hello John!Thanks for your anxiety on Svetlana. her illness, It is not dangerous,but has demanded to place her in hospital, to take the small review.Now doctors have learned all and it is probable tomorrow, or the dayafter tomorrow she already will leave from hospital, but will becompelled to spend still some days home to provide rest.I hope that with Melissa, now all is good?I have prepared for an apple pie.My favourite music is quieter under which I can have a rest and relaxin the best way. After the heavy working day.On photo Irina is on the middle, and Svetlana at the left.At once I want to tell John, that Svetlana sends you hercongratulations. I was in hospital, and we carried out her birthdayvery well. I wanted to bakee a small pie, but it appeared opposite.The pie was huge. It weighed two kg when I have brought it inhospital, we have divided it into a set of parts; both all doctors andsome patients who were in this small branch - saws tea and eat a pietogether with us, and everyone was pleased and happy. I have broughtmany balloons. She was very pleased and grateful to me. Day isremarkable today, and weather is good. The sun shines all the daylong. To add to all it, I have your letter, and my happiness has nolimits. So concerning your weather? There can be today after work Ishall take walk. I like to go along the street and to inhale freshair, is especial when weather of heat, even in the winter. Actually Ido not want to go home. At home - it is very boring and lonely.Sometimes I do not notice it, but sometimes when I come home with goodmood, I want to speak very much, to divide ideas with anyone, to havean entertainment. But my apartment is empty, and I should be in fullloneliness. And my good mood disappears. I simply sit in an armchairand I look at a window. And when the silence deafens me when I hearmovement of my eyelashes, during that moment the hoop of lonelinesscompresses my heart. I can listen to music or read the book. I can goto my friends. But through some moment I understand, that I onlydeceive me. Actually I want, that the beloved person was about me withwhom I could spend evenings, meet morning, speak about yesterday anddream of tomorrow day. I want to go and feel, that the strong hand ofthe person holds me. I do not want to prepare I peep only for medirectly. I want, that someone has estimated it John. But I thinkenough of it. Hello John, again. I started to write the letter inthe morning. The heavy working day today was. My working day arrivesto the end soon. But, one employee has brought here to her small son,and she has asked me to care of him because she should leave urgentlywithin several hours. The boy knows me very well. he already sometimes remained with me and wasted time. As our works of clinic till22.00, we can be here up to the end of the working day. His mum worksin our clinic only a few months, and she has no any friends orrelatives here. For this reason I already have some times helped her.her son - the amusing boy. he has told to me, that tomorrow he withmum should go to the dentist to consider his bad tooth. I have askedhim: Of what you dream? he has answered, that he dreams to beginadults because adults have no problems with a teeth. It was soamusing. I frequently recollect the childhood. I always dreamed tobegin adults as soon as possible. As each child I completely believed,that adults have no problems in general. I dreamed in the childhood,and I dream now. Certainly, the world of dreams - the illusory world.We live in a real life so we should not decrease in the world ofdreams and imaginations during long time. When the dream becomesobsession, it can bring only a pain and disappointment. Our dreams arecarried out not always. It happens, that you use all energy, allaspiration to force dream to be carried out. But irrespective of thefact how tensely you try, not, all in this life depends on us. Whenthe dream during long time is failed, the dream stops to be a starwhich was for you a beacon at ocean of a life. But anyhow, I think,that is impossible to live without dreams and hopes. When there is adream, the life is filled with sense. Our dreams compel us to think,analyze, choose and come to a conclusion. Belief and Hope - eternalsatellites of our lives. And regardless of the fact that waits you inthe end, we remember pleasure of victories better, than disappointmentand a pain of defeats. Unless you do not agree? I am surprised, that Iwrite all this to you John. I never had the person with whom Ifelt conveniently in division of my ideas. But now I have found you,and I am very pleased. Forgive to me for my frankness. If I have told,that something superfluous forgives me please. I can ask some smallquestions? You like to sleep, or to rise early in the morning? Youlike to kiss? (Smile) you - good the one who kisses? (Smile) Does youlike, when your friends arrive to your house, or you prefer to go tofriends. I adore, when Svetlana or Irina arrive to my apartment. Youlike to see what clothes in lady? I shall wait for your letter withimpatience.your Aniya
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