU office or
MoneyGram using my passport. If I was not real, I wouldn't
be able to get the money!!! Please, understand that I am real!
I sent you a copy of my passport in my last letter.
The problem is that I have no time to wait. I have only
7 days for this. 
Please, understand that next time they may not even take the
documents for visa, if they refuse me now. And they will
refuse me in this if I do not pay in time. They will just tell
me what for I try to get visa for the second time if you have
no money. So I am just in hopeless situation.
All my thoughts are about one thing now. Then I may not have
such a chance again. Your goverment has a limited amount
of student visas. And if I miss my chance now, i may not have
such a chance again in the future. It is impossible to get
another kind of visa. NO one will give me a tourist visa.
It is impossible for a single russian lady to get it. I asked
about the work visa. It is a very difficult process. And also
more expensive one. I don't have a diploma about high education
in your country. And the russian one is not valid in your
country. The Fiancee visa is a very long process and complicated
process. It will take about half a year to make all the paperwork
and if they don't see that we do love each other truly they
will just refuse in the Embassy.
I want to repeat. please, understand - I ask you to lend me
money. I understand it is too expensive for a preset.
I understand that 240USD is a big some of money in your country.
I don't believe in miracles as I was disappointed many times
in this life. You will not loose this money. I will come to
your place and will work there. And as soon as I earn I will
give you money back.
I’ve been thinking a lot about us yesterday. I have so many
feelings and they are so different. 
My heart aches when I understand that you are far from me.
I wish I could lessen the distance between us. I know that
I have to be patient and wait. 
Perhaps, you will think that I am silly but I don’t want to
hold it all inside and I want to share my feelings with you.
I am emotional person and I want you to see my feelings. 
Please, understand me. I want to share this with you. I think
I am in love with you. Of course, I have to see you in real life
and talk to you to be sure. But I have so many emotions about
you and I miss you so much. I think about you all the time.
I get up with the thoughts about you and I go to bed thinking
of you too. 
I feel that I want to take care of you, I want to give you all
my love. 
Please, don’t think I am weird. But this is what I feel about
you. And I want you to know this. 
Life goes one. Nothing new happens. I go to work, do different
things at home, meet my friends. But any way I do something
I think of you. 
Please, tell me what you think and feel about me. It is really
very important for me and I need to know this.
Kseniya.

Hi XXX! I want to start that I got used a lot to you during our
correspondence. I want to meet you very much. I asked you
for help but you didn't believe me and refused me. It is so
offensive. But I understand that it is very difficult to tust
the person you have never seen. I just want to tell you that
sometimes it is necessary to trust people. There are many
honest people in the world. And it was very offensive when
you refused to help me. But I have good news now. I have found
money for my trip. I am going to come approximately in 1 or 2
weeks. I have sold my fur coat. I have already paid for visa
and now all I need is to wait when I get it. I have money
for the ticket. They promised me it would be in approximately
in 2 or 3 weeks. I do not know exact dates but I will let
you know as soon as I know.
I will get visa for 3 months. And during this time I should
enter any university in your country. I will choose the one
that is close to you. Are you happy to hear this? We will
be able to meet but not only communicate through the letters.
Perhaps, our relations will grow into more close.
Please, write me your thoughts. I want to know that you still
want me to come to your place.
I will be waiting for your reply.
Kseniya.

Dear XXX!!!
I have very good news!!!
You have to tell me the international airport close to you,
that you have met me.
You will not believe me, but I have just got an invitation for
the interview. It means that very soon I will get my visa.
The only thing I need to do now is to pass the interview and then
I will just buy tickets, take my passport with the visa and will
just leave for you. How do you like it? I think it is just great. 
I am a little bit nervous about the interview but I think
everything will be just fine. Please, think of me during the
interview and cross your fingers for us. As soon as I get my
visa, I will be able to see you.
What do you feel? I am just happy. I am flying. It is great.
I still can’t believe this happened. 
I am leaving for Moscow tomorrow. I don’t know how much time
it will take. 
As soon as I have all the information and the results, I will
immediately let you know, Ok? 
I will do my best for a good result.
I need to repeat again. I have to know the name of the airport
where to go and where you will meet me. You have to meet me
there by all means. Also I should take care of the tickets in
advance if I get visa. Till soon. 
Kseniya.

My dear XXX!!!
Yes, I understand that asked you for help though told you that
had all the money for the trip. But please, understand my problem.
I have has sold a fur coat. But this money is not enough for the
ticket. I don’t know where to take the money. I hope only for you.
Nobody can help me here. I don’t know anybody here in Moscow.
I didn’t know I had to buy a two way ticket. $976 is a cost for
the ticket there and the return ticket. Your government asks to
have a return ticket for the case my visa is inspired or I am not
able to enter the University. They do it because they are afraid
of the immigrants. When I checked the cost of the ticket they told
me the cost only of the one ticket. Do you understand now why
I don’t have enough money for the ticket?
I am still in Moscow. And I have spent lots of money already to
stay here. Everything is very expensive here and my money is
limited. Please, understand my worries and help me.
I have already paid part of the money for ticket not to be sold
to another person. I have left 300 dollars that is why I ask you
to send me money. I ask you to send me only $376. 976 dollars is
a very reasonable price. And if I don’t pay the whole sum of the
money for the ticket then I will loose all the money that I paid
for my ticket to be reserved.
The other problem is that my visa is given to me only for 2 months
except of 3 months. I don’t know why they did it. But that was
the decision of your Embassy. And they even didn’t explain me the
reason. And I can’t wait. That is why I should come as soon as
possible and enter the University. If I have my visa for longer
time then I could stay here for more time and try to save money.
But I have no time.
I ask you to help me but don’t ask you for a present! I will come,
enter the University and give you the money back. I will work and
will be able to give you it back. I don’t want you to think that
I want to use you just to move to your country.
I hope that you will understand me and will send me the money.
There is only thing left before we meet. There is only little step
left. So please, think and send me the money. It is only 376
dollars. I don’t think it is much for the opportunity to be happy.
I think we will be able to be happy with you. But you should do
this so we could meet with you. ..
I tried to prove you that I am real several times already.
I have sent you a list of paper with my your and my names.
But why don’t you want to believe me? I have sent you also the
copy of my passport. Why don’t you still believe me? 
I am going to try and prove again that I am real. 
I am going to attach you the copy of my visa. And I want you to
understand that I have only serious intentions and I am really
going to come to you. I don’t play any games. I am going to
get your money in Moscow with my passport ( I have sent it
already in my previous letters ) and with my visa. If I am
not real I would not be able to get the money!
And I really want to come to you.
Please, believe me and send me the money. .
I hope that you want to see me and will send me the money. 
I already wrote to you that you could send the money to any office 
of Western Union or MoneyGram in Moscow. Please, send the 
money to my full name. I will be able to get the money without 
any problems.
I just wanted to let you know that you are a very close person
to me. 
You know I often think of us and think how it is to be close,
hold your hand, kiss your face… Sometimes I miss you so much
that even feel a body ache. But hope that very soon the waiting
will be over and I will be with you at last.
In the evenings I sit down and try to imagine our life. There
are so many things that I want to do together. I want to take
care of you and to have a true family. 
It is such a happiness to love and to be loved. And you can’t
imagine how happy I am to know that you love me and I love you. 
When I feel sad, I immediately think of how great it will be to
spend time with you. To go shopping together and then to cook
in the evening, to watch movies, to go dancing together, to read
together, to go out all together. 
Please, write me your thoughts on this, how you imagine us together. 
Take care. 
I need you and I truly hope that you feel the same.
I made a copy of visa by scanner.
But I can't send my pictures now as I am in Moscow now.
I have no here a camera.
I don't think it is a problem as soon I will come to you and you
will be able to see me in real life but not at the pictures.
Kseniya.

My darling XXX,
I see that you don’t trust me. It is very offensive. I see that
you don’t believe me. I have spent so many forces and money to come to Moscow and to get this visa and I see that you don’t appreciate this at all. You have a very strange attitude to me. From one side you write to me come there, that I am good and we could have good relations. From the other side you don’t do anything for us to be together. You write that you don’t believe me, or you have no money, or something else. I think that you just don’t want to be happy. When the one wants to be happy he does everything for this. I did everything I could. But my forces are limited too. I’ve got visa, I came to Moscow. I’ve spent so many forces and money for this. But I feel that you don’t appreciate this. When I asked you about help, you didn’t help me. There is
only one step left before we meet. You just need to send me money for the ticket and that’s it. I have done so much already and I think that I deserve this. And I have already proved to you that I am real many times. I am hurt and offended that you still don’t believe me. And I see only one way from this situation, to come back to my city if you don’t send me money for the ticket. Please, remember that there is only one step left for our happiness. And you should make this step! You should send me money for the ticket.
Kseniya.

Have you got my last letter? Do you want to see me?
I wrote you that I had money for the ticket and I can come
to you without any problems. Please, let me know if you want
me to come to you.
And I am waiting for your reply –

Honey XXX,
I have FANTASTIC NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have found money for buying a ticket to come to you. 
Soon I will be able to come to you. I have found money to buy
an air ticket. Now I need only to buy it and get into the plane.
And in some hours I will appear into your big and tender arms.
My acquaintance gave me money. I am so thankful to her.
Tomorrow She will send me of money to Moscow. I can buy the
ticket after that. I need your phone number. Please, write me
your phone number so I can call you if I can’t write to you.
Internet cafe doesn’t always work here in Moscow. As soon as
I know all the flight details I will call you and let you know
when and where you should meet me. Are you happy, my dear?
Soon I will meet you and will kiss you and hug you tightly.
I miss you badly... You even can't imagine how hard it is to be
here without you... I need you so much...And dream of our soon
meeting.
I also dream of your touch...so tender and passional. I try to
imagine how it is to kiss your lips, your hands, your strong body. 
I imagine how it is to make love to you...
I love you so much that even have a physical ache sometimes.
I need your strong touch, your lips, want to lick every part of
your body.
I know this is only a dream but it will come true very soon.
Everything depends only on us.We just need to be patient and wait. 
But how sweet will be our meeting at last.
I think I would kiss you till death. I am hungry for you, my sweetie.
Hungry for your kiss, for your body. I want you to hold me tightly
and to be with you forever.
Hope you are not scared with my feelings...
I do love you and need you a lot. 
Kseniya.