Hello my dearest xxx?!!! Darling, thank you so much for your
letter!!! As always it was
great to receive it!! Honey, today I have a serious topic to discuss with you.
xxx,I thought I would have enough power to solve it by myself...? But now I have nothing to
do just to share it with you.?Please, don't judge me... I had to tell you earlier but I was so
much afraid that?you leave me when you know this.?
Darling xxx, ?I want to explain you the situation with my letters.
First of all, I want to tell you that I don't know English?
And I don't have computer at home. That is why I go to the Internet club to write letters to you.?
As my English leaves much to be better?I use translator's service.
This Internet club provides you
with translator if you need it, of course. So, I use their service.Translator helps me to write
letters to you (I tell her what to write in Russian and she translates it into English), also she
translates your letters from English into Russian. Of course, it is not for free.For each letter I
pay 5 dollars ?As you understand,Earlier I thought that I would take all expenses for letters,
but now life became so?expensive.?I am not a millionaire and I can't
afford such expenses
every day. Also, I haven't enough money for our letters because?I must grow my little Arina.?
Especially, now, when Ukraine is ?suffer from economic crises, and I get?a modest money
which my country has paid for me like help for child and my salary ?is paid not regularly,
I can't safe some money for writing to you each day.I hope that now you do understand my
situation and won't be angry!!
Dear xxx I can't ask about anything... and I am very ashamed
as I never ask?anything... But I can't pay for translations of our letters any longer.?I also
tried some translation programs, but their translation is so poor
that I even couldn't understand the
meaning of the letter.?I can't lose you... I just can't and I have to ask for your help with letters.?
Can you????
With love your Nataly!!!