Armes Mädel! Ist ja wirklich Schlimm in dem Flüchtlingslager und wie gerne sie doch in eine eigene kleine Wohnung ginge... aber konkrete Geldforderungen stehen noch aus.
Eigentlich wollte sie Krankenschwester in D lernen... jetzt ist sie plötzlich eine -- so ne Ausbildung kann in Afrika schon mal schneller gehen.
Das nix an weiteren Bildern kommt ist ja wohl der Brüller.
My dearest Carl
I thank you for your honest intensions my dearest Carl and i am happy that you meant well for our relationship. Darling please how is the operation healing, i hope is fine this morning? Well i am a nurse, i would have help you to take care of the wound once the cord are removed. Well just take it easy and relax yourself, it will be over soon. I adore your immense adoration about me and it will glad you to know that i am going to give you all the love i have inside me. Just for you to know, i am given you the power, authority and love to take my body, is all yours, but it will be only when i see you face to face soonest.
Sweetheart, how I wish words could express the thoughts that I have towards you. If I should say I love YOU then the greater percent of my words are still unexpressed. But of course, I must say something ... my heart beats for you, and my heart longs for you and to only you now my dearest Carl, take it and have it is all yours. My body have been empty for two years now, nobody cares, just like an Angel you walk into my life and guide to your part of destiny, where rainbow and beautiful flowers smile at our love, i know we meet not quite long but, your love promises is what i need, your care and support is all i want. I will give you all the love, care and anything a woman can give to her husband. You don't need to ask me because my whole body crave for your touch, can you feel my body, can you feel the scent of the ocean of my body close to you?. This are the ways i want you to know i am all yours this day Carl. Darling i thank you, you can call me
anything that you like, Honey, Jolie, or my English name, anything, you can even call me your beautiful darling... i am so flattered by your love and care.
My darling Carl, as you may well know now, i am in the Refugee camp here in Dakar, is as a result of the killing of my parents and two brothers last Year May. I have many things i want to let you know but that will be when i see you face to face, i will tell you so many things about me, when you carry me in your arms and i look into your eyes to tell you all about me. I will not say anything now because we need to see and i hope you will understand and try and see me also.
However, here i am in the camp, is very strict, our movement are restricted to a point, we are controlled like animals and it make s my to cry all the day. I never dream i will be kept like a dog in my life. Well that is the prize i have to pay so that i would not be killed by Jihad Islams in my former Country Sudan. Here in the camp, there are no good water, no good food, no proper medical care, people die here most at times, like last week 3 people die because of lack of medical care and hunger. I am always afraid but i know by your love, i will make it to the end. So as you can see, i am not feeding anything so easy as it seems to be. I have to beg from camp securities before i am allowed to even write letters to you. My life here in this camp is a misery and i need your compassionate heart and care.
I was thinking if i could get a little accommodation outside the Refugee camp, i tried to ask the Reverend father if i could have such a little accommodation, he told me yes that is possible but that i need to pay for my release and get some papers. That was 3 months back. So i don't know what you think about this my darling. Also if i get a little accommodation when you come you may not need to go to the hotel to stay, so we need to stay together in my room until you get my traveling papers done. But all this will be when i know your mind towards me.
My darling so i would love to get a small apartment of my own and get for my release from this Refugee camp. I will hope you understand me my dearest Carl. If i can get a small apartment it will be ok to manage my life, until you come to me or i come to Germany.
Darling Carl, before i close this letter,i want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time if we understand ourselves. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me.I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. You are my soul mate, and I vow to love you all eternity. I love you, my strong Carl.
I am giving you my kisses and the very depth of my body and soul to you... take it darling and keep it safe. Happy NEW YEAR.
Yours ever
Lorna, your Jolie
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