Hi xxx.
Today I have very good mood and I wish to share it with you.
I will be very glad if reading this letter on your face there will be
a smile.
I was very glad for that that you could answer questions interesting
me and a smog tell to me more about the character. It allows to me to
learn much better you and to understand your outlooks on life.
You very remarkable man and I cannot describe that in the letter as I
am glad a name possibility to communicate with you.
In each your letter I see many pleasant phrases for me and always I
rejoice to your valid relation.
It seems to me that my interest to you becomes a certain inclination
and I think of you is more often.
xxx I try to understand you and your life as it is possible is
better having learnt your outlooks on life and the relation to many
things.
My liking to you grow every day and it really very strongly pleases
me.
Today I wish to tell to you about the former unsuccessful experience
of dialogue with the foreign man.
Probably it was necessary for me to tell to you about it from the
very beginning of ours with you of dialogue.
But I very long did not dare to write to you about it because
hesitated of that as you will concern it.
Now having learnt you much more and is better I test to you the
certain trust and I can write about it.
This sad history has happened to me 2,5 years ago and I had to
restore long myself after the received spiritual wounds which has very
strongly spoilt my relation to men and trustfulness to them.
I had dialogue with the man from СШA and communicated with him as
using the Internet sending to it the letters. Him called Guy it he
spoke that that the director and films.
It initially seemed to me very strange man as its sexual concern did
not give me rest.
But I tried not to pay attention to this strangeness though she very
often did me very confused.
Our dialogue lasted about one month and in a consequence he began to
call assiduously me to itself(himself) in the country.
This man has really turned to me a head and promised me a worthy and
remarkable life in its country.
He spoke to me about wedding and about that as dreams to have general
children and to build home life together with him.
Probably I was simply very silly but his letters seemed me truthful
and I have grown fond its all heart.
I resolutely prepared necessary documents for travel to its country
and had strong dream to be near to him.
When all affairs of documents necessary for visiting of its country
were ready it has written to me about that that he can buy tickets for
me in the country much more cheaply and to send me them.
I had to send it necessary money for tickets using system of
remittances and it were at that time very big money for me.
After it has received money necessary for tickets it did not write to
me three days.
I very strongly worried any more about money and for this mean man
after all my feelings to it were strong.
His letter after long expectation has given me only a considerable
quantity of tears and strong insult.
He wrote to me about that that it was plundered by thieves and all
these days it has spent in hospital having numerous traumas.
All it seemed to me very real and my naivety has forced me again will
address to search of money for tickets.
I remember as my parents have helped me then with necessary for
purchase of tickets by money.
At that time also closed ears from friends which dissuaded me to
carry out the travel to this doubtful foreigner.
Then I had really very big feelings to this man and lived only it one.
But as it has appeared in the end it only wished to deceive me and to
break my feelings.
I remember this moment when having landed in New York - John F
Kennedy International Airport had only loneliness and the broken love.
Its phone has been switched off and to the address which it specified
to me in the letters absolutely other person lived.
It was very heavy to me to realise that fact that mean Guy so has
severely deceived me.
Having come back to Russia I long time stayed in very strong
depression and could not restore heart from a pain.
This worst time in my life seemed to me that and I am grateful to the
friends for that that they have helped me to be restored and try to
forget all that with me happens as a terrible dream.
The best doctor and in due course my sincere wound of the broken love
has ceased to disturb time.
The only thing that all this sad history has changed this my relation
to dialogue on the Internet and as a whole the relation to men doing
my trust to a male very small.
I long did not dare the second time will address to the Internet and
to begin search of relations in a network but has made it because to
me really much more pleasantly and much more to communicate and learn
the man on the Internet.
My girlfriends speak to me that I can repeat sad history of my last
travel abroad.
But I try not to think of it and I trust in that that my destiny will
give me the second chance for dream which execute necessarily.
xxx looking at you and reading your letters I very strongly am
surprised to that as you differ from mean Guy.
I do not wish to do hasty conclusions but it seems to me that your
decency and nobleness will not allow so will arrive with the girl
which to love you.
For me dialogue with you shows that fact that all men different and
to me has very strongly carried that I have found you.
I do not know as you will concern me after I have told to you about
the sad moment in a life.
But it seems to me that you can understand me.
xxx I will wait for your letter and your thoughts.
Svetlana.
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