Honey
xxx, today it is a hard day. It was be funeral today and yesterday I
was with my friend and her children, to help her, to support her. We
called ambulance 3 times as she felt herself so awful. A mother lost
her son and my friend lost her beloved man, children lost their
father. This is really unbelievable, in peacetime time people die. For
what? Why? Our president ran away and Timoshenko went out from jail?
What will be with Ukraine? Nothing good I think. Better if Russia will
take us South-East part of Ukraine and Crimea to Russia. 90% people
who live in South-East part of Ukraine and Crimea are agree with this.
We more Russian then Ukrainian! We speak Russian most of all here. So
honey, the situation is really unknown here. On Saturday everything we
have an awful time in my place, we came back home at 1 am on Sunday.
People from Maydan came to our town and we got calls that all people
must be on their place and don’t go out from it while it will be
meeting in the centre. We have heard shots and we were sitting at work
quietly, switched off the light and we were really scared. The head of
our town and also men from our town were trying to talk with them but
they start to shot. 3 people were killed and when our men started to
shot in answer they ran away. Right now everything is calm here, much
funerals on Ukraine and I watched the news and saw that people from
West part are preparing attack to West of Ukraine. Don’t know what it
will be!!!!
You know on my trip to work I look from the window of the buss on my
town…A big number of people, fussing somewhere, but there aren’t so
many really close among them and there isn’t my beloved man close to
me. It’s really very pity, dear
xxx. Sometimes I feel
lonely even being surrounded by the people. I so wish to have my own
family, people for whom I can live, who will love and who I will love,
whom I could prepare dinner, play, have fun, spend time. I really miss
to be happy!!!! I wish to be happy again. Fortuna is not so valid and
we need to except this. After a long working day I want to cuddle to
the strong shoulder, to feel loved and cared, to talk about the day,
to feel my beloved man close to me. And I’m happy that I met the man,
whom I want to do it with, my dear
xxx, but on the other hand
it’s a pity, that we leave so far from each other….. You know, I’ve
got such a busy day today, I’ve got so much to do today, but I was
thinking what if we be together, and how it would be great to come
home earlier than you, make food, prepare warm bath or just shower to
you, give you fresh towel and close, newspaper if you want, ask you
how was your day, or just sit close to you and feel you by my side. It
would be so nice to know that I do not sleep in my bad by myself, that
I feel your warm, and that in every moment I can hug you or kiss you,
and that even little gentle look will show my love to you. I know that
eyes are the miracle of soul and mine will always show my love to my
beloved. Do you want to be at this place? I mean at the place of my
beloved? Do you agree to take care of me? To love me and to hold me
tight every night. To be happy with me and to be proud of me. Do you?
Honey
xxx, and what do you want to do after work when you come
home? Would you like just relax with your beloved woman? Your