Dear Markus !!!!!!!!!!! How you? How your mood? I hope that all fine.
I at once want to inform you that yesterday I to buy dog. It is small
black dog with beautiful green eyes, I have given a nickname to this
dog "Sidar". Now I shall live in an apartment not one. In general it
is mine first dog in life. Markus, I always considered that the home
animal as against some people is the large friend. Business that the
animal never will betray and will not forget about the owner. Yes, it
is possible it ridiculously to compare an animal to the man..........
To what I speak all this? I want to tell to you about that why I has
remained is lonely and why I do not leave in marriage for the first
man which to like me. Three years back I have met the man in which I
have fallen in love also to which has opened the heart. I thought what
is it that, that unique man which is necessary to me and with which I
can connect the life. Unfortunately, and it is possible even to best
has appeared not so. That his deceit has opened practically before
most our wedding. This the man worked the driver of the large lorry
and often went in business trips in other cities. From the business
trips this the man constantly brought to me set of gifts, at meeting
spoke that missed for me and that he likes me most on
light............... But it was the deceit from his party which
completely casually has opened for me. I always trusted this to the
man and many questions on his life did not ask. But once him passport
has got to me and in it was written that he has family the other city
and two small daughters. Has appeared that the job it the man did not
consist in going in business trips in other cities. By business trips
he named trips to other city to the family.. .............. To me up
to tears were insulting and I was compelled to tear our relations.
Certainly this the man came to me and was sorry. But how he so could
act with me, and as with the family? You see at him two small girls
grow up. After that it was heavy, but I always was supported by the
friends and girlfriend. All to me spoke that I still meeting am
correct for myself the man. Actually I do not doubt what is it will
take place, but question when? This history is as one of the reasons
why I have addressed in internet in searches of the second half.
Paradox, but in Russia the women are correct to the men, and in Europe
and Northern America on the contrary men are correct to the wives.
Markus, if I am not right that correct me. I always thought that in
the relations between the man and woman most important it: love, sex,
complete mutual understanding............. But now I consider what
most important is honesty, whether not so Markus ? How much time you
were deceived? What you thus felt? Yes, it is very heavy to speak and
to recollect it and only time treats old insults. I have to you one
question on which I would like to receive the answer. Probably in my
letters I write much nonsenses ????????? If so, inform me about it. As
inform me about what you would like to speak with me and we shall
speak necessarily about it. Well my dear, it is all on today and I
shall finish this letter. Today morning at me finished oranges from
which I each morning prepared orange juice on this to me still it is
necessary to hurry in shop. I hope that you will write to me in the
near future, I shall answer necessarily your new letter as soon as I
shall have on this time. Good day and excellent mood Markus. Your
friend from Russia Anastasiya