Hi, my dear xxx!!!
I'm doing well. But not as good as I would do if you were here with me!...It was something wrong with
the connection (it's going on for the last two weeks with my mobile operator)... May be you'll call me
today my dear!
I've been so busy with my studies for the last week! I'll have to pay more
for the studying in the University now and I'm not sure that I can ask my
parents for this money, that's why I'll have to work much more now... So I'm
really very sorry that I couldn't write to you, my dear! But I was thinking
of you all this time and here is what I want to say you:
If one day you feel like crying, Call me! I don't promise that I'll make you laugh, But I cam cry with you...
If one day you want to run away, Don't be afraid to call me! I don't promise to ask you to stop,
But I can run with you...If one day you don't want to listen to anyone, Call me! I promise to be there for you
And I promise to be very quiet...But if one day you call And there is no answer - Come fast to see me,
May be I need you...If I ever ignored you, I'm sorry! If I ever made you feel bad or put you down,
I'm sorry...If I ever thought that I was bigger or better than you, I'm sorry! I love you...
Don't ever forget that though bad times or good, I'll always be here for you! I'm sorry for everything
wrong I've ever done...I'm writing this because What if tomorrow never comes? What if I never get
to say good-buy or give you big hug? What if I never get you to say I'm sorry or I love you?
Because...what if tomorrow never comes? I love you!!!
That's what I'm thinking about... Just yesterday I had such a sad mood in
the evening... May be because it's autumn now or may be because I feel
falling in love with you so much for the last time and that's why my
evenings became so lonely - because you are not with me...
Kisses to you, darling!
Your Halina...
P.S. And also, here are the pistures of me that I promised to send you!
Hallo zusammen, ich habe diese Dame im Juni über RussianEuro kennengelernt. Sie war am Anfang sehr
zurückhaltent, auch ich habe meist auch nur 1 mal die Woche geschrieben. Irgendwann hat sie mir ihre
Telefonnummer gegeben. Wir telefonieren eigentlich 1 bis 2mal die Woche. Als ich ihr vom Urlaub grüsse
gesendet hab, ist der kontakt intensiver geworden. Sie wohnt in Luhansk, 23 Jahre. Studiert und gibt
anderen Schülern Nachhilfeunterricht um das Studium zu finanzieren. Sie wohnt bei den Eltern! Jetzt will
sie mich am 9 November in Kiew treffen! Sie hat noch Nie irgendwelche andeutungen gemacht, dass sie
Geld oder irgendetwas anderes will! Über das Treffen ist auch noch nichts genaues gesagt worden. Nur
der Termin ist sicher. Sie schreibt immer von einem Internetcafe. Mir kommts trotzdem komisch vor. Zu
schön um wahr zu sein. Ihre vorletzte mail fand ich zu intensiv!!!