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she meant you by her dad..
Hurra, ich bin Papa geworden... Hello, Xxx!!!!How are you today??How was your day? I am very happy
to get your new letter today. What new can you tell me? Do you know
that I miss you?
I am ok, but my mood is not really good today, but I try to not show
it... The main reason is that I don't want to loose you(( I found you,
you came into my life and I don't want even to think that I can lose
our connection...We shared a lot of topics and life issues with each
other and I understood that we are really have some feelings to each
other. Anyway, I'm an optimistic person in all the situations and try
to be that in this one too...
My sweet, tonight i went to my second job to wash floor at supermarket
with Nadya. I was hoped that she will sleep and i will do all my work
fast, but she wake up and begin to cry!!!i couldn't calm her!She
didn't want to sit, she didn't want to sleep!She was so annoyed, i
didn't know what o do with her!!The major security man went out and
begin yelling on me!!!He was so rude!!!Nobody understood my situation,
nobody wanted even hear that i just can't keep my baby calm!!!! They
just kicked me and said they did not pay a penny to me!!!Can you
imagine it???I was crying during my way home.... it is just a baby,
why they didn't understand it????
I really in mess now, all my thoughts about my life now....How am i
suppose to live now???That salary i get in pharmacy is not enough at
all!!God, honey!Why i am here and you are there???? Why this world is
so cruel???
When I came to the Internet cafe and paid for the translation of my
letter to you, I understood that my financial position became harder
and I just can't afford it now.. ((((Now i really cant buy food i do
not know what eating today Nadya(((((.I am very worry not about
myself,i very worry about my daughter((((But please, don't
misunderstand me as I'm not asking you for anything and I'd never do
it but I just want you to be aware about my problems as we are close
people now and I promised you not to hide anything from you!!!! Yeah,
I'm very sad as I really can't imagine my days without getting your
sweet letters and I will miss them much...really right now there are
many things i have to take care about..you know that i am raising my
daughter alone and her dad doesn't help us at all, because he refused
her at all!! So really it became hard for me to pay for
everything..for kindergarten, food, clothes and so
on...really it is all hard for me...I just have a hope that my cases
will be better... I just don't want to miss even a day of our
conversation with you..
> that she starts to speack and say "Papa". Doesn't she miss her father?
no, she meant you by her dad..
I want you to remember that you are very important for both of us with
Nadya!! Forever your Marina and Nadya.....