Emails vom Dezember 2011: Mail 1. Thu, 01. Dec 2011 14:22:26
Hello my dear xxx!!!!
How your affairs? How has passed your day? I am glad to read your letters every day, they warm my heart.
I feel that something connects us with each other. It is possible, that I speak you it early.
Probably, you interested with my last life. On this I have decided to tell to you about it just now.
Earlier I met the guy who for 2 years was more senior than me. He was from Russia. We met him about 3 years.
At us all was good for the time being. We with him were employed and have started to live a high-grade adult life.
He has promoted also the beginnings well to earn, but as soon as he started to earn many money, he began as many them to spend.
He has taken a great interest in a casino. Then he started to not come frequently home or to come drunk. Began to pass work.
He constantly asked me money and when I refused to give to him of them, he beat me and took away money.
I tried with him about it to talk, but our conversation in anything has not resulted, all only became worse.
I have decided that such person is not necessary for me, which does not respect my opinion.
I at all did not represent, that the person can so to change money.
Therefore I want what my favorite person respected, liked and trusted me.
Now I want to tell to you, than I am engaged at leisure. I spoke you, what before dream I read books?
On an extent for a long time I read time love novels. There to be spoken about people loving each other,
About their relations between them, their problems or holidays. One of such books all known "Romeo and Juliet "from William Shakespeare.
On it has been still removed cinema, and it was one of cult films of time. You read this book or looked cinema?
I think, that our relation and in this books are similar, that we cannot meet.
Romeo and Juliet could not meet, because their families were at enmity among themselves.
They have met under complex circumstances when ran at night from a house, they did all for each other.
They drew, as a magnet and they were powerless to extinguish the passion. Love, it very much strong feeling which no subject to associates is.
Much to our regret, at them the tragically end was. You know, every day, I all believe in our happy end more.
My lovely, I am glad only to that I even know you, and we are copied every day.
I hope that all my emotions and feelings are mutual. Came to me, please, your new photo, that I could admire to it everywhere.
I send you a kiss! I wait with impatience of your new letter.
Good-bye. Yours Anastazja
Mail 2. Mon, 05. Dec 2011 13:16:56 Hello xxx!!!!
I am very glad, that you have written to me. What mood at you?
How you have leaded the day? Today at me good mood.
I to you want to tell, that my mood always rises, when I see your letter.
When I read your letter, I overlook about all problems.
You love animals? When I was small, I always asked a cat mum.
But now I adult also have the apartment, on this I have got to myself a cat.
I very much love animals, the cat at my place lives. I very much like to look, how my cat plays.
This unusual and interesting show.
And though certainly pets demand very big attention. And care of them borrows a lot of time.
I nevertheless think that it is that costs. It is pleasant to me, that always when I come home from work, I am waited with a small fluffy animal.
More recently my girlfriends have presented me this cat. My girlfriends well know me and were not mistaken with a gift. I have named it Kesha.
I was very glad to receive as a gift a cat. I remember in the childhood, very much liked to play with a cat.
And how you concern to pets? How in your country relations with pets are?
You have any laws concerning to pets? I never was abroad, and I at all do not present what life at you.
Many people in Russia consider that in the advanced foreign countries it is possible to live very well, nothing doing.
But I think that it very much is not correct. I think, that is possible to live well in any country.
The main thing to work and then you can provide yourself with all necessary.
We in Russia have saying: «without effort, you will not catch also a fish from a pond "

)) I do not think that abroad it «the Gold West ".
In any country to live, it is well necessary to work. And where you would not live, it is impossible to live, good nothing doing. You agree with me?
My father since the childhood spoke me that am necessary to work. He was very hardworking person, and I am in this respect very similar to him.
Now I shall finish my letter. I shall faster send him to you because I know that you wait my letter.
I shall wait your answer.
Yours Anastazja
Mail 3. Wed, 07. Dec 2011 18:47:02 Hello xxx!!!!
How your affairs? I am sure, that you every day with impatience wait for my letter
I hope that you too will always write to me every day and will not force me to worry from that I shall not see your letter.
If I do not see the letter from you, I always am is very sad. Your letters mean for me much.
If I am fair and could not think, that our virtual acquaintance will come so far.
Though I very strongly hoped that all will be so. Also that I shall correspond with such sensitive, fair and kind the man as you.
I am valid so I think and always I try to write to you in all sincerity.
I think only thus it is possible to achieve the best mutual understanding and trust. And in fact it in relations the most important.
Therefore I always write to you in all sincerity. I state all my ideas in the letter.
I think, that even if something will not arrange us, we should inform fairly at once on it each other.
In fact if we shall conceal something from each other or to write not in all sincerity it will not do well for our relations.
Serious relations cannot be under construction on lie and a deceit. You agree with me? It seems to me, that you write to me very fairly and openly.
And it always very much pleases me. In fact it is always very pleasant to read the letter which is written in all sincerity.
I think that if the letter is written not in all sincerity and if the person himself does not trust that writes it rather simply to distinguish.
How many try to write beautifully sensitive, and the open person will always feel, the letter in all sincerity is written whether or not.
It is necessary simply to be able to listen to the heart. Our reason not always can specify to us the correct decision.
And in such cases I am always trusted the heart. If not to listen to the heart it is possible, then all life to regret for it.
If to act against will of the heart then you will always regret for it.
And that you will not make, then to repeat you can not any more.
Therefore if your heart asks you something, always do, so it wants, and you will never regret then, that have not made it.
You agree with me? Many people are sure, that only cold calculation and reason can specify to them a correct way.
But in such affairs as love or friendship the reason not as cannot help us. The reason is not imperious above love.
Any person cannot operate love. It lives in itself and does, as considers it necessary.
To us the main thing to not oppose to it and it will specify to us a way fortunately. I believe in it.
Always I act, as my heart demands from me. To me very interestingly your opinion in this occasion.
I with impatience shall wait for your letter.
Yours Anastazja
p.s 29.03
Mail 4. Mon, 12. Dec 2011 12:13:24 Hello xxx!!!
I am glad to see again your letter and as always with the great pleasure I write to you my answer. How at you an affair today?
How your mood? I hope that at you all is good.
At me all is simply fine in fact I read your letter, and all problems have remained behind walls.
When I write to you the letter, for me there are no all other worlds. I think only of you and about us with you.
All rest leaves on the second plan and loses the importance.
At me yet to time was not such that I came to write to you the letter, and my mood was bad.
And even if somewhere on work I get tired, and to me become sad, I always know how to cheer myself up.
I simply recollect, that now at me you. I recollect, that somewhere away far there is a person who waits my letter and thinks of me.
And me it becomes always more joyful also weariness leaves. And you noticed behind yourself something similar?
If to you your mood becomes suddenly sad also will be bad, you can always recollect, that in far Russia you now have fine girl who as always waits for your letter.
I am sure, that from it becomes necessary for you more easily and more cheerfully.
In fact it is always pleasant to understand, that let, somewhere it is very far, but you have person for whom you are necessary also which thinks of you.
You agree with me? At least, at me occurs so. I frequently recollect about you among my working day.
Sometimes I simply sit and I try to guess, that you now do. Sometimes I simply read your letters, and it becomes easy and pleasant for me on soul.
I have unpacked some your letters. And now, when I am far from the computer, I re-read your letters.
Many my girlfriends ask me to show though a pair of lines from your letter. But I do not allow reading to them.
I think, that you write it only to me and more than it nobody needs to see. You agree with me?
I, certainly, tell to girlfriends about that as far as you the good person.
My girlfriends speak that when I speak them about you, at me always very cheerful shine in eyes.
They speak, that, most likely I am in love with you. But I and cannot understand the feelings.
I want to speak you that now to me occur, something not clear. I never before did not feel anything similar.
I could not understand that it yet. But it forces me to rise every day with pleasure. All associates have noticed that I became more cheerful and have changed.
I do not know that you did with me. But it is always very easy and pleasant for me to communicate with you.
At dialogue with some people it is necessary to think of everyone, a word and you feel it is held very much down.
But with you all at all so. I can communicate with you on any theme. I can speak you all. I am confident, that you will understand me.
And you have something similar?
On it I shall finish my letter. Now I shall wait your answer.
Kiss. Yours Anastazja
p.s 29.03
Mail 5. Fri, 16. Dec 2011 16:45:35 Hi my lovely xxx!!!
I hope, that you not against, if I shall be you so to name. I so am glad to receive from you the letter.
I simply am glad, when I read them, to me very much to like, that you have written to them.
Now you already know about me much enough:) I shall try to tell about myself as much as possible.
I think that we should fairly and directly to speak all each other. Between us there should not be any secrets.
We should trust each other and never deceive each other. Only on trust it is possible to construct good and strong relations.
Only so we can achieve ideal mutual understanding. Any relations should be based on trust, honesty, mutual understanding.
You agree with me? I think that only if two persons completely trust each other, they can be together.
I hope, you agree with me. I feel that you very well understand me. I think that it is very good.
Only if we shall understand well each other, we can construct good relations.
Today I have opened eyes in a bed and looked at hours. Time was 7:00 and I thought of you. I thought, whether there were you already whether or not?!
Then I have risen, put into myself the order. Went on kitchen to prepare for a breakfast. Then I went to watch TV.
On the TV showed transfer about the sea. What it nevertheless fine big. You know, if it is fair, I never was on the sea.
I saw the sea only on the TV. Speak that it very big and infinite:)))
Speak that when you sit on seacoast, air as though salty. You were on the sea?
As though I wanted to lie with you on seacoast that only around there was a blue sky, water, sand, the sun and we together!!
As it is romantic! I so want it. But I think, that we, once can and we organize it, but I do not want to think.
As speak - time will show. Time treats. After I looked this transfer I went to walk in park and to enjoy silent the nature.
It is very strange, that in park was very few person, many people are usual.
Then I was at home and thought, why a life such complex piece?!
First I searched for the person, who will love me and will be true to me as I to him,
And we have found each other, but now we wait for our time and it is very hurt in heart because, we yet together.
But means such our vital stage which we should pass together.
I think, that the life shares on stages, that is look, now we while far apart
And we should maintain it until while we shall not be together, we should sustain it and then the god will award us!
And we shall be happy and so each and any stage! And you did not think of it?!
Certainly, now it is not easy for both of us, but we should live and suffer this period!
And I believe, that will be and will be very fast that day where we shall be together and we shall stay together for ever!!!
We should be waited, hoped and trusted only! It is possible, that I very much early speak you about all this. If it so that tell to me.
Do not hesitate.
I hope, that you will answer my letter.
Yours Anastazja
Mail 6. Wed, 21. Dec 2011 07:13:23 Hello my lovely xxx:)
I was glad to receive today your letter:)
My heart was filled with pleasure and happiness when I read your letters. In my ideas recently only words from your letters.
For me it is very strange, because I never about what did not think so much.
But now I all ideas wait for a lunch break or the end of work faster to come and read your letter.
Earlier, I also did not think, that it will be pleasant for me to receive letters from the person whom I know from the Internet.
It seems to me, that I and it have changed after acquaintance to you.
My girlfriend has noticed that I began to smile more, became more cheerful and cheerful.
She considers that all this thanking dialogue with you. Probably, she and rights. Probably, with you I shall become the happy girl.
Certainly, I in the last letter to you have a little told about my desires and dreams.
It is possible, that it will be valid to take place to be in the near future. We with you still can think of it.
I think, that you completely agree with my words and ideas concerning told:)
You know, sometimes I have ideas that would be with me if we have not got acquainted with you.
I am simply grateful to people which have thought up the Internet that due to them I can communicate with you
And to share my ideas and desires with you, my lovely friend.
With the help of the Internet for our relations has no value of distance, border, and country. All worlds now as on a palm.
The Internet helps to reduce distances and to overcome borders. Due to the Internet we have got acquainted.
Due to the Internet we could better learn each other. Only with the help of the Internet you became very close to me.
I also did not think, that is possible to find the happiness through the Internet. Only now I start to understand, that for love there is no distance.
The love does not give in to an explanation. The love cannot be foreseen. It is impossible violently to force to grow fond of the person.
It is impossible to stop loving the person only to that so would be desirable you. The love lives in itself. The love does not submit to anybody.
This light feeling comes itself when to it will take in head.
But if it nevertheless has appeared at the person it is necessary to protect it as the most light and fine that only can in a life.
Only the love can make the person the happiest. And only the love can make the person very unfortunate.
The love plays a huge role in human life. The destiny of the person can strongly vary with arrival of love.
There is such expression: «the Love will rescue the world ". I think that it is quite correct.
Love this unique feeling which has passed through time. Hundred years ago people liked each other.
And now since then has changed nothing. Love the lightest feeling which is at people.
Due to love people, as a rule, appear on light. If I the daddy has not grown fond of my mum I never would be born.
So I am obliged to love a life. Only the love forces to do people good acts. The love gives forces and inspires.
The love allows believing in itself. Love this huge happiness. There is nothing in the world such that could replace love.
You agree with me?
I frequently like to argue on themes which excite me.
And I am glad, that now I have person with whom I can share the reflections and experiences.
I am confident, that you very good person. Probably, such the man as you I searched for many years.
I at all do not regret that have got acquainted with you.
Probably, in the future we with pleasure shall recollect that day when I wrote the first time to you:)
I with impatience wait for your letter.
Your girlfriend Anastazja
p.s Mira 12 Irkutsk
Mail 7. Sat, 24. Dec 2011 12:50:47 Hello xxx!!!
How your affairs? Than you today were engaged?
How passes Christmas?
My kitten, at us in Russia today-10 and in the street very much is a lot of snow...
We do not mark in Russia Christmas on December, 24; we mark Christmas on January, 7.
But the Christmas at us not such big holiday as New Year, in Russia now Christmas is not marked almost, I do not know why.
In Russia the biggest holiday is New Year. New Year is marked very roughly and cheerfully,
In the street it is a lot of garlands, in city centre there is a fur-tree or her as name a Christmas tree,
It is a lot of people in city, all very cheerful. Very big and fine salute and is a lot of crackers!
Speak that if in New Year to think to itself of desire, only for itself it will necessarily come true.
Today I shall go to mum. At her it is a lot of snow and she will need to be helped. I will not be 3 days. Do not lose me!!
I shall write to you in 3 days.
I congratulate you on Christmas!!! I wish you all most good, health, happiness, love!!!
Up to a meeting!! Yours Anastazja