Ganz schlau die kleine. Kleine Andeutungen machen und dann wieder als zu früh eingestuft: Hello my dear Xxxxxx!!!
How are you? How your mood? Thank for your e-mail. Your message are
very pleasant to me. Reading your letters I start to think of us with
you more and more, I think at us something really can turn out. Xxxxxx,
what you on it will tell? You very much like me, and even more than
like. I want to tell I haves new emotions, in my quiet soul. For me it
is unusual to begin relations with the e-mail. That there is a
distance between us pulls my ideas to you. I already for a long time
have understood, that if there are some difficulties to achieve the
purpose - the desire to achieve this the purposes is increasing.
Probably it is one of those things which forces me to reflect
frequently about you. I think I should grasp your heart, Xxxxxx, and
you cannot struggle with this female magic. I think that you very
reliable and fair person. It very much in you is pleasant to me.
Xxxxxx, we communicate with you already enough time, that I could speak
about more personal things. I would like to learn about your dreams
(I have in view of about what you you dream, that is about plans for the
future). If you have dreams, and do not hide it I would like to learn
it. What your most secret dreams? You had what dreams in the
childhood, whether your dreams have come true? Personally I always
wanted to jump with a parachute. I would like, to jump in uncertainty
and to feel free. I represented, as I fly at huge height, and in mine
eyes all my life is shown. This dream did not come true, as I have
fear. In the childhood, I wanted to become a bird to fly above my
house. I wanted to be even the cosmonaut!!!! Certainly, these dreams when
did not come true! But, most my main dream in a life, today to meet it the
favorite person and to create family. I want to love and be loved. I want
simple female happiness. I want to come home and see my loved man, and
enjoy each other with every evening. This happiness for me, and I want,
that my dream will be executed! Almost all my friends are already
married. One of my friends has married the citizen of Poland. They
as well as we have started to correspond simply, and have then decided
to check up as they can live together. And now she has left to him,
and they live happily 9 months. It till now seems to me unreal and
what that a romantic history. She wrote to me the letter, she is very
happy and now they plan to start the child. I am very glad for her and
I want that at them all was good.
I am not assured, that I could remain to live in other country. It is
valid very much a complicated question for me. And at me never was an
occasion to reflection over this question. I think, that if I will
really find love and happiness then I will remain in other country to
live there. I believe, that for the sake of love and happiness it is
necessary to make a sacrifice! I hope, that now you understand my
opinion. However, I think, that while still very early to speak about
such things. And actually your question shocked me a little and has
stumped. I again send to you my photo. And I hope that it will cause
in you many emotions and feelings. Well, now I shall finish the
letter. Xxxxxx, I shall wait from you reply.
Your good friend Anna!!!