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Grüße Stefan ...

Hi again Markus!!!

 I am very glad what to receive from you the answer to my letter and me
so it is interesting to read it. I am grateful to you that you have
told to me a little about yourself, now I have though any
representation about you. In the last letter I have told to you that
has counted necessary. As I did not know, that you interests in me.
Also did not know, that you wish to learn about me. Now I wish to tell
about the person (about the character). In particular, I would like to
stop on private world and to describe to you it. I am able to
understand people, not very well, what age they, what social status. I
am able to listen and I always would like to support the person and to
help it. But unfortunately, in our country, can be and in any another,
people frequently use it and try to use the person who has offered the
help in any mercenary purposes. I quite often tested it on myself and
time and again have been substituted. Since then I have decided, that
it is necessary to learn to speak myself "Was not present!" And not to
incur too big responsibility. However, if I understand, that the
person with whom I am in contact, quite arranges me I will open to it
the soul. I very easily vulnerable person, but at the same time, I can
sustain much, the life in Russia has learnt me to it. You do not
think, that I complain to you. But simply I want, that you knew me and
knew with whom correspond. After all you probably wish to learn me
better and more??? Mine a minus is that I can attach very huge
significance to insignificant things. Often I do hasty conclusions.
But all the same my soul is very pure and kind. First of all when I
learn the person. I imagine his life. I put myself on its place. As
hard it was necessary to it, through what problems it passed, with
what difficulties struggled. I have simply heard very wise saying: "It
is not necessary to judge never the person if did not put itself on
its place". And in a life so all also happens. It is impossible to say
to the person, that it has arrived badly, it is necessary to
understand, that he has tested during that moment and before what
choice stood. I consider that this most important thing. I probably,
bother you with the reflexions??? If it so you tell to me about it,
well? And still I would like that you from time to time, sent me some
photos. Where and as you have a rest, where happen and so on....
Simply I wish to learn and understand as you live and as to you live
in this world. I hope, what my inquiries, not too complicate you???
Here I have told to you about myself. Now I will go home and I will
have a rest it is a little. As I will think, that you will write to
me. I will look forward your letter. Yours faithfully Elena.

Hi again Markus!

       I looked forward your letter. To me became so cheerfully on
a shower when I have received from you the letter and has read it.
Know to me so well, and I so am glad, that you to me write. To tell
the truth, I even did not hope, that you will write to me, but there
was all on the contrary and I am glad. I wished to tell to you a
little about the parents, I think, that it will be pertinent. After
death of my parents I had no a lot of pleasure. My parents were on
true good people. My father and mother worked together in firm on sale
of computers, and were very dear people. My father worked as the
manager on sales, and my mum the chief accountant and they very much
succeeded on the work. We had very amicable family constructed on love
and trust. For this reason I so speak about trust because I cannot
live with the unreliable person to whom I can not trust completely
much and I can not rely on it a difficult minute. I always knew, that
that with me do not happen, and it was not as though difficult to me,
I always could come home and tell about it to the parents!!! And I
always knew, that they necessarily will help me. After university I
should not work, I could live, not knowing any difficulties for the
salary of my father. But I wished to be independent I wished to
construct the life and career. My father always said to me, that if at
me will be what or problems with which I cannot consult a catfish that
better to ask the help for close people, than to regret then for a
rash act. The father said, that it is better to live poorly, but
correctly than to suffer from a remorse in the future! I completely
agree with its opinion. Whether you agree??? Only thanks to my parents
I have grown the good person. In our family full idyll reigned. Each
week-end we went to have a rest in various, beautiful places! And we
really enjoyed a life together! But once I have lost them!!! I have
lost those who has given me a life, love, and happiness! And together
with it I have lost a part of the love to the native land, that she
has taken away my parents from me. I already said to you, that my
parents were lost in car accident. They were lost on the fault, I know
it precisely as my father never has endangered a life of my mum!
Failure has occurred at a crossroads 1 one year ago! The lorry which
went on high speed ran into them. Blow has fallen to the right party,
therefore my mother has died instantly, and the father has died in 2
hours per an ambulance car. They had not time to finish it to hospital
because first aid has arrived only in one and a half hour!!! It still
could be rescued!!! During investigation it has been established, that
failure has occurred because of a faulty traffic light. Which showed
extensively identical colour. I have for ever remembered this day, and
each time when I recollect it, I have tears in my opinion. I brought
an action. I have employed the best lawyer in our city, I wished to
find those on whose fault this darned traffic light has been broken.
For a condition of road and work of traffic lights answered "Road
management" our city. Action of proceeding proceeded some months. And
most terrible it was day which I have remembered well. It was day of
adjudgment. They did not recognise fault of it "Road management". They
have considered, that in this failure my father who was during this
moment at the wheel cars is guilty. The judge has told, that he should
"expect" this situation. I simply have not believed at first when has
heard it. But I have understood, that in Russia such usual person as I
of anything and never can prove, never can defend the rights. In it
and all trouble. From the parents I to much have learnt, thanks to
mother I became the good mistress. I very much like to cook food. I do
not wish to brag, but those who had good luck to try food prepared by
me, said, that I very good cook! Also I like to spend houses cleaning,
I cannot admit, that in my house things have been lulled by a dirt or
there was a dirty ware, It is not difficult to clean for me all these
things, it does pleasure me, only pleasure. I hope, that have not so
distracted you the letter. Simply I wished to tell to you the vital
history. I hope, that you will understand me.
I wait for your letter.

                           Take care Elena.

Hello my friend Markus!!!

        Anything if I will name you the friend It for me
was very pleasant to receive from you the next letter, I am always
glad to receive them from you now and me always It is very interesting
to read everything, that you to me write. Road, I should you tell,
that before acquaintance to you I was lonely in the love plan. I had a
guy in whom I very strongly was disappointed. It is unpleasant to me
to speak about it, but it seems to me, that I can trust you, As I have
understood for myself, that you the one to whom I can test the similar
And consequently I speak you it. 3 years ago, I have got acquainted
with very pleasant, the young man. To us it has arrived from other
city. It rendered me attention signs, often called also we together
with it walked on a city. For all that time while we communicated with
it, it was very kind to me. I communicated with it some months and
have understood, that I love it. It was very difficult to me to admit
to it it, As, I never, to anybody, did not speak similar things. When,
I have decided to tell to it about the feelings, it has appeared, That
he too loves me. We met it about one year. I have acquainted him with
the parents, it has very much liked them. In couple of months he has
told, that it have fired also to it there is no place to live. I have
talked to parents, and they have solved start up will not get a job
yet, lives at us. My father has entrusted it flat keys. Next day, when
I have come home from work, I have seen, That the door of our
apartment is opened. When I have come into apartment I have understood
at once, that us have plundered. At that moment, I could not think at
all, that we were plundered by it, After all we strongly trusted it.
It was for us as native. But then the police has informed us, that the
door has not been cracked. Her have opened a key. And we have
understood at once that it was made by my guy. I ask myself a question
Why it has made such bad thing Also I can not answer it. After all
it for us, was a member of a family. It is heavy to me to believe in
it, that it with us so has arrived. I have understood, that it used me
for the plans. My feelings have been touched, first time to me was
very bad, I could not sleep and eat at all. For me it was very big
blow, I thought, that I of it will not go through, I long was in
frustration, I could not live easy as all time me was pursued by evil
thoughts. I thought, that I cannot grow fond more, but is fast It has
passed and with it I was helped by my close girlfriends, For what I am
very grateful to them. After that a case I did not have relations. And
I will not build the relations with men who here live. Simply I have
moved on a deceit, it was silly, but it has learnt me, As it is
necessary to operate in many situations with the guy. I did not get
acquainted with guys already long time, about two years after that
case, As I do not wish to cast in the lot in this country, To me has
simply bothered to observe of that as many girls remain lonely, My
girlfriends also suffered because of young men, it, really, very
unpleasantly. It is unpleasant to me to realise that fact even more,
That men here simply are not capable to understand feeling of the
girl, It their body is more important and it is very unpleasant. For
love it is necessary to understand each other, to respect and
appreciate Feelings enamoured, therefore I wish to cast in the lot
with the young man Abroad, as I know, that there absolutely other
life, Not such as in Russia, I very much would like to feel this life.
I would search for the person with whom I could be happy, really, and
who would like to love me and to have children with me. Be final it
any person cannot, As I need to learn it at first as it is impossible
to do such choice Quickly also it is necessary to concern it very
cautiously. I think, that you understand, it and I think, that you
understand, What is the questions are not accepted at once and some
time is necessary, To understand it. I think that it really difficult
now to have the good future here, As it is necessary to have or very
good friends or the good husband, To have something in the life. I do
not want much, but I want, that I had a possibility simply to live and
love the person and also to have children together with it. I think,
that you understand me. I wish to leave from that reality which
surrounds me now. I wish to be happy and I think that it really as I
think And I think of other country, that could live there. I hope,
that my dream soon to be realised, and I will live is happy with the
man who loves, appreciates and respects me. On it, I finish, the
letter.

                Yours faithfully Elena.