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Von: Elena <nogotkii@yahoo.com>
An: xxx <xxx>
Gesendet: Montag, den 17. Mai 2010, 12:24:01 Uhr
Betreff: Hello!!!
xxx!
Today I want to write a serious and important letter.
Important for me, and important for you. Important for us. I reflected
long yesterday about us and about our future. What do we have and what
expects us???? We have wonderful correspondence: kind, gentle,
beautiful and careful letters. We het wonderful emotions every day. We
dream much. But actually we haven’t anything. Anything! It is just
letters, it is just dreams. It is not a reality, it is not a life.
Peter , I adore your letters. You really changed my world. You touched
my heart, presented beautiful dream to me. But it is impossible to
correspond eternally. It is impossible to live only for the sake of
letters. It is impossible to live in illusion. Letters. Letters. What
give us letters, except reflexions and hopes??? Letters cannot
embrace. Letters cannot give a kiss. Letters can not touch my hand and
present a smile. Letters are not you. I want to be with you. I looked
for the man for a real life. That’s why I think, that our time has
come. There is no sense further to write and write letters. It is
silly. It is silly to waste the time and to fly above heaven. We
should check up our relations. We should check up our feelings. We can
write one million beautiful words. But only the real meeting is able
to change our life. Only the real meeting will give us a chance to
realize everything, to understand force of our emotions, to understand
our prospects. I hope, you understand me!!??? I cannot live more
without you. I cannot just dream any more. I wish to act. Peter , soon
I’ll have my holiday, my vacation. It is very soon. I can and I would
liketo arrive to you. It is very important for me. I think for you
too!? We should meet, meet in a real life, talk, walk, be together.
Love!!! We should find our way to our future. I do not want to waste
time, to wait and to suffer in loneliness. I do not want to be alone.
I am afraid to lose you. When I will arrive, I can see your life, your
world. I hope it will be soon, when your world become my world. That’s
why I should take this step towards our dream. All loses meaning if I
cannot be with you together. These letters, these hopes. My life is
empty without you! That’s why I should be with you. I hope, you
understand and agree. Do you accept my Idea about our meeting? What do
you think about it? Do you want to have our meeting? It is not
necessary to wait and write more than a letter. It is necessary to be
together. To be TOGETHER!!! I do not want to break my heart, I do not
want to waste my time and hopes. I want to be with you!!!! ONLY WITH
YOU! My darling if you agree (I am assured you are agree). I can go to
a travel agency tomorrow. I’d like to learn about conditions of my
travel to you. I do not want to lose even one day. I want to be only
with you. I am assured, only you can make me happy. Please, write me
your opinion. Should I go to a travel agency and learn about my travel
to you? I’d like to get an exact answer. I think you can understand
me. I hope you! I’m waiting your letter very much. I hope, I wait and
I worry. I love you!!! I love and wait!
Yours and only yours Elena!