My darling Xxxxx,
I missed you so much during these days... I cannot imagine my life
without our corresponding and it scares me because if I lose you it
will be the worst that can happen to me! But I do not wish to think
about it, just about our future life together and first meeting!
Thanks for your amazing photos!
Thank you for giving me a chance to tell you how much I enjoy every
conversation we can have on the Internet. You have such a fun spirit
and caring nature, that it is difficult for me to think you are not
married or have hundreds of women following you in your everyday
routine. I can not put my finger on it, but you stand out from all the
rest of the people.
You make me want to talk to you every chance I can. I am sorry if we
will not talk everyday, but I do think of you every minute, hour, and
day. You confuse my thoughts with my fantasy of our meeting someday
soon.
I picture me standing at the airport in a white, flowered dress. My
hair shining in the light, and my smile glowing like a beam from
space. You walk to me, as I see you, we then run faster towards each
other until we jump in each others arms. You swing me madly in a
circle, like a carousel and watch my eyes glimmer with laughter.
You feel like you are the strongest man in the world and can twirl me
for ever. When we stop laughing with sheer joy, I feel your lips press
against mine as we stop and stand still in the heat of passion. I feel
the softness of your body against mine. My heart begins to pound like
a drum and all I can hear is your voice whispering to me in a sea of
people around us.
You quietly tell me that you love me and I do the same. After you let
me pull away for a breath of air between us, you pull me even closer
this time to kiss your tender face and lips. I do not want this moment
to ever end. I do not care if the whole world is watching, because we
are the most important two people in the world at that moment.
I am just about to have you whisper in my ear, when I hear a loud
sound coming from an alarm clock next to me. I wake up and find that
the clock next to my bed just went off. I woke to find that it was all
a dream. I want to go back to sleep to finish this wonderful dream,
but I must get up and start my day.
Today was a good day for me, as all I could think about was you. What
are you doing? Where are you going? Who are you spending your time
with? What mood are you in at that moment? Are you thinking about me?
Do you think we will be together, or am I someone who is acting like a
Yours caring,
Alla