Dearest xxxxx
I adore you. The way you express what you feel is wonderful. Your words transport me to an island of thoughts. It will be great the day I will set my eyes on you. When I think of you and close my eyes, I get lost and time flies by...like just now, I'm sitting here, flooded with feelings....too bad the keyboard can't type by itself what I'm feeling... I'm yearning to set my eye on you, though right by your side in spirit.
Each time I read your words it keeps unveiling the lost emotions in the depth of my heart, your words draws out the softest passion in me and when I sign out and reflect on your words it makes me to feel home sick. It makes me want to leave here. I cannot remember the last time I ever cried out of compression of thoughts but with you a stranger by fact but close in my heart in reality, how did this happen? How did you get to steal my time and heart? I thought that I have lost it all but somewhere deep in my heart I never knew that it lay there in peace.
How did you find your way deep in my heart, oh my lady, I feel so healed, I feel so wonderful, to be very honest you are the best thing that has ever happened in my life, you are such a wonderful individual sent for a purpose in my life, though you may not believe in faith but you can never deny the fact that you have a heart and that heart feels. I appreciate everything thing about you.
I do not want to know the cultural differences, or the race, all I care is that I go to bed with sweet thoughts of your words and wake up with the wonderful memories of each line of sentence, what more can I ask for than what you are giving me, your time, your attention.
When I lost my wife I said to myself that I will never love again, I refused to allow myself to fall in love but then suddenly you came into my life and crossed over the wall of my doubt, you are lovely my darling, I wonder what you expect from a man but whatever be your expectation I just want you to know that I will love you with all my heart if given the chance, I will stand by you and give you all my heart and love in return, I will never shout at you, I will never raise my voice high, whatever that comes up tomorrow between us I will give you my time, understanding and patience, will respect your opinion and share ideas with you.
I want to be that one, the only man in your life that will walk with you in the cool evening along the beach, holding hands and talking softly, I want to be that one man in your life that will lay down with you in the sand and tell you mid night stories watching the brightness of the moon, the one to touch you tenderly and kiss you until you get wet, I want to be the one that will hold you to my arms every night, the one to grow old with you and the one to stand by you forever.
You have changed my life and it will never be the same ever again. Please do not forget that I am giving you my heart as the only thing that matters most to me because I believe that it will remain safe forever and please cherish it and always keep it safe. You are my hope to find peace because you will always be there healing my heart. It will be you and I forever.
Soon my dear I will leave here and when that time comes believe me that I will be with you and spend the rest of my life with you in any part of the world you choose. I want to grow old with you, I want you to be the one to share the moment of sitting together and watching the sun raise and set, I want you to be the one to walk in the cool evening holding hands together and sharing our lovely stories of our youth. I want you to be the one to make my meals; my life will never be the same without you.
Though I do not have gold none diamond, not born with a golden spoon, not a rich man but I have peace and contented with the little within my reach,
Do you know that my antennas sense something is up and the winged ones that no longer walk on the ground will make sure that we are OK, while I'm in both worlds at the same time. In my self-imposed workaholic schedule. Friends may tell me I've finally come to my senses not knowing why. What you and I are experiencing is very rare. Though many do not believe in faith yet emotion are gifts from heaven. I'm having lots of conversations with you in my mind. Deep at night, I wake up, thinking about you...
I feel protected by your thoughts. I noticed a change in my writing which happened since I have been in deep thoughts and it strengthens me in a miraculous way. Your thought gave me strength today, and the most joyful part of it is that I can feel the magic of feelings again anytime I set my eyes on your sweet message, our telepathy has given us the believe that we are meant to be together. In a shot word, “I can’t wait to be with you”. Have been imagining how it will be when you smile at me in person. I can't wait to be with you. I woke up today smiling as I recall our friendship because I know that years from now, I will still be waking up smiling for the same reason.
I guess you will be so confuse? I just want you to know that your thought can never be out of my mind, any time I remembered you my heart beat a bit, thinking, what will happen to me if I stop hearing from this lady? But I still hold unto faith, I believe in you, I believe in your words, I believe you never lied to me, I believe in you and I
Hugs and kisses are flying to you through the air. catch it love,
I am there.
Brian