Good day!
How are you? I hope that your day is good! I was waiting for your
message, and I was happy when I got it
for me a great pleasure to
read your words, thank you!
I hope very much that we can write e-mails to each other every day. It
is very interesting for me to learn more about you.
How was your day yesterday? What are you doing today? I have a lot of
work these days. By the way, I work in a children's hospital at the
moment. I got the job a few months ago. This public hospital. I work 6
days a week, and I do not have a stable schedule. Sometimes I work the
night shift.
I want to ask you a question about the ideal relationship between man
and female. What are the main thing in the relationship of man and
woman for you? What about me, I think it's love, trust, respect and
understanding. Our life is a complicated thing, and we have good times
and bad. Sometimes we have problems, but it is much easier to solve
problems when you have people who love you and support you, you can
trust and in whom you believe, all 10000000 percent. In each pair may
be quarrels and insults, but when people discuss these issues and try
to understand each other, we can solve any problem. No need to build a
wall between each other! It is necessary to seek understanding and
compromise.
For my part, I promise you that I will always be honest with you. I
want us to have a strong relationship, and I want to always be honest
and not hide anything from each other and never play games with the
feelings.
I think I have to tell you about my past relationships. They started
about 4 years ago and it lasted for about 2 years. At first it was a
good story of love ... my boyfriend was very caring and gentle, we had
a lot of good moments together ... but after 1 year there were many
changes ... He changed his job, began to get more money, and it was
not so good for him, he found new friends there, and they started
going to night clubs, bars very often - several times a week, he began
to drink alcohol is very difficult ... he could drink a lot two or
three or four days without stopping, he was very cruel to me and my
mother .... several times he hit me, all my relatives and friends said
that he was not the man for me, but I did not listen to them, I
forgave him everything. But when I met him with another woman in the
street ... I saw how he kissed her ... I was shocked, it was the end
for me. I realized that I was blind ... I ended the relationship with
this guy. He tried to get me to go back a few times, but I did not
come back and finished it. I do not want to see him ever in my life,
and I wish him all the best, but the other woman. I know now that he
has lost everything, and he is not happy, but it's his life. It was a
difficult time for me. my heart was broken .... It has greatly changed
my inner world ...
During the last 2 years I have had no relations. It was very painful,
after these relations. So I took some time to think. I was afraid to
make a mistake once, I had a fear today with men ... I had fear to
meet someone who would break my heart again. But in the end I realized
that I just had to forget everything that happened, receiving coverage
the past, and I have to think only about the future, a bright future,
and I have to open your heart for new love. Our life consists of black
and white stripes, successes and failures. And we have to have
positive thinking and good things will happen
So now I open my
heart, and I am ready for a new love, a new relationship. And I very
much hope that my dreams and wishes come true
Ok, I finish my e-mail right now, I hope it was not boring for you to
read it all. Please know that I think of you, and I look forward to
your reply.
I am sending you many gentle hugs and kisses!
your Tanya!