olga 28YO from st Petersbourg

If not then I'll understand it. Believe me, it's uncomfortable to ask your help and it's silly
but now it's hard to choose something.
I have a visa and all my documents are ready for me to come to you but I can't afford tickets...
My mom should help her sister... They always helped us after dad's loss and now mom has no right to refuse a help...
Due to aunty's help I have been able to visit China...
If I knew I wouldn't spend a part of money on clothes that I got before the trip...
Don't judge me - xxxx I should look beautiful on the meeting but to buy tickets I should have 310 euro...
I read your emails all the day and it comes hard. I miss you so much! I didn't think it can come this way.
We never met but I'm attached to you anв your thoughts, your ideas. I need you very much...
Maybe you change your mind about me. I write this as it is and don't want you to feel bad.
There is a destiny and I believe in true love. Even on the distance...
If we should be together then we will. If no, then anything might be happened..,
Think of you...
With Love, your Olga