Hello my beloved man xxx.
How are you doing?
Finally I have the opportunity to come to the Internet cafe to
communicate with you. I am very glad to your warm letter, which cheers
me up. All your letters cheer up. We seem to know few, but I'm already
very much attached to you. It simultaneously scares me and pleases me
at the same time. Scares me because I am very much afraid to fall in
love with You and my love will not be separated. Sometimes I can't
understand about you. I can't understand your feelings that you are
experiencing to me. I ask you to be completely open to me, and only
say what you really feel about me. It would be much easier to
communicate with you. I hope you will take my advice and be more
trusting and open to me!??? I really hope so! I am very glad that I
have You! You are very close to me spiritually. I find it very easy to
communicate with you. I told my friends that I found a very
interesting man, to whom I have very great sympathy. They were happy
to hear this since my friends want me happy. By the way, my girlfriend
sends you his greetings. I also told his parents about our
relationship, about our virtual connection. I told them what a great
man. I showed them the letters you write to me. I told them that our
sympathy for each other is very large and can grow into a big and pure
love. I hope you remember what I said in previous letters about the
word "I love you"??? You know how deeply I relate to this word!!! And
I think that very soon I will be able to tell You. I don't want to
"look" very far in our relationship, because they are afraid to "jinx"
everything that happens between us. But I really want our sympathy for
each other grew into LOVE!!! The weather good, the sun is shining.
Today when I went to the Internet cafe on my eyes, I saw a car hit an
elderly grandmother in a crosswalk. People who saw the accident
immediately ran to her grandmother and began to help her. But my
grandmother had a broken leg and she could not move independently.
People called the ambulance. When the doctor arrived, the grandmother
loaded into a car and drove to the hospital. But the man who the car
knocked down grandma, he don't even got out of the car. He fell
asleep. It turned out that the driver was drunk driving. I was very
sorry for an elderly grandmother, but I'm happy, and I not that cannot
spoil mood because I have YOU!!! I have a dream that I want to
implement. I want to spend with you my vacation. I believe that we are
better to meet than to exchange many letters. I believe that if we do
it together, then no one will never be able to separate. And our love
will be eternal!!!! If all of this will happen in real life, and we
will have the opportunity to meet, I decided to buy a computer for my
parents. It will be the best way to communicate with them via the
Internet. I will do everything that depends on me. I will make all
documents for a trip to the fastest terms only to be with you!!! But
again, I look too far. I love to dream. As in dreams you can do
whatever you want, and there are no obstacles!!! I call it his dream.
And you love to dream??? Or you used to live real life??? Tell more
about yourself. I love to listen to everything you say!!! How are you
doing? What do you do in your spare time? How is your mood? I hope you
are fine, and you often think of me!!!??? Today at work I saw a man
brought his mother to work for me. I asked him why he does, but he's
never answered me. It seemed to me that he loves their mother, and
decided to just get rid of her, not to care for her. Since I have to
work basically just the elderly who have no relatives who would take
care of them. I talked to the grandmother. She is very sociable,
interesting person. I don't understand why there are people like her
son. She spent her entire youth, his health, his love for his son when
he raised him. And he did so. I look after these people. I love my
parents dearly, and will never do so with my parents. Very much
interesting at my work. My job is really like. I would be sorry to
part with my work, if I'm going to ever arrive to you. But for you I'm
ready for anything!!! I did not notice how time flew, I gotta go. And
when I get home, I'll try to fall asleep quickly to see you in my
dreams.
Your Natalya...