Hi my most dear friend Marcus. I very pleased to see your letter, and I think

you'll pleased to see mine also. I'm always very glad receive your letters. with us. 

It is very pleasant. Today I would like to talk with you about meal. I very much 

like preparing. If I don't work as a manager, probably I'll be cook.

Cooking is basis of health, cherishing life of family. I know many recipes of 

for my friends. I very much love my friends. Now YOU in my life... You my friend 

too. Can I so think? I very much would want think you my FRIEND. I really want 

to know you, to speak with you, to take your hand and see your eyes. Probably it 

is very sincere now, but it is true, and I do not want to hide it. I always 

speak true and I do not like, when people - lie. I hate it. I very much like to 

dream. I am a dreamer.... I do not know good it is or bad. Since the childhood I 

dreamed. My teacher somehow told to us: "You must forget about your dreams!" She 

has told, that dreams do not bring happiness. She has told, that dreams bring 

only a pain and disappointment. May be she was right. Actually dreams come true 

not always. It happens, you have to do everything, all forces and all your 

aspiration to reach this purpose. But frequently it is not enough. Not 

everything in this life depends on us. Destiny! Her strong and invisible hands 

easily rearrange lives and hearts people. And then dream stops to be a desirable 

star, when it is failed during long time. But anyhow, I think, that impossible 

live, without dream and hope. When you have dream, our lifes is filled with 

sense. Dreaming, life becomes more interesting and more various. You start to 

think, analyze, choose and make decision. And each small victory, each defeated 

obstacle on your way to dream, each following step to your dream brings great 

pleasure. Your heart is filled with belief and hope. And you are inspired with 

thing, which waits for you in the end. You remember pleasure of victories and 

the defeated purposes better than a pain of losses and disappointments. For this 

reason I like to dream, though my dreams comes true not so often as I want. I am 

surprised, that I write to you all this. Marcus, I never had the person with 

whom I could share my ideas. But now I have found you, and I am very pleased. I 

don't judge people whence they - or what color of skin they are. Sometime I 

would like to leave Russia. But only, I do not know when? Nobody waits for me 

there. Marcus, your letters is the only thing now for me, outside of Russia. 

Your letters - a part of my life now. I very much would want so think. And I 

estimate it very much. You became very important for me. And to be frank, I am 

day, even if I cannot answer you every day. I shall answer you anyway. Marcus, 

your letters give me forces, and my day is filled with pleasure. I hope, that 

you have not become angry. I shall wait for your letter with impatience. And now 

I want to ask you some questions: do you love people and what do you think about 

children living in a orphanage?Do you belive in love? Love at first sight? 

I'm waiting for your letter. 


                                       Yours Yana

Hi my dear friend Markus. I waited this minute to answer you with impatience.

I am very glad my letter was pleasant to you. 




I belive in love at first sight. But it's not a love as everyone think. It is 

such strange feeling... You feel that this person is pleasant to you also you 

want to communicate with him or her. Just you only think that it's love. Happens 

more often, that you or this person will be disappointed... 




Your letters become so close to my heart, and I am pleased to see them like a 

child. You write very pleasant letters. Your words are so pleasant, I feel 

myself...in heavens. Please, write me every day, even two words, I must know 

with you everything - is good. I shall be sure for you and I shall not worry. 

Your first e-mail was small light of sun when I have opened door on the other 

hand was the whole new world, which I never saw earlier. Beautiful, absolutely 

another and full of surprises. These relations, which we have begun through 

e-mail - begining new long friendship which could develop something more? 




I very much liked your country. It is absolute other country, not similar as 

ours. I very much would want to begin a life in your country. Sometime.... Love 

is such intoxicating narcotic, which makes do mad, but sometimes funny actions. 

Today I spoke with my boss, I have asked him to 

use the Internet at least 25-30 minutes in day. He promised to think about it. I 

cant let him deprive me my private life how much it cost me. I have the most 

dear person, you Markus, I have understood it clearly yesterday when I went in 

park and thought about you. I have closed my eyes and thought about you. A wind 

was blowing, it scutched my hairs and enveloped my body by its chilly freshness. 

I don't know why, but I thought that you changed in wind, and you tenderly 

touched my hairs with you invisible hands. It seemed to me that I am situated 

somewhere near you. And my heart began beating as never before. I was so 

pleasant and I was ready to yell from happiness. People who were passing near 

me, probably thought, I am a strange lady, they saw me sitting on the bench with 

closed eye and smiling. But I didn't think about their opinion. I went and 

thought about you. It so, so heated my mood. I like to go along the street and 

breath fresh air, especially when the weather is warm. Actually I do not want to 

go home. It is very boringly and alone at home. Markus, sometimes I do not 

mention it, but sometimes when I come home with good mood, I very much want to 

speak, to share ideas with anyone, to have an entertainment. But my apartment is 

empty, and I should be in full loneliness. And my good mood disappears. I simply 

sit in an armchair and I look at a window or I prepare for a meal, may be 

moment I understand that I just deceive myself. In fact I want a beloved person 

to be near me, with whom I could spend evenings, to meet morning, to speak about 

yesterday and to dream about tomorrow day. I want to walk and to feel a strong 

man arm holds me. I don't want to cook meals only for myself. I want somebody to 

appreciate it. But Markus, enough about it. I should perform my work. I having 

not enough time. I shall wait for your letter tomorrow. I shall wait your 

pleasant words. 




                           Yours faithfully Yana

                           

Hi, again Markus. I'm glad to see your letter today. I dreamed during my

childhood, and I'm dreaming now. Of course, world of dreams - illusory world. 

But it is only thing I can do. 




We still a little know about each 

other. Make a travel will not be a problem for me. Two reasons will not allow me 

to arrive to you right now. The first reason - I know about you not so much, and 

you too know about me a little. We are know each other only some days. But 

probably, these days the best time in my daily and not so interesting life. You 

became very much and very important close to me! I began understand it now when 

I'm waiting for your letters with impatience. Markus, I very much worry when 

I'm reading your letters... My heart is beaten so quick! We should be sure in 

"TOMORROW", we'll see... We live in a real life, therefore we cannot plunge into 

the world of dreams and imaginations long time. When a dream becomes obsession, 

it can bring only pain and disappointment. Practically dreams do not always 

realize. It happens that you use all power, all aspiration to make the dream 

come true. But as much you try, not all in this life depend on us. When the 

dream for a long time does not come true, as though you did not try, dream 

ceases to be that star, which will be for you lighthouse in ocean of the life, 

which will illuminate your way. But anyway Markus, I think that it is 

impossible to live without dreames and hopes. When there is a dream, the life is 

filled with sense. he dreams are those things that do us people that 

distinguishes us from the whole rest alive world. The dreams contribute variety 

in ordinary and grey life. The dreams force to think, analyse, choose and come 

forgive me please. Markus, do you like when your friends come to your home? 

And are you the quick-tempered person? I have a very warm feeling inside from 

all the things you have said about, how you feel when you think about me? My day 

brightens tremendously whenever I see an e-mail from you. I will wait for your 

letter with impatience. 




                              Yana, waiting for you...

Hello my dear Markus! I am very glad to receive your letter today. It was so

pleasant to see yours letter in inbox. Thank you Markus that you do not forget 

about me and write me constantly. It's so very pleasant. 




Thank you Markus that you are very attentive to me and also attentively read 

my letters. Thank you Markus for your attention. The attention and care - is 

very much high qualities. In our fast life we have no time for all this. But 

reading your letters, I see that you are not such as all others men... Your 

letters are filled with good feelings. I read it and I feel myself absolutely in 

another way. I do not know how explain it to you... I always wait your letters 

with impatience. It always brings to me so much delightful feelings. I am very 

glad that have met you Markus. Warm and tenderness - only thing I need. It is 

a problem of Russian men. Russian women makes everything for the man, for 

family. But she does not receive anything from him. Yes, the majority of women 

devoted to loved favourite man. Only need to 

woman - some sensitive words and touch of his hands, and... understanding. This 

thing does not suffice in our life. Markus, really it is so difficult? I 

think, that not so difficult present your lady romantic evening and a supper 

with candles, but in Russia, as a rule, woman gives such gift, not the man... 

When woman carries heavy bags in the street, any man will not help her, he only 

will reject his sight and will go further. Why he should help woman? For this 

reason Russian woman never feels yourself HAPPY LADY in her heart. I don't think 

I am a beautiful lady, Russian men usually see in women sexual object. They 

believe, that the woman only should work, prepare and entertain the man when he 

wants it. Offend the woman - a usual thing for Russian men. Very much frequently 

meets, that the man beats his wife in house. Any respect, only in dream... Again 

dreams... Markus as you know, I like to prepare, but sometimes I would like to 

receive simple tenderness, love and attention. I do not want to offend all men, 

intentions... They gradually leave my life. But only with one person I wanted to 

create family... This man deceived me. He slept with other women, even when he 

has suggested me to be his wife. I have found out about it later. It was seemed 

that he is very serious in his intentions... When he told me, that he could not 

constantly be with one woman. I could not suffer it anymore. My soul was wounded 

very much and broken. Since this moment I'm very seriously concern to relations 

to this theme... Now I would like to tell you about our beautiful city. 




As you already know, that I live in Cheboksary. It is one of the most green cities 

of the world! City at us small, but very beautiful. In the summer it{he} is similar 

to a turning green grove with Set of parks and parkways. things. I should finish my 

letter. I want to ask you Markus, what makes you happy? What was the best gift which 

you received from the woman? I am timid, but I have kissed you hotly. 







                 With the best regard, sincerely yours Yana