Good evening my darling friend xxxxx!
I’m writing to you again in the evening, it is time of the day when I have a lot of free time as the majority people in the world do.
But to speak frankly sometimes I feel very lonely in the evenings… Do you have this feeling at all?
I like evening because I have an opportunity to rest after the work,
to meet my friends, to watch an interesting film or to cook something delicious but… as the times flies and thoughts about loneliness come to me more often.. and sometimes when even my parents are home I feel lonely with every cell of my skin.
And I can’t say that I’m not communicative, I do have rather many friends who I meet with from time to time but then when I come home I feel that I miss something that I need much more than that.
All of my friends have families and children and we mostly meet on Fridays and tell each other everything that happened in our lives this week.
That my walk with my friend Olga was kind of exception and I should say that very pleasant exception. And other people that were in my life in college or in school either moved to another bigger city, got married or became heavy- drinkers.
So there are not that many people that is interesting for me to talk to. And only my girl- friends who speak practically only about their children are people that I want to see and to talk.
I don’t have children but when my friends tell stories about them or just discuss their problems I like it and I take part in their conversations as I will be mother in future too.
And I love to play and to spend time with kids because there are very open and they just start i getting to know our big world and it is so wonderful to help them do it. My own children is something that I dream of with all of my heart.
But I don’t want to have a baby just for myself like some feminist women do. I want to give a baby to my future caring and loving husband who will be happy to share this pleasure and responsibility of growing up a child with me.
I think that kids that don’t have a mother or father or whose parents are divorced are very unhappy as they love both of the parents and can’t choose one. For child to grow healthy physically and mentally both parents are just required.
And I’m sure that I will have such a family, my own small world or even a planet that will consist of my husband and my children. I even can imagine how happy we will be spending evenings together.
Now that I haven’t met a person that will be a part of me yet, I do get prepared to this moment to come. I like to cook very much and I think that a woman even in the modern world o f fast food should feed her family with delicious and healthy dishes.
I cook Russian traditional dishes. My favourite ones are cakes with potatoes. I love trying something new every time that I cook. I also love Italian cuisine for example. I do a very good lazzania and pizza.
And I try to make them very Italian. And what do you like to eat? Is there something special that you can eat often or may be that you have to eat often because the lack of the time?
Or maybe you like to cook yourself. You know I often hear form TV and from my own friends that men are better cookers than women but to tell the truth I’ve never meet one who cook better than me or who at least can cook something more difficult than fried eggs…=) Would you disapprove that? =)
I love to cook for someone. If I don’t invite my friends with their children over I cook just for my parents but it always should be not only for myself.
I don’t feel comfortable living just for my own self, only egoists do so. By the way soon I’m going to do the kids party. Olga when we met the last time is going to baptize her baby-girl and she wants to make the party.
She asked me to help her organizing that and I of course I agree. I love kids so much so their happy faces will the best gift for me. And after I do so I’ll of course tell you how was it, ok. I’m not sure right now but we plan to do it in a week or so.
So tell me what would you like me to cook for you? You can desire everything you want or even several dishes. And I promise that when we meet sooner or later I’ll cook that for you. And if I haven’t cooked those dishes before I promise to learn how do that, I hope that will be something very special.
Have sweet dreams, dear xxxxx!
Natalia
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sollte sich darüber Gedanken machen wann sie welche ihrer Standartbriefe sendet
"Good evening my darling friend xxxxx!"
Date: Thu, 8 Jul 2010 12:35:19 +0400
;) weder hier, noch im europäischem Teil Russlands ist es irgendwie Abend
Bilder ausgegangen? ::)
liefert heute über Deutschland ein, na dann brauche ich ihr Visum eh nicht mehr zahlen ;D
