Keine Ahnung wer das ist

Hi  xxx!  Thanks for your interest in me:)
I  am glad to learn more about you and now i want to tell you a little
bit  about  myself  and  my family... so where to start???? My name is
Tatyana,  but  you  may call me simply - Tanya - like my friends do. I
have  daughter,  and  her  name  is Lera. She is almost 3 years old
(2.9) She is just amazing little girl!!

I  was  born in Luganks, and had been living there all my life...until
one   day  when i personally experienced how horrible is real war. I
had to move, and now i live in Vinnitsa. Teacher is my profession, but
i don't work as teacher right now!

My  mother  have  to stay in my native town, she needs to take care of
grandmother  -  my  grandma  is 83 year old and because of her age she
can't  move  a lot. My father - well, i remember nothing about him. I
was a little girl myself when he left us. But well... life goes on!

Time  is  passing,  i have grown up, and i am mother myself already!!!
And  i  have  daughter,  my  angel,  my joy and my sense of living. If
someone  would  ask  me  -  are you ready to go through all the things
which  happened  in  your  life again? - i would certainly answer YES,
because  thankfully to all i have my treasure Lera, who i simply can't
imagine my life without!

I  had  been married. I can't say that we had bad life, but everything
changed  after  Lera appeared in our life. He started to pay attention
to  other  girls,  from time to time he was very late from work for no
reason,  later  he  started  to drink more than normal, and all in all
rising  his  hand  on  me. One day i just gathered all the things, and
left him.

I  am tired of being alone, and i need reliable man, i am here to find
the  one  and  only  for  me! You know, we all have these days, hours,
minutes  when  we need nothing else but to hug the dear to you person,
to  lead  head on his shoulder, we need love, we need care, we need to
know  that  this is the one and only or you, the person who will never
betray you and your feelings, who will never hurt you!

Enough  about sad things. I know that life is not the bed of roses,
but also i know that first we have difficulties, black side, and after
the white side comes too... it should to come! I strongly believe that
everything will be fine in the end.

And  what  do  you  want to tell me about yourself? I am interested in
everything:)  Your  plans???  What are you searching for in your girl,
qualities you believe are important? Your interest in life????

I  will  be  waiting  for your letter back. Hiiii and hellos to you
from Lera, have a very nice day! bye-bye. Yours Tanya!



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My  dear  xxx,  hi!  I  am very glad to see your letter today! I was
waiting for it. I was waiting for you- and here you are.

Here  you  are,  here  i am - simply speaking, here we are to continue
getting  knowing  each other. So...so tell me how is your day and your
week?  I sure hope all is good with you and you enjoying your time.
Winter  is  here, and i don't like it - i like spring probably most of
all  the  other  seasons  -  when  everything is getting alive, green,
fresh,  new.  And  most  importantly  i like spring because after it -
summer comes. But winter is here now.

[...].

I  would  like  to suggest you to read my previous letter again... you
will be surprised to find where i live, as i mentioned this to you!

[...].

Time will show this. So please tell me how was your weekend and your
days?

My  days  are  good. well as good as possible, considering the whole
situation i am  living in. I was talking to my mom yesterday. When i
hear her voice, i realize that everything is still ok with my family
and they are safe and safety is the most important thing when you
are living in war zone.

You  never know how really scary is war until you see it with
your  own  eyes And it is really painful, it hurts a lot to see that
are flying just like a birds around your native town, and the worst is
that you realize that you can do nothing with this!!!
You  just HAVE TO run, in order to save your life! And i actually run.
I had to!

Well  i  ask  you  to  forgive  me  for this a bit emotional start,
just wave of thoughts. I think of this quite often you know, of what
i had to experience!!!

It took me a while to find a job here, the number of refugees from the
East  of  Ukraine  is really big. My job is waitress in the one of the
cafes  here.  The job i do is really not easy, and the salary is lower
than  i  had  when  i was a teacher, but i must live somehow. Food and
rent  - this is actually what my salary is enough for. Winter is here
now  - and i simply have no chance even to simply buy some clothes for
Lera, as i had to left everything there in a war.

I am living here for a few month already, but still, still i feel like
it  is  new.  Everything is new and unknown for me, no relatives, no
friends. I feel lonely here.

Life  goes  on... and here you are - my new friend:) I realize that we
know  each  other not good really, but i feel something good when i am
here  now,  i  feel  like  i want to talk to you and to tell you about
myself, and to learn more about you too. More and more each day:)

Tell  me please more about you, your life and about your hobbies? What
do  you  like and enjoy to do? How do you spend your free time? Do you
have  many  friends?  All  my  friends are still living there in my
native  town  and here i have only some people who i know more or less
well.  But - i can't call them - friends, because the real friend is
so hard to find. In my next letter i will tell you how I like to spend
my free time and what I like to do.

I  am  really glad that we met each other, and i hope my English won't
be  a  problem  - as I know it very-very little, mostly simple phrases
like  "hi" and "bye". There is a person who helps me to View translation our
letters  from  your  language  to  mine, and vice versa. And i have to
admit,  i  like the result, most of all because it makes me understand
you  and  tell  you  everything  about me freely. I tried using google
translator  for  a  few  times,  but to be honest, the translation was
awful!

Upps. it is quite a while i am writing to you, and to be honest with
you,  i  just don't notice time. And it is actually time for me
to  go, because kindergarten and Lera in it are waiting for me.
I need to rush actually to run. Have a good day, and please don't
make  me  wait  for  a long time until your new letter. i am already
waiting, a kiss to you, from Tanya and Lera.