So habe mich weiter mit dieser Dame beschäftigt und jetzt zum Schluss weiß sie leider nicht einmal ihren Namen. Traurig:( Hello, my dear xxx!!!
I am very happy to have a chance to write to you my letter today. You
know, I waited for your message impatiently. It is such a nice
dependence on your letters! Is everything ok with you? Did you manage
to do everything you had planned? I hope that these days bring you
only positive emotions.
You know, yesterday I talked to my Mum over the telephone and asked
her about the main pillar which keeps her marriage with my father so
long. My Mum said that the most important thing for her is trust and
devotion. The people can quarrel, they can misunderstand each other,
but when the trust disappears and you cannot believe your partner
anymore the relations stop immediately. You know, I totally agree with
my Mum, as to me trust and faith in the partner are essential. Being
an open-minded and sincere person I want to believe that other people
are the same. You cannot even imagine how many times I burned my
fingers in the past. I trusted people and they betrayed me. Do you
think that I have become more cautious? No. I keep on believing the
people. Perhaps, I am too naive, I do not know. I just know my nature
- I am always ready to help those who need me. I do it from the bottom
of my heart and never ask for appreciation. In fact, all the members
of my family are the same.
Dear, it is so funny that I am so serious while talking to you. I
mean, I try to talk to you about serious things and discuss the main
essence of people's relations. Perhaps, I just do not want to fail in
my search. While talking to you I feel only positive emotions. It is
not difficult for me to discuss with you different topics, to share
with you my emotions. It is because I have the feeling that you
understand me.
Frankly speaking, today I came to the office of the translation firm
with unpleasant news. I do not want to overload you with unnecessary
information. I just have to admit that it has become very difficult
financially for me to keep our letters translated. I know that it is
my problem which I have to solve by myself. I just want to apologize
for being so weak. Because of my incident with the flood I had to
invest all the savings into the redecoration of my neighbors'
bathroom. I hate myself for being so inattentive.
You cannot even imagine how much I want to continue our
correspondence. I even tried to use the on-line translator in the hope
that it will help us somehow. But the result was even worse than I
expected. You know that I have put all my soul in our correspondence.
What should I do in this situation? I feel so depressed that I have to
share with you this problem. I do not want to build the relations on
financial dependencies. I want to have pure relations in which both
partner are like a single whole. My dear man, please, tell me how I
should solve this issue, as I am so afraid of losing you. Yes, I am
weak and helpless right now. What if I cannot write to you anymore? It
will be a real stroke for me. Dear, perhaps, I will give you the
e-mail address of the translation company which helps me. Perhaps, its
manager will give us some advices. The address is the following:
magictranslation@gmail.com. Of course, I am not insisting. I just do
not know what to do... Please, do not be angry with me. If I could, I
would everything in my power to keep on writing to you. I do not want
to lose you, believe me... I want to hope that you won't leave me. I
want to believe that everything will be great. I am sorry for this sad
letter. I did not want to disappoint you, really.
I send you my kisses and hugs
Your Alina