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Mein letzter Brief von der Dame:


Hi xxxx
I very long did not dare to open today your letter.
All the day long I was tortured by thoughts on how you can understand me and mine 
Last life.
All the day I stayed in a condition of very strong experience and could not concentrate on work.
Many people surrounding me noticed my anxiety. And even my daddy has noticed strangeness of my behaviour.
I said to everything, that is simple very badly myself I feel and for this reason at me such kind.
Patrick actually all the day long I very strongly worried today and thought of that as you can understand me.
Now, having read your letter, I understand that all my experiences were 
Are vain.
It was very pleasant to me to read your letter today and to observe that that you with understanding you concern me.
It very well that you could understand me and have not turned away from me after I to you it have told all.
xxxxfor me it was very important to tell to you about that as once my love has been very strongly humiliated.
It did not give me rest and to me it became much easier after you could know all.
Now I feel as my soul gets calmness and my mood becomes very good.
You very good man and I understand that you absolutely another and not such as my former beloved Julio.
In dialogue with you I feel absolutely differently and you are glad that 
Has appeared in my life.
xxxxxyou are very nice to me. I always with the big pleasure read your letters and that that new I learn in you.
Yes I understand what probably still very early to do conclusions after all we with you never met in a real life.
I not the silly girl also do not wish to repeat the errors in a life twice. Now I concern dialogue with men much more firmly.
But that that to me is prompted in my soul, that by you absolutely other man. You are not capable of such mean acts.
In dialogue with you I understand nobleness of your character and yours 
Decency of the real man
xxxxmy interest to you very great and I with the big trembling concern ours with you to dialogue.
This afternoon I thought of you and about that much as are significant for me 
Your letters.
I feel that strong inclination to your person and for me it 
Becomes more every day.
My today was full of experiences and thoughts on you and volume that you mean in my life
Now I understand that you become for me very close man with 
Which to me it is very good.
xxxxI notice as me disturb my feelings not giving rest to my soul and filling me the big trembling of emotions.
I very long worried about how you can understand my life and mine 
The relation with the man.
xxxxunderstand that I am afraid to fall in love again!!!!! But at the same time very strongly I want that in my life there was a love.
For me this very serious feeling which does not allow to me to be quiet and I with experience concern it.
Once the feeling of love has very strongly broken my soul and the heart trauma was great.
I do not wish to suffer again and I hope for that that to a smog to make the correct 
Love choice in the life.
Without love difficultly and alone to live. After all only the love can make the person on the present happy.
It seems to me that I am worthy to have this feeling in the life.
xxxx I understand that our dialogue with you absolutely differs from
Dialogue out of the Internet.
But learning you every day more and more - I understand that draught of affinity for you which gives to my soul that trembling of feelings.
Now I wish to understand myself to understand the feelings.
I wish to visit wood to have walk alone with myself and
The thoughts.
Patrick it is necessary for me to understand itself and firmly to be defined in the feelings and experiences which do not give me rest.
Tomorrow I will necessarily write you all thoughts.
I as will wait for your letter and your pleasant phrases.
Irina

 

Hello xxxx
Today I was most waiting for your letter and your beautiful phrases.
xxxx I was very happy to read and feel your letter.
Yesterday I had to go through a lot of much speculation about his life and of our communion with you.
In order to meet with my thoughts, I committed a forest walk and there was one.
I thought for a long time and have thought about the feelings that troubled me lately.
xxxx I thought about you a lot and smiled, knowing and making sure what you are a great man.
I am very grateful to his fate, because she gave me a familiarity with such a man as you.
To me, you've become a lot more than just a friend and the man with whom I talk to for fun.
In the last days of our communication with you, I became increasingly notice the intense craving for thee.
And I've thought a lot about how I feel about you. Should I get so treats you.
I understand that you are a very noble man and intelligent. Your letters bring a lot of joy into my life.
xxxx I just thought a lot about his life and how I live now and to strive for.
My thoughts were sad because I really realize how my life is very different from other people's lives.
In my life there are so many good moments that bring joy and good feelings in my life.
I can not complain about my life because I have good living parents and faithful friends.
But I know what I missing in my life and without which my life seems very monotonous and gray.
I am a long time thinking about love while on a walk in the woods and how important it is to human life.
Without love, life becomes very monotonous, and it does not have those emotional feelings that make the heart beat awe.
It seems to me that only love makes a person happy each passing day his even if he was not very successful.
I understand that just having love in life, and feeling a mutual love of the person whom you love, you feel very happy.
Love can be different. I am very sorry for those people who love without reciprocity.
I also understand and are already convinced of this on their own experience that there are people who know how to use other people's feelings of love.
This is a very vile people, and I despise these people.
But I know that there is in this world, true love and truly believe in it.
It seems to me that I am worthy to have such a love in my life. I am sad to realize how much she needed me.
xxxx I for a long time thinking about you and about what I feel for you and as I am aware of these feelings.
For me communication with you is a completely different part of my life. For me, it is becoming every day more and more important.
I knew a long time and admire your character and your attitude towards my life.
xxxx I understand that you are a very unique man in many respects very similar to that of a man whom I have always dreamed of.
His keen understanding of my own life and respect for her you conquered my feelings and my heart.
You alone could not fully understand my simple life and take it like it is.
In communicating with you I feel like it really is. I'm not afraid to show you strange.
Because I know that you can understand me.
Yesterday, I thought very long about it all and I felt this thrill that fills my heart.
Now it seems clear that a strong thrill of my emotions.
xxxxI want to tell you about it and express your feelings.
I like you!
Of course I can not say that it is love. Yet it reveals the sense of full time.
But then how much I like you I can not hide. I feel that from this sympathy to true love - one step.
Maybe they have mixed together already.
Now I am telling you this with all my heart and wish you could understand me.
xxxx for me you have become a very fit man in my life and I understand what you're doing it  happier than she is.
I am very sorry that I can not now say that you look into your eyes.
xxxx I think that you became my gift to my fate and I am very grateful for that.
Now I'm trying to express to you all that is in my soul.
I feel happy. I hope that you will be able to answer me with their mutual feelings.
In my mind a lot of space for you and now there are only thinking about you.
xxxxI feel the way you need me.
I do not know how you can take to my emotions.
I do not know if you can accept me and if I could hope for your reciprocity.
But I want to make you know how I feel about you.
xxxx you have become a very important man in my life.
Please write me a letter about how you feel about me?
For me now it is very important!
Maybe you just need to be time to think and sort out their feelings.
Maybe you do not understand what a young girl could go to such feelings with a few letters.
I do not know how to react to all of you my word.
But know that I can understand you.
Even if you do not take it all.
I have great trepidation I will wait your letter.
Irina

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