Der erste "Bettelbrief": Hello my darling xxx. I again "flying" to the
sky from happiness of reading your letter! I have
a wonderful mood and i so much like to communicate
with you! You are my sunshine in every of day.
Today, the weather is not good, very cold, but the
the is good for walking by streets.
Soon I will have the protection of qualification and
when i get it i will have my vacation.
Protection of qualification, occurs as follows. We
under the schedule have operations, and during
operation there are detached onlookers, professors
of medicine, the best doctors of Russia. They
observe of how doctors of our hospital behave
during operation. As far as we professionally make
the decision. Then take out the verdict. They have
rights to lower, leave as is, or to raise
qualification of the surgeon.
So I with an anticipation wait for this day
...Under the schedule I have one operation on
removal of a hernia. I'll hope, that to me will
give higher class of the doctor.
I all in this day,need to prepare, in fact it's very
important for me. But I think of you as much, if
it's more!
I wanted to tell, that reading each your letter, I
understand, what feelings you have to me, and I
present you near to myself and flying in my
dreams, forgetting about all in the world! It will
seem ridiculous, or surprising, but yesterday I
couldn't fall asleep at night, I represented you,
I thought of you, about our relations. The most
interesting, that I was very much tired for all
day, and awfully wanted to sleep. But my heart has
forced sleep to wait, and has filled in my head
ideas and dreams of you and of us. I at all don't
know how to describe this strange, unknown feeling
to you. Love... Perhaps, but we didn't meet
before, and the word "love" here does not
approach. Attachment... Yes, I have attachment to
you. I miss, if not read your letter. I miss, when
I have no access to the Internet and I cannot
write to you! It's sympathy which has developed
into the greater. It's more than the friendship,
is more than simply transfer of the information
about each other. I at all don't know what to tell
now, I really think of you much and frequently!
And to this all I would be desirable to add …
Sometimes to write much easier, than to tell! Also
I don't know, whether we'll repeat at once
everything what about we write in letters, or we
should get used each other. I don't know, how
we'll feel like a near with each other when we'll
meet the first time, a little hesitating, or is
open. I don't know … And this uncertainty makes
our dialogue even more interestingly and
fascinating! Don't you think so?
I'll distract from deep thoughts... My dear xxx,
i wanted to ask you about preparing to qualification,
i will need to take a good study for pass it and it
is cost money. All study is cost 800 dollars,
and i do not enough 250 dollars, can you allow to help me?
I have found for you a pair of successful photos!
So at you one more occasion will take pleasure in
my letter.
...
And the last ...
If suddenly you will be in bad mood I'll always
raise it! Promise!
I wait for your letter. Your сheerful woman
Nadezhda.
Trotz identischem Rechner ändert sich hier (zunächst einmalig) der benutzte Zeichensatz!